Why

How am I supposed to let go if I love her more each day?

Words of my heart.

一篇写给你但寄不出的信
一张又一张我对你的思恋 慢慢随风而去
手机响着我和你的回忆
来来回回的讯息 是一段一段的甜蜜
雨水打在我脸颊 好像在叫醒我
把我从梦中唤醒
我应该明白 明白一切安排 命运的安排
我知道， 终于明了。
我离去时，你不会为我而难过
我只是一个天使， 在你身旁守护着你
但，我想我以无法在这样下去
你也许永远不明白， 我也不明白
但，我想我应该说再见了。
爱你已慢慢变成会忆

爱一个人，不能变成一种习惯
不要 把一个人爱你当着是理所当然
请珍惜你每天的爱与爱你的人

俊玮笔迹

I name it "Memories"

Memories
Do any one still remember what happened when you are at the age of 1 or 2? I bet few would say yes!
I'm one of those who are shaking their head and said don't remember anything.
True enough, don't talk about age of 1 or 2. i dun even remember anything when i was at the age of 7(primary 1) except for this :

I was studying at Bedok View Primary School before I was transferred to Yumin Primary.
If anyone have notice how Bedok View Primary School(BVPS) look like before it was renovated, it looks a little eerie right?Don't tell me no, because you are now already all grown up.Imagine when you are just an 7years old kid.
I believe that most of the kids would not want their parents to leave them in school(a new environment) , and when they can't see them, they would cry, right? Cos I'm one of those timid one. Maybe I'm afraid of new environment and I can tell you I'm still afraid of new environment even now. A new environment, would scare the kids off, when their parents are not around.

I remembered, not very vividly- I cry for quite a long period of time, crying to go home, and asking my mom to come fetch me home. There's one time, during break time, I called back home to ask my mom to fetch me phone, and of cos, I was using public telephone(not hp), I cried till devastated[loud and sound], asking my mom to come, but she keep refusing, as me to stay, and she would come to the school soon, I cried and cried, thru out the whole break, even after the break, i was still talking/crying to my mom. I even had the whole level looking at me, crying devastatingly...The teacher had me pulled away from the phone, me struggling to get out of the "Tom and Jerry catch" and getting back to the phone. I was crying till i almost had an asthma attack. Then I was brought back to class, still crying, but more calmed as the teacher told me that my mom would be in school to bring me back soon. And HELL the person who told me that, i waited and waited , looking out the window to see if my mother were there, till the school ends..WTF.. Didn't those adult ask the kids not to lie? I wondered why human always contradicting themselves

It's even worst when there's a hearsay that there is ghost.
I, of cos scare of ghost when I'm young. There must have light even going to the toilet at home, with someone accompanied. In school, who else you have then your friend or would you say your playmate to accomapany you. Remembered there is this round sharpener with mirror on one side that sells in the book shop, I would always, with my playmate buy one or 2 of them, go to the toilet after school, where the sky starts to turn dark, use the mirror and see if there's ghost. Funny though, last time believe that mirror could see ghost. then after we see if there's ghost, we ran off, that's of cos.(Some actually didn't even see and ran off)
Ahem.. I stay put and see thru out..

My english starts to sounds weirder and weirder now. I don't what am I typing now.

This is something I remember vividly, in my final exam of p1, english paper, I was like- woah kao, siao liao, what is english, it seemed foreign to me after 1 year of primary school education.. Then I "TI GAM" all the way.. "Yi Ni Ma Ni Yi Ni Mo, catch the spider on the wall":"There, answer!"
Guess how much I scored? 49 out of 50. O.O I "TI GAM" throughout the whole paper and I scored 49/50, top english in class. hahaha.. And I was rewarded with a file, or I thought I have.

The only question I had it wrong, it was from a fill in the blank cloze passage and there were choices-
The sentence of: My mom _____ a cake for my birthday. (Or something like that)
An educated person would know, the answer of out the choice or even will no choice would be baked right? guess what is the answer that I "TI GAM"? I'm sure you would be rolling on the floor laughing.
Here's the answer:
My mom balloon a cake for my birthday.

I bet you are laughing right now, mayb loud, mayb not. I, myself also want to laugh for this instance that I'm typing this..
You can't blame me, 7yrs old kid, still lots to learn, and mayb it was PAP who didn't build up my english basic fundamental well. haha. Just kidding, there's no offend to anyone..It was my fault, my life. hahaha..

Part of my memories is written down.There's more memories if i remember more.