Merry xmas and happy new year

Although this is a late post, anyway, HAPPY XMAS and merry New year everyone.. lol..
this year doesnt really have festive season feeling for me. Xmas is just like another holiday. mayb i old liao? doesnt hope for xmas? lol..

Xmas eve went to dear house..Wanted to give her a surprise. den not successful. lol.. Bought a Sparkling juice before i went up to her house. lol. No alcohol drinking. We forgot to count down to xmas. wat to do. at home xmas and only 2 person. wat in the earth to have xmas feeling. lol.. Opened the gift dear bought for me just few min b4 xmas. lol.. thanx dar. love the shirt so much. and of cos the other 2 things your gave me earlier on. Sorry that everything i gave you no use one. only can "Bai Mei"(Memorable purposes only). Nvm lah hor? haha.. Sincerity that counts. somemore normal time i oso go buy things for you. haha..

Anyway, Xmas day, went PS with dar. I reached b4 she does (most of the time, cannot say as usual, if not she will come argue. haha.) Walk around in b1 first. den saw 4 person. Junhui from TPSD and the other 3 was my ITESD's frens. wow. it's a small world. Den i walk back to the station and wait for dar, and i saw Cedric, my chingay's fren. lol.. So after dar come liao, acc her buy chocolate, den i buy present for her 2 cousin and den no place to go liao. lol. we walk to orchard for a impt mission - search for dinner place. haha.. Den I suggest go paragon and see see.. And I decided to eat jap food. The food is average bah, i dunno how to gave comment to jap food, seldom eat. haha. but it really cost a bomb. And we definitely had our Xmas Sumptuous Meal.(Shen Dan Da Can). haha..
After dinner, went to lucky plaza's ip zone. dar buying present for junhui, cos xmas eve afternoon they went his house and celebrate and he gave them present. so she buying a shirt for him. Den go far east walk. not many shop open. and we have no where else to go le. Den decide to head back home..

ok. that's a bout it bah. will upload the pic at jap restaurant soon. Oh yah, forgot, the people working there is all jap. and many japanese went there eat. lol.. can go there learn japanese if you want. haha.. hmm.. ideas for my Jap cds Role-play. haha.. See ya everyone. Smile!! :)

Chalet marathon

Finally stopped my chalets gathering yesterday. Have being going to chalet consecutively for the past 3 days. Since wed to fri. Sing birthday song for 3 times, eat cake for 3 times.. Anyway, it's quite fun too.. haha.. so long don't have the feeling of being away from the daily life from sch work, gakkai stuffs and etc.

Chalet, it's like you having the whole world being down-size to only the resort area. Dun have to worry about many other things.. Feels so good. haha.. but in another view, a bit sian oso. keep going to chalet consecutively. Although it's different group of people. haha.. Initially only have 1 chalet, but end up to have 4 chalet. And one is unexpectedly one. lol.. Have more gathering soon pals..

Went to watch "Curse of the Golden Flower " yesterday with TPSD's frens. Not a bad show. It's not because Jay Chou acted in it. He doesn't have much scene anyway. haha.. but the story a bit boring. haha. not much of a climax or wat. Catch it if you like seeing a very large group of people fighting, like in the scene of the movie "Lord of the Ring". There's part of it include in the Golden Flower.

After watching den went to Janice's chalet at Costa sand. I was very late and when i'm outside the resort, janice called me and said that everyone's waiting for me to cut cake. haha... So "Dua Pai"(Big Shot) lol.. so i walk quickly to the chalet. lol.. Janice was drunk as Godfrey kept ask her drink alcohol. haha..

X'mas is coming, i haven write xmas greetings. haha.. think will be a belated one bah. haha.. anyway, I got my Xmas and 6th month present from dear dear le.. lol.. although our 6th month is like approaching 7th liao. haha.. thanx dear anyway.. Muacks. Love the present much. Awaits for your present bah.. Soon you will see it. hope you like it bah. :)

Ok.. I shall stop my update here.
Last but not least, happy birthday to these people again:

Jia Ling(Raymond's gf)
Angel(classmate)
Huiying(classmate)
Janice(imode collegue)
Kenneth(ITESD buddy)
Norman(Chingay's participant)
MingGuang(ITESD fren)
GuangMing(TPSD fren)
Eleena(TPSD Fren)

Did I miss out anyone? haha.. Oh yah.. of cos.. My dearest darling. Although the day haven reached yet.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALL!!

A weekend

Last sunday (19/11/2006) went for a fren's birthday party..

Went to benson house first at 230pm, cos as usual, louis will drive us there. The place. Somewhere near Novena. A bungalow or semi-de, or is it terrance house? lol.. dunno how to differentiate it. And as usual, louis going to fetch patrick, who lives next block to mine. Waste my trip to benson house once again. haha.. nvm.. So after fetch patrick, went to cineleisure first. louis meeting his gf. Walk around awhile and we went for lunch at the foodcourt. Den head down to binan's house. We took sometime to reach binan's house from cine. The problem appear because louis dunno how to go to binan's house from town. lol. so we, i mean he had done alot of u-turn before we reach. haha.

reach around 5 plus. den sit there rot till around 7plus den got more people.

Binan's younger sis, the name is birong, seemed abit erm... dunno how to say. haha.. first thing she saw me den she say eh the cute cute one got come. lol. Den ask me why I wear cap. lol.. den got one moment where i was listening to ipod. den i think she just snatch one side of thr earpiece from me. or is it she ask me wat i listening den say she want listen. lol.. i think she snatch from me.. Den i went to toilet. And after i came back, she's taking the whole ipod to herself. LMAO.. den got guest come in, den she bring the ipod walk around. lol. So i ask my friend jean to help me take back, den i'll teach her engineering fundamental. lol...

Den Birong went to take the food from outside den bring into the house and pass it to louis. Louis did not touch the food at first, but she say must eat while hot. lol.. den louis start eating. the scene damn funny. haha..

Oh yah, side track, Jean say I look like someone. That is Jay zhou. eh.. no lah.. haha.. is the little boy featured inside jay zhou's song "Ting Ma Ma De Hua" MV. lol.. do i look like? i dun think so. haha.

Add on abit.
Binan starting see me liao, den ask me mo fang(imitate), Jay zhou. So i do the fav, "Aiyo".. haha.. Den at one time, before I use the toilet (I went toilet for 3 times or 4 i think. too much water, too little space) Binan's another sis, Bizi was sitting at the kitchen dining table with someone chatting, ask me to imitate jay zhou again. lol. den i quickly imitate den rush into the toilet. haha.. imitate jay zhou so nice to see meh? den after i come out toilet, she ask me can take picture with me? den must act like jay zhou. lol. so i ask her, take with fake one oso happy? lol..
hahah. cannot take it.

Back to birong, haha.. Then after Binan cut the cake liao, i help her bring the cake in to serve people.. Den got one guy, i think his name is shuangjie. Dun really know him, but is from ITE tampines one. He say eh, go offer the cake to the girls.(Apparently there is one group of girls that look prettier among the other). Den he ask me acc him.. Lol. but the worst part is, none of the girls want the cake. lol. Best part is here, birong was there. As I said, I acc the guy to offer the cake, so I was holding one plate. Den i also ask the girl want or not, den birong see liao, quickly take the plate of cake from me. Lol. OMG. lol..
the action 'machiam' those drama, those girls crazy over a guy, den the guy offering the thing to other people, den the girl snatch. Omg.. lol.. she like me? lol.. hahahaha.. LOL.

haha.. i think i shall stop saying bout her. Too funny. haha..

After all, binan's party is fun only during cake cutting session. Cos she's being fool by her good buddies with the cake one the face. lol. and oso some crapping from us. haha.
And good that there is pretty girl for us guys to look at. Opps.. haha.. actually only 1 is pretty in the group that I mention.. Opps.. however, i didnt keep looking at the girls. only during cake cutting den get the chance to see the front view. Like i always say, one view pretty, the other views might not be pretty..

haha.. craps.. ok.. i shall stop my long dragging story. I think people read this post oso dun understand, cos I oso dunno what I typing. hahaha.. Takecare everyone.. Smile always...

Movie: Material Girl

14/15/2006
After school went to sim lim with joey and mz(my classmate). Went down to look for thumbdrive. I need one badly. So me and joey bought the Sony's MICRO VAULT TINY 512mb that costs 35 bucks. Is it a best buy? well, i dunno. I can simply jolly well buy imation's 512mb which cos cheaper i guess. But, nvm. the TINY looks nice. and it's tiny. haha.

So after went sim lim, go to dar house meet her. Den after slacking at her house awhile. Went J8. Decided to watch the movie DOA. but guess over already. No timeslots for it. End Up watching this show Material Girl at 655pm. So we shop around J8 and had our dinner at pastamania.Oh gosh. Had PastaMania twice within 7 days.haha. Dar find the show nice, but I find it ok. Cos the story has no climax or anything worth learning. haha.. anyway, can catch it if you want. Starring Hilary Duff and her sis dunno wat Duff. haha.. Pretty babes.

hmm..wat else.. so bored. time now 2.30am and I'm here blogging. School in another 5.5 hrs time. All because of Java, had to stay up and do. Can't take it liao. Need a laptop. If not everytime sis want use I can't use.

Ok bah, I'll stop here. So tired to continue any craps. haha.. Takecare everyone. Smile

past 1 month

finally i'm back on blogger since 10/10/2006.. haha.. how.. that's long. 1month plus didnt blog. well, i guess it's ok too. no one reads my blog anyway. haha.

what's going on for me during these past month. hmm.. work at intuition till 20th oct. den sch starts on 23/10/2006. So it's like, sch start for 3 weeks already. and the 4th is coming. Time flew by fast eh. 4 more weeks to term test and soon enough I'll find myself in yr 2 of poly life. time is too fast. too fast till i didnt even have enough time. I need time. Need it for sch work, for gakkai's meeting, for family, for girlfriend, for frens and last but not least, time for myself. I need a SPACE to breathe.

I always tot I could handle r/s when I'm single. Till now when I'm categorize under the category of couple, den I realised that I'm a lousy player. Ain't a perfect bf, aint perfect lover. Dar said/complaint that she feels we are like close fren more than couple and that we are drifting apart. hmm.. I think the problem lies in me. Seemed like i didn't pay much attention to dar recently that makes her feel that. But for my point of view for love, I dun think a couple needs to meet almost every week or call each day to talk on the phone to be sweet and feels connected. Well, I guess the problem still is me. My heart feeling weird. each time i think of what's love to me. I really do need a space to Breathe. A time to think.

let's talk bout other thing. hmm.. sch has been "FUN" for me. Only bout 3 module i dun understand wat the Foreign lecturer is teaching. So "fun" right? haha... Need to buck up now. Cannot be too content with my first sems Gpa. First sems is damn to easy to score. Let's work hard everyone(include people from my class and my frens around).

Today went for TPSD(temasek poly student division) meeting at TSC(tampines soka center). meeting started 3 pm. Despite the heavy rain in the afternoon, there still quite a number of people when down. The first event in the meeting is watching a video about Gandhi, King, Ikeda. Gandhi -one who strive for non-violence movement.
King - that is Martin Lurther King Junior. Also another great man for equality in the race/non-violence movement.
Daisaku Ikeda - 3rd President of Soka Gakkai International(SGI). Another great person for non-violence/ world peace movement.
After watching the video, tears filled my eyes. I wondered how come these man could have the courage to stand up for peace movement. My heart felt with gratitude that I get to know about Daisaku Ikeda. His definately mentor of mine and many of those around the world.
what's next after video? hmm.. shit.. short term memory.. oh yah, it's a sketch by some of the Tpsd people. Sketch on why people say Ikeda Sensei is a great person. He went to kansai(if you dunno what is kansai, it's place in japan) to encourage the members of SGI even though he's sick. He said the people over there is waiting for him. Even he need to used up his last energy, he will oso want to be there. He's great, isn't he? who in the world would still care about others when himself is so sick. So wat's after the sketch.. oh.. some sharing about mentor and disciple spirit. after that break in to small groups to share who's our mentor in life.
So let me ask everyone who's reading my blog.Who's your mentor in life, my frens?

The meeting end around 5.05pm den have some refreshment on the ground level. talk around and hang around at TSC till bout 545. Den went for dinner at 800+ with some of them. went home after dinner. And I'm online since around 7pm i think. haha..

ok, think this post is long enough for my updates. Takecare everyone. Smile always.
:) Till next post..

working@intuition

I am working @ intuition for the past 4 to 5 day. since 2nd oct to monday 9th oct.

A company few quite a number of ang mohs, big office. look like hospital as what boon said. Oh yah, forgot to mention, boon also working in the same place, that is beccos he intro the job to me. lol.

My work is basically web design. or should i say design for newsletter that is to be send to emails. design the newsletter for HP(Hewlett-Packard). lol.. the job very ma fan. lazy to describe over here. but den, the pay quite good. lol.. why today can update my blog? cos break for 2 days. nothing to do. lol. going back on thursday. Hopefull can earn more then 500bucks.

10/10/06
Today went down to bugis with ray. We went to Sim Lim Square to find dan as he's working over there. lol. after which we took bus to queensway shopping mall. wanted to see if I can find the jumper/overall I wanted tp buy. lol. The design is ugly. and not much shop sell it. sian man.. anyone knows where to get jumper? Think i go taiwan find. lol. ask my sis want go or not. lol..

bored. nothing else to say. the haze is making my nose itchy and my lips one big pimple. haha.

end here liao. more next post. Post about the things my sis bought for me from hongkong.. takecare..

for the sake of keeping my blog alive.

Nothing much interesting here..let me blog for the sake of blogging. haha.. ok..
let's talk about my birthday present(although it's over like eons ago)... keep saying will talk about my bday till now. lol.. i shall start..

let's see what i can remember.. my bday falls on a friday this year. 21 july. remember it people..lol..didnt get many bday wishes this which i tot i would receive from some people. lol.. anyway.. friday sch ends at 1pm. so after that went bugis find dear cos NAFA is there.. lol.. to collect my bday presents..lol.. wat a sweet dear i got. bday still need myself go collect present. haha.. just kidding. well...how thoughtful my dear is..Love my presents much.. will show the picture below.

anyway, after collecting, i decided to go home and put my present first. but saw my cousin ah ting at the subway(mrt station lah). so chat with her and acc her till her sis reached. but end up i following them go shopping. lol.. den at parco Giordano, i was thinking eh, bday got discount, so went in the shop saw a nice T-shirt. So my cousin say she and her sis share share buy for me cos my bday mah. lol.. thanx cousins.. haha.. The shirt is black with golden colored words :"Dare to be different". This seemed like my secondary sch motto or wat. "Dare to Dream". haha.

so after giordano, parted with my cousins cos they meeting their fren, so this time round i really went home. After keeping my presents at home, the time is just right, dear oso finish her lessons le. so after discussion, i met up with her at J8 first. asked me go swatch first to alter the length of the watch she gave me. want me to wear the watch. haha.. after that go to dear house first for her to put her things and "make up".

After she's done, we dunno where go and after much thoughts, decided to go pizza hut at orchard. At first, vivian wanted to join us.. but dunno for wat reason so end up nv join. den only kok sheng joined us.. yup wat a light bulb. haha.. just kidding. well. before going pizza hut for dinner.. went to heeren to take neo card with dar. took 2 times. haha.. after that when to pizza hut at center point. The meal cost 40plus or 50plus i think. Think dar got pay abit oso. forgot. haha.. And then wat else? hmm.. forgotten. oh yah..den meet dan and kim to catch a movie, "Nacho libre" at Tampines. So took bus back to tamp cos still early for the show. The movie is by courtesy of kim and dan. Thanks for treating us. ok..anyway.. below is the pictures of my presents. haha..

my first swatch!!

White colour

Nice? haha..

A box of surprise. what's inside?

unique box made by dear.

I love you is the word. Can you see? lol. so sweet..

A clay model of two cute person. Supposed to be us. Does it look like? haha..

Hold my hand till the very end. Woah.. Hand will be sweaty. haha..

Metal bending by dear. with a chain along.
"Wei" is the word. I like this gift..

haha.. there's one more gift which is a balloon with drawing on it. But it's burst le.. so sad...and oso of cos a letter by dear.. haha.. isnt my birthday present so sweet? all hand made by dear. even the box is made by her.. haha.. how creative of her.. no wonder is NAFA student.. lol... The metal bending she learnt in sch and make it in full use. "Xue Yi Zhi Yong" 學以致用. Not bad ah.. haha.

ok.. this the end of my bday present.. lol.. most of the present is by dear.. lol..the other present is the shirt. no more.. so little.. haha.. so remember people, 21july is my bday.. haha..

takecare and smile everyone..

the result

result out yesterday.. scored not bad i guess. I was shocked when i saw the result sent via sms. it goes like this..

Exam Results for (my admin no)

WEBAPP1: Z,

WRTORAL:A,

EFFCOM:B+.

ENGFUND:B+,

EMATH1:A,

COMPROG:B+,

APEL:P,

RESULT:GS

When I saw the word, exam result, abit afraid to know the result. first time in my life I afraid of looking at my result.. lol..trying to login to TP site yesterday till my blood vessel almost burst.. becos server down till today morning then i get to check my gpa. didnt expect a 3.75. tot i only got around 3.5. hmm.. not bad.. quite satistified for this sem. But i cannot be over confident. next sem module is harder.. and i HATE networking. so got to work harder.. I want to get in director list for every year. haha..

ok.. enough of showing off my results, if not people will say i proud, hao lian.. haha... nothing much to update.. not working.. so i'm slacking at home. i need a real job.. any lobang? lol..

oh yah.. went to watch "Little man" yesterday with my 小笨牛(xiao ben niu). The show is hilarious. haha.. want a good laugh, can go watch the show. but it seems like the people in the theatre don't have much sense of humour. lol.. some part I think is funny, yet no one laugh, guess i'm the only one who laugh the most...haha.. but dun watch the show for 9.50bucks. watch it during weekdays. it will be more worth. haha.. and oso, if you are under 16. you can't watch. it's a NC16 show. haha.. dunno why oso.. lol.. mayb they think some part is censored. but i dun think it got much effects. haha..

hmm.. i stop my post over here.. takecare everyone.. haha.. i'm designing another blogskin. It's funny, cos i remove Jay chou head from his body and put my head. lol. guess i'll be kill by his fans.. or worst.. kena sued.. haha..

smile everyone..

Still Fantasy

yeah.. finally Jay chou new album is out. Still fantasy. yes, it's still fantasy, but i think he did add on something new. Nice.. But there's one song that sounds like for ah beng.. haha. the one name "本草綱目" which talk about chinese medicine? well.. I dont particularly like the song now. mayb when i adapt to the song then i will like bah. Haha..

A song for mother. Nice song, name: "聽媽媽的話" - Listen to mum words.
Jay 你最吊. out of the 10 songs, i guess 8 of them is really nice bah. only the 2 rap still ok. Mayb the song is new, haven get the hang of it. haha. Yeah.. Thanx dear for buying the cd for me. Although is i go pre-order first den you pay me lah. haha..

Dun complain i only remember i bought things for you den nv remember you bought for things for me ah. lol... haha. and yah.. thanks for the bicylce treat tat time when we go east coast. lol.. see i remember hor.. haha.. next post will be posting about my birthday presents yeah.. I'll show everyone wat you do for me.. lol...

So bored at home. Still finding job. anyone can intro? lol.. i'm slacking for 2 weeks le.. cannot take it.. I no money liao.. argh.. haha.. The blog still got some problems. Still figuring out. the code makes me headaches.. k lah. for the short post, i'll end here.. will talk more about jay's new song when i listen many times le.. haha..

Takecare everyone. Smile always..

Food Review - Out Of The Pan

19th August 2006.

Meet dar 5.30pm at cityhall. But I was late reach around 545pm. Why? when i was choosing the clothes to wear, I accidentally broke the little ornament dear gave to me during vday. so sad.. But dear was even later den me.haha.. 6pm she still at home. Den tell me she do homework till forgot time.. lol..Everytime like that. haha.. So i waited around 45min again.

Shop around raffles city shopping. Went to adidas shop.. Saw a jacket and I like it.So I decided to buy it tml(20th aug 06) using the $150 adidas voucher that starhub gave me. haha.. After that walk around, den walk to MS to check the timing for the movie - Click. But the timing not right or left, 6plus and 9plus. if watch 9plus den at nite i will have no bus home after i send dear home.

So waited dear to reach liao den I tell her. She say watch 9 plus one den she go home alone loh. But I of course say no. Called sis ask her help me check timing in other place. But she tell me she got the dvd. So I told dar about it, and she seemed sad.. I think because she think watch in cinema got the "Qing Xu". aiyo.. but must think ma, save money.. haha.. i not very rich leh.. broke liao..

We walk around MS awhile den back to raffles city shopping center. to decide wat to eat.. So we past by this restaurant name "Out Of The Pan" which is on the basement level - "The market place". So dear ask wanna try and of course I say ok.

Let's see the photos taken right now..



A4 sized paper with it's restuarant name printed on.


My drink- Coffee Oreo


Dar's Order - Mocha Freeze


My Main Dish - Korean BBQ Pork with Kimchi


Dar's Main Dish - Smoked Ham

The Everything from dar's view

The everything from my view.


I'm waiting for my waffle. Why is it so long?


Our dessert - Jaffa Waffle

Random shots.

Trying hard to pose with the waffle.


When is this taken?hmm..


drink water oso nice to take? haha..

Ok.. that's all folks.. 13 photos only.. no more or less.. haha.. Now less see how much te meal costed.

Service: 4star
Food: 4 star
Ambience: 3.5 star
Overall rating: 4star
Pricing: If you can afford swensen or any restuarant like swensen, then you can afford this.

1 Coffee Oreo - $5
1 Mocha Freeze - $5
1 Korean BBQ Pork with Kimchi - $11.50
1 Smoked Ham - $11.50
1 Jaffa Waffle - $10
total = $43.00

Because I used UOB Visa Debit, there's 15% off.. But i calculated.. they didnt give me whole 15%. Deduct only 11.5%. dunno why.. So.. only deduct $4.85, which should be $6.45.
$43-$4.95=$38.05

plus 10% service charge = $3.81
1% CESS from $38.05 = 0.38
Den now add $38.05 + $3.81 + $0.38 = $42.24
5% of GST from $42.24 = $2.11
So Grand Total is
$42.24 + $2.11 = $44.35

What I hate about Singapore is this, everything oso charge you.. the meal actually can be much cheaper.. but with all the Service Charge, GST, CESS = $EXPENSIVE.. hahaha..

Oh yah, there's few things I wanna comment on.

The food was served quite fast after we have ordered. Not much of a waiting time. around 5-10min. That's very good. Even though there are many customers, the food still served quick. Thumbs Up^

Another issue here. There is this waiter, who has no courtesy at all.
This is wat happen. After we had order our food from another waiter, we ask for one of menu to be kept with us for later order. Den the very "courteous" waiter who after served the table behind ours, walk past us and took the menu away just like that, without asking. Shoom..the menu was taken away. Cannot believe it..It seemed like he snatching something.He didn't even stop beside the table and took it. He walk and took it at the same time. He should at least ask if we need it or not. Singapore service is not that good. I think that's why Singapore was ranked 31st out of 35 country for world of courtesy survey.

Enough of my talk here.. End of my 2 Food Review..

That's why I need a job badly.. Cos I spent alot..

Takecare everyone..Smile always!!

Movie Review - The Break Up

18th August 2006.

Met up with dar at 545.pm, bugis village BK. Supposesly 5.45pm, but den she was release from sch at 5pm.She called me and ask where am I, I say at tampines station, den she "Har! still at tampines." So I say, you har wat? How i know you so early finish sch. Den dar say I so fierce. Lol.. The way I talk is like that mah.. sorry dar..

So I before i went bugis, I bought the golden belt i said nice for dardar. Den meet dar le, slack at Bk awhile cos dar said she tired and dun want walk. After that, went in bugis village again.. To find another belt. Dar say to replace her spoilt gucci's belt. Haha..girls can nv be contented with one thing she have except for man. Recently she bought a milky coloured flower belt, den i bought her the golden belt, yet she still want buy another. haha.. this is girls. haha..

So after buying the belt. we walked to suntec city. Den dar saw those $1 spinning machine/vending machine for toy. Got winnie the pooh. So she wanted to get it. But I say waste money. Den she say, she happy jiu ke yi le mah.

hmm..yah.. I know dar, you happy jiu ke yi le. But oso must think mah, money not easy to earn, some more you nv earn money. Den I oso nv earn money. So must save the money for better use mah.. haha.. but end up, dar still went for her winnie the pooh. lol.. So like kids leh.. haha.. anyway, happy jiu hao. I dunno how to make you happy oso. Seemed like I what I did is not enough.

Ok, about 730pm, we go crystal jade wait for my sis and her bf. And of cos, we had crystal jade for our dinner. haha.. Dear ordered the roasted duck noodle which she say not nice. But I got alot of wisdom this time round, ordered a dry-fried beef hor fun. Very nice.. yummy.. Then sis order a white porridge and a steam fish. Quite simple yet nice.. The fish is delicious.. Sis bf came late.. so I dunno wat he ordered. Cos me and dar went to MS to see if there's timeslot for the movie - The Break Up. But the time slot is 905pm and 12plus am. So we did not watch the movie. Den went back to crystal jade. Den decide go where. Yet and again, we decided on our intial thought, go geylang eat dim sum. haha.. so sis's bf drove us there.. I know i eat alot. Till very full and got the feeling of vomit. haha. After that sis want to watch the movie. haha.. so we borrow newspaper from the shop. Decided to watch the 1145pm show.

The movie quite funny lah.. A simple story yet the director can drag the whole show..haha..
Rating : 3.5 out of 5 stars.
Not romantic. I should consider it a humurous show.
If you are abit stress, you can go watch the movie..

haha.. the show end at nearly 2am. So went home after that. I mean,sis's bf drove dar back home first den back to my home.. lol.. wat a tired day it was. I guess dar is more tired. Cos her lesson from 830am to 530pm... Another day past..

Takecare everyone.. Smile always.. :)

Shopping day

16th august 2006.

Morning went for WRITORAL lesson for 1hr den go eat breakfast with classmate. After which went shopping. Initially gonna buy a pair of pants together with one of my classmate. Cos S&K having sale. Buy one get one free. But he can't find a pant that he like. so end up nv buy. Den went to converse sales. I bought a bag for dar..den we continue shop at TM until 12plus pm. After which, I went home to put my things and went out again.

Meet dar at far east plaza around 3pm. Dar ate kfc while i look at her cos i not hungry. Den went to Ice Lemon Tee. She wanted to buy a box for collection.Thos printed cartoons box. But she can't find the last pattern of the gingerbread man.. Nv sell.. Den we start walking around far east. Den she wanna go other ILT. But I dunno where still have ILT. So we went to bishan and see see.. after tat..we were deciding to go chinatown or bugis to shop. Decided to go bugis.

Shop around in Parco first den went to bugis village(BV) BK. I ate my lunch/dinner before we shop in bugis village.. Walk around, den I bought things for dar cos I got my pay liao.
Let's see the list of things I bought :
1 white off shoulder shirt
1 White Bermudas
1 pair of silver blink blink shoes
1 jeans skrts.

haha..everything i bought, none is mine. lol.. cost around 70-90 bucks for total. But dear pay me back the money for the shoes. But after we bought the things, we found out we kanna cheated. We saw much cheaper off shoulder shirt and bermudas. Arghh.. Nvm lah.. lesson learnt.. haha.. dar happy jiu hao.. So there goes half of my pay. Actually dar still wanna shop for the belt i say it was nice. But I'm tired le, so we hit off to home. I mean to dar's home den I hit back to mine. haha.. wat a fun day shopping..

Need some job badly.. anyone got job to intro?

Takecare everyone.. Smile always.. Have a nice day

What does romance mean in my life?

To think back to the past...

During teenage age, erm.. I am still in teenage age.haha. I mean during secondary school days. I longed for a romance. A romance with the girl I like and yet it doesnt happens to me.. Now, romance is walking along side by side with me. The feeling of being loved and loving someone is so much different.

When I longed for a romance, I could do anything under the sky just to make the girl that I like happy or even hoping she would fall in love for me. I would love the girl more each day and even though I know I will not be loved by her.

Now, romance is with me. Yet I feel that I don't know how to handle it. I think I'm not a gd bf bah.. I don't know how to be romantic, where I used to think alot of romantic stuff I could do for the girl I like. Another possibiltity, I old liao.. No more ideas for romantic stuffs.. haha.. Those things I think of last time, all those romantic stuff I wanted to do if I got gf, now, I can't think of one. Oh yah.. actually that is some already done..Yet the feeling not so romantic as how my mind plays along. haha.. Well, I love my gf still. :)

Firework event is one. Stroll at the beach is another. yet, there's more that i can't remember tat I want to do.

Talking bout fireworks..This year's, Singapore's Firework Festival 2006, held on 5th, 8th and 11th and 12th august. I went for 2 days, the 8th and the 11th. Because on the 5th I'm working. Talk bout working next time.

on the 8th.. Msg dar if she wanna go fireworks. Den she say see how.. But still got meet in the end. And it's really in the end of the fireworks den meet. haha.. Cos, I reach the place around 8plus.
Trying to find dar when I reach, she tell me outside MS's mac. When I reached there, she tell me she at the end of foodcourt area, den i go there cannot find. Den found out the end i went, and the end they are at is diff..den ask me go back mac wait den she come out find me.. den i went back and waited 10min, no one came, so i call dar again. Den dunno she or who ask me i there liao, I den realise they nv come find me. So i say nvm, meet after that.. I felt so disappointed.. I came all the way down to meet dar and watch Boom Boom together yet in the end didn't get to watched together

after a long time

finally after such a long time.. I'm back on blogging.. haha.. quite lazy to blog nowadays.. so many things to write about but dunno how should i phrase it.. ok.. mayb i should just list what i have done and what happened briefly..

last friday and sat, 7th and 8th of july had soka's 55th ymd(young men division) formation day.. i performed for the drama and of course dance.. it was so fun and wonderful experience.. the drama was actually a real life story of a guy, how his father gamble, lend money from loanshark, and how he, himself got into the footstep of his father.. and sell pirated vcd and got caught by police and being sentence.. The most impt is how he and his family breakthrough all this struggles thru practicing Nichiren daishonin buddhism.. It was rather a very touching story.. many people say they were being touched and inspired by the drama..

haha..i act those small small roles, ah long in the 80s, paramedics for the mental hospital, ah long in 21st century and CID. haha.. although the story should let people feel sorry for the guy, but when my role come out, everyone laughed.. haha.. it's all because of the script.. it's really interesting.. haha.. everyone say i act very good. haha.. of cos, not only me.. everyone else in the drama worked very hard and acted gd oso...

On the 2nd show, which is on the 8th july, we were supposed to meet at 2pm to rehearsal again.. so i went to ICA early, but den not many people came.. so those who came went to prayer hall to chant first.. so as i was chanting, suddenly i guy who sit infront of me ask me to go out the hall cos he wanna talk to me..

I tot he wanna scold me or wat.. but in the end, he told me he saw the show(drama) yesterday(on the 7th july) and he was very inspired and touched. he say he saw i act and was very gd..den he also ask me that if i am one of the chingay trainer this year right? den i say yah.. he say he went for the chingay parade, or was it one of chingay practise? forgot.. anyway, he say he saw how I motivate the people(my participant and people around) and he was very inspired by me.. den he say can he buy a book to show his appreciation to me?! lol.. someone i dunno wan give me book.. thank you to the person. ah.. his name is tan kuan.. I appreciate his kind gesture..

oh yah.. and after the last show on the 8th.. very surprise that when they giving token of appreciate, both me and my fren(who acted all the same role i have) were being called up to receive the thing. another book again. haha.. surprisingly.. cos my other 2 fren nv get it.. haha..

I've got alot of gd fortune now.. haha... hmm.. i think my life really change after practicing Nichiren Daishonin Buddhism.. Everything seemed to be smooth sailing for me.. even if not smooth sailing, i know obstacle would definately be conquer.. haha..

ok.. let's talk bout something else.. haha.. yesterday(13th july) morning didnt go sch.. cos i wake up 840am.. lesson at 9.. den i headache oso.. so nv go sch.. but in the evening time still went for ktv session with my bros and oso dear dear come along with us.. haha.. have so much fun.. although i spent bout 60-70 bucks. cos i paid for 2person price, me and dear dear. how come ktv $60-$70? haha.. no no.. before ktv at katong me and dear eat bk. so aorund 8 dollar. den i buy Pan Wei Bo cd for 7 dollar. den ktv i paid 20 dollar for 2 person. so i person around 10dollar. quite cheap. den after ktv went to have supper at aljunied. eat Dim Sum.. lol.. so full..Around 7.50 per person. so i paid 14. We enjoyed our supper, talk crap all the way.. haha.. glad that my bros all very crappy like me.. if not dear will feel weird weird.. heng she say quite happy. haha.. good to have my bunch of lame bros around.. haha... then after supper is 12 liao.. so i no more money left, den daniel go withdraw money lend me take send my gf home.. so spent about another 10 bucks..

i stayed at dear house.. if not i have to spent another cab fare home..
Wooo.. slept bout 2 to 3 hours only.. den wake up.. prepare go home bath and go sch..
On the way to sch.. i took bus 8.. den i say close eyes awhile.. so i close my eyes, den i was half conscious..was dreaming bout something.. den suddenly i remember i was taking the bus to sch.. i open my eyes, i past by TP. lol.. by one stop.. den i quickly alight.. scare the hell out of me sia.. haha.. almost late.. den when tat time i wake up suddenly , i tot i was on bus 59 from bishan back home den overslept..forgot is take bus 8.. lol.. wat a day..

k lah.. i think this should be quite a long post by me liao bah.. haha.. update soon.. my bday coming soon.. so i think will have lots to write.. haha..
takecare everyone.. smile always..

happening!

ok.. i'm here to blog briefly bout wat happened.

having 2 weekbreak, which it's going to end soon. sch starts next week.. Given project yet didnt really do.. die.. keep playing.. have to buck up..

SD concert on 17th and 18th june. went for both. Thank you all my buddies for attending. thank you very much.

ok.. today just went to SGH for checkup again.. felt dizzy now.. i shall stop here.. will describe more if i got time. got to go meet my buddies liao..

Takecare everyone.. Smile!!

mother's day

today mother's day. Happy mother's day to all mother in the world. Didn't celebrate with mummy today, cos she got to work at nite. well, doesn't mean have to wait till mummy's day den can celebrate mah.. everyday is mummy's day. Everyday is papa day..As long as dun make them angry/upset and be filial child, they will be very happy liao.

hmm.. went out around 5pm. got a "bu ling bu ling" from 77th street. Den went to bugis walk. alone.. it's seemed like recently i'm walk/shopping alone. dun really like walking alone actually, but now used liao.. trained now. haha..saw some Tees and bermudas quite nice, but nv buy.. I'm currently cash low. haha.. cos i spent alot recently. but spent till where i oso dunno. lol.. i must save liao. cannot waste too much money. After my study on the track and i can handle, den i'll go find a part time job.. like that den can buy more things and oso to start learn driving.

Where was I? oh.. shopping, hmm.. yah.. after shop awhile, den go eat at a coffee shop opposite of parco, beside icon's building. Order fishball noodles, 3 bucks, the noodle so little.. but the fishball is 3 times bigger den my eyeball..haha..after that went to collect cake from elleen and after that back home. lol..imagine how free can I be? lol.. ok.. Ok, basically i'm bo liao. I can even wait for hours under block doing nothing(well, eventually fell aslp) to wait for someone to come back home..

Hmm.. nothing much to write about. Sch's fine till now, not so stress yet.. i'm still in holiday mood. shit liao. must buck up.. any sad thing or happy things to write? hmm.. i guessed there is sad cum happy things, but dun intend to write. it's kinda of boring to read it too. haha.. dun even know should i feel happy, or should i feel disappointed. lol.. oh my! forget it. i'll process those words in my mind first. ok, i share update till here.. takecare everyone. smile always.

Dance audition

Wat a dance audition.

Went for TP hip hop dance audition. I flunk it. haiz.. guess i've got no much chance to get in Dance Ensemble. Argh... why things doesn't turn out the way i want.. haiz..

I'm so tense up when i went alone. but after which, a guy came over and ask me am i alone? he say he's alone too.. So we went on introduce.. He said he doesn't have basic. ha ha.. like real.. when it's time to see how we dance after learning 2 counts of 8 steps, he danced so well.. damn it.. kena bluff by him.. hypocrites.. he got the groove. and oso some steps loh.. argh..
Now I just hope that i can barely squeeze into dance ensemble.. I need more daimoku..

Well, let's not talk bout that anymore..
I'm happy still..why? haha..just happy loh. haha.. crazy i am.. thinking too much again i guess. haha.. oh well.. i'm tired.. till then, let's hope I have good news bout dance ensemble to write about. haha.. takecare and smile always!! :)

Poly

hmm.. yes.. i got into poly. yet i'm aint very much happy about it..

firstly, the course is not what I wanted. I didn't even choose the course when I apply for poly.

2ndly, today starts sch, 9am lesson, lecturer 9.30 den come. Den say she dun know got our class.. cos office nv send namelist to them den tot is empty class. WTH.

3rdly, my class only got 4 chinese(including me), the rest is malays. and wat's more. no chinese girl. den the chinese guy oso weird weird one. Omg.. how am i going to survive. I want change class. luckily lecture hall got girls. but.. sad thing is, i dun think i will get to know them..

4th, missed the orientation. sian.. i think the most fun part should be the orientation, yet missed it.. wat a life i have.

I just simply dun like info comm.. I want design. I'm a multimedia student. why can't i go to something that is related to wat i study. although iFc i oso study abit before.. But.. i just dun like networking.. haiz.. so sadded. think i need to study real hard.. Still trying to adapt to poly's life. it's been too fast.. I just started sch today, yet found out for eng.maths already finish one chap.. lucky i studied eng.math b4..

everything is just too fast.. haven even do enrolment form and blah blah blah. still need check up, do ez-link, metriculation card. and wat else. frustrated. I'm still in slacking mood.. i need to come back to study mood.. trying hard.

i'll stop here.. nothing else to say.. updated soon. smile everyone.. :D

my final result, what a letdown

wat a letdown when i saw my final sems result. got a C for my (flash and video) module. and B for my (3D and photoshop) module. Damn it... I can't believe i got a C for that module. my flash i didn't do a lousy job although it's simple in design, moreover video project I done a lot. I should get A or not at least B. something wrong. Den i didn't expect my 3d to get B. yet i get B. expected C. Think should be my photoshop pull me up. But STILL, overall gpa dropped by 0.2. 3.1 to 2.984. damn it.. my chance of getting in poly is less now. ARGHH!!!!! why can't i just get into poly.. argh.. why is it like that.. argh..

Dun talk bout this. another thing oso make me feel frustrated..
my IIC(institute ic), ask me be wat sector ic for the upcoming June campaign. Then ask me contact member and do home visit. argh.. all this is ok. but it's like, they keep give me role to do. Den every week must meet up. argh.. den everytime meet up oso only about buddhism. I wonder the ic already become buddha already or not. there's no one time he talk about other thing other den buddhism. Wonder if he's a human. this have been making me feel uneasy recently. it's like they "zou huo lu mo". It's really extreme. We are still human..

Yes, buddhism we must learn and understand and it's our life. but not always and everytime talk about those buddhist fundamental each and everytime we meet..WE ARE HUMAN! must apply to life. not by always telling us those buddhist teaching and expect us that we catch it and jus use it. But I believe not everyone is like this.. Some of them is just really extreme.. it's to the max that I can take it.. I need a space to breathe.. And oso one thing i wanted to say, it's only when got wat campaign den i see everyone trying to shakubuku people. It shouldnt be like this..
hmm..ok.. overall, i think it's just that i'm feeling uneasy about being sector ic for this campaign and uneasy about those extreme people. DEVILISH FUNCTION..

Recently alot of devilish function in me.. either headache, fever or dizzy suddenly. devilish function in me to make me feel that my ic is extreme. although he is abit extreme.. I think mayb it's becos of my low life condition recently that all the devilish function come find me.. I must chant alot daimoku to overcome all this and my fundamental weakness. The oneness of life and it's environment. It's true.. once my life condition is low, everything else seemed negative to me. no confident in accomplish anything oso. i think if now i want woo a girl, it will turn out disaster. my life condition mus be high. trying 15hours daimoku a week..

haha.. enuff of my complain. update soon.. yeah.. Friday rendezous concert is here again.. but this time round it's at SYC. the place is small.. arghh.. den i got no chance to perform this time round.. nvm.. I will fight for my chance again in another concert. there's more concert upcoming in SSA. anybody interested? haha. call/sms me..

byebye and takecare..

it's been so long baby
so many hours, so many day
我心里的这句话还是想对妳说
SA Rang Hae Yo..

A boring me

So bored now..

everyday.. I'm rotting.. decaying.. slowly bit by bit.
Just too lazy to find a job.
And I dun even know can i get into poly or not.
Argh.. waited for so long liao.. sian half..
But also worried when the letter come it might say application fail..
haiz..wat can i do..argh..
I want go poly. I must definately get into Temasek poly, Interactive Media Design course.
Argh..Dun wanna go NS now. arghh..

Pls, Temasek poly better give me a GOOD ANSWER!!!
Thank you. haha.. like as if they will see this post like that.. haha..

k lah. end here. nothing write.. takecare

The biggest fool ever for apirl fool

Haiz.. backfired backfired.. everything is so 弄巧成拙...
Why am I the biggest fool..argh...i might as well go bang head and die..
ahhh..

Biggest fool of the day
I brought upon a heart that beat so hard
The little thoughts
A little surprise
All ended up in a whole lots of mistakes

All because of little thoughts
I'm ended up becoming the biggest fool
Yet and Again

A little surprise
that never meant to anger you
but only to see a smile from you

All ended up backfired
It's all little things
But I'm all the biggest fool

Nothing could be amend

nothing..

nothing..

Except for the Heart
that is still beating hard
but for a different feeling this time round.

Written by the biggest fool on april fool
Soh Jun Wei

If anyone is as free as me.

well, wat have i done lately? simply nothing and rotting. so bored out.
actually i did something, but it was something crazy. I dun think anyone would be as free as me to do that.

Monday(27/3)
woke up at 8am inspite of slping at around 4am. dunno why suddenly woke up..
Den around 10plus prepare to go elleen house. Cos the nite while we are on phone she ask wanna meet tml. Then I ask why want meet. She say want see me. lol.. den i say go where? your house? end up i really went her house. reached bishan at 12pm. called elleen.. she still slping. So i walked around J8 for half hour.Den sit down outside starbuck to read books.. around 1 plus. msg elleen. den she reply. say she forgot i still at j8. den ask me want go her house watch her slp. lol.. saying her parent at home. den i ask her how? she say she ask her parent. so i walked from j8 to her house. rotting from 1plus to 3pm under her block reading book. cos she say her mum mopping floor. ask me later den go up. ok. finally went up to her house. Den found out that i was being cheated there. It's not becos she want see me.. is because she want play monopoly.. lol..
kena cheated to go bishan and wait for 3hour plus outside den play monopoly..

ok.. but we waited may to come till 5plus den start playing. after that she and may going marina square for a birthday celebration. Well, for me. I walked alone at marina square. simply walking around and around. same place, few times. went eating kfc- superstar which cost $4.5o. lol.
actually wanted to spend some money buying clothes and blah blah blah. but in the end i controlled myself. haha.. walking around a shopping mall alone is damn bo liao. that's why i nv like shopping or go out alone. Was wondering where elleen they all having dinner at. Den I saw two people(stranger) standing outside pizzahut to see the menu, I'm thinking why dun they go in den see..hmm.. den i saw one of elleen's fren coincidentally inside pizzahut.. lol.. guess elleen didnt see me(cos she not facing outside) or should I say no one saw me. The most funny thing is that nite while we were on phone again, she told me they saw me, den asked her can she bare to see me alone and ask her to see, I'm looking inside at them le.. lol.. say until i very ke lian..Although is abit lah, to walk alone. haha.. say until like wat.. dunno how to describe.. lol

ok. after walking at MS for 2hr plus. decide to went hm.. haha.. but i didn't go home directly from cityhall.. but, instead. I took mrt to bishan.Intially got a tot of waiting for elleen to be back under her bloc. but i didnt wait. Took bus 88 back home. but, how the hell would i know i'm stuck at bishan for 1hr. cos i wanted to talk double decker. but 4 bus came and it's all single deck. waited from 1020pm to 1120pm. den finally a double decker come.. It seemed like it's a hint for me to stay and wait for elleen to come home.. lol.. wat a day i have.

Let's talk about yesterday briefly. (28/3)

Meet 8 pple at dhoby ghaut at 5pm. reached at around 450pm. No one reach yet. not even until 5 anyone reach. around 510pm den got people reach. Already knew we will be late for the smell of rain movie.

Ok, i'll stop here now. continue in more detail next time.
takecare and smile always everyone.

KTV

yesterday went ktv. Actually planned to sing 2-7pm. end up changed to 7-closing time. Why? because stanley meeting his fren at 5pm for dinner. so if he sing from 2pm den need go off at 4. waste money. so changed. The planned change when we met up. So we got nothing to do. Went to orchard cine. See got movie to watch or not. End up nv watch any of the movie. So we go no place to go. They wanted to go play pool. but my wrist is injuried, so they dun want go play liao. end up we do nothing again. walk and slack around at orchard. When to kinokuniya bookstore den to borders bookstore. slack from 2 -bout 5pm. then went back to tamp. yawn. so boring. yup. that's so boring of my life.

half way back to tamp, suddenly feel headache, dun feel like singing already. but i dun want spoilt mood so still got go sing. i left kbox at 1215. nv still for another 30min before it's close cos my hp no batt, and i want go home to wait for someone to call, but in the end no call from anyone. hmm.. nvm.. waited from 12plus to 2am. think that someone wont call anymore le. so went slping..

Today another boring day. think going to stay at home again. nothing do. nothing watch. Msn no one talk.. I'm going crazy soon..........end....

bored

I'm a so damn bored. No need go sch anymore. Projects done. Stay at home nothing do. bored to death..
Nothing much to blog about the uninteresting life of mine.

Didnt go out today and there's nowhere, no one to go out with. Come online also no one to talk to. Wat is the world happening. Where's everyone? Let's talk bout yesterday den.

Early in the morning went to Senja for gohonzon conferment. Yeah. So happy.. The conferment is very long. 2hrs of talk. Whereby wat the person shared bout Nichiren Dashonin's buddhism I've read it before le. 1130am started the ceremony. den bout 1215 we are done. So we(my family) went to eat first before going home cos we damn hungry. Went to Toa Payoh to makan. den reach home bout 2plus. Those district leader came before 3pm. My ITESD also got people come support and chant with us. but only 2 of them. It's ok. I'm thankful enough le. haha.. Colin bought me book again. It's the 5th book he bought. Can say that all the books bout ND's buddhism is bought by him. Wat a good IC I've. That's basically wat happen yesterday.

So bored. Want to blog oso nothing to blog. Tomorrow going KTV. after so long finally going ktv with my buddy. everytime oso 4people or at most 5. Somemore all guys. OMG. wat is this. haha.. I think I still can't sing. my voice is monotone, sing no feeling. haiz. haha.. nvm.. No one listen to my ugly voice except my buddy. haha. must drink more water tonite. prepare for tml. haha..lame..

Think I'm gonna stop here now. I'm so damn bored..

hurt

i'm here to blog. haha..but think will blog short. my wrist hurt.. due to some minor accident

yesterday 15/3/06
Instead of going sch and see how's the video editing going about. Went to East coast park to blade. It was a damn tiring day. Blade from the mac to the east coast hawker center up and down for i think 4times. So tiring. Somemore had a great fall. Humpty Dumpty Had a great fall. lol.. Hurt my wrist, elbow, back and butt. right side of my body i should say is paralyzed..Oh, just to mention, elleen kena injuries also.Think she hurt more then me. Got blood. Mine only blood cot. Wat a day..haha. this instance that i'm typing, my right wrist hurt to the core.. OooooWww... Dun wanna describe much bout the activities yesterday. nothing much but just blade. know some new friend. Elleen's cousins poly coursemate. haha.. 2 yandaos..haha.. no wonder elleen like one of the guy/keep say bout the guy. lol..

After the day at ECP, den dunno where to go. End up all go home.. Den left me, elleen and koksheng. After much consideration, went to CCK for dinner at KFC. lol. Cos elleen wanna eat ice cream. lol.. after that went to KS's house watch "xing shan shan". After finish den go home. haha..As usual, I accompany elleen back home den took bus home. Reach home about 1am. haha.. it's more or like daily routine to me liao.. lol.. then call elleen to "bao ping an" as she ask me to do so. She wait for me to "bao ping an" everytime. End up chatting, i mean i talking to myself on the phone den she keep talking/typing to people in msn.haha.. dunno talk till wat time den she going bed. Before she sleep, still need me sing lullaby. Haha, this is also almost like daily(opps, i should say nightly) rountine to me. So after i sing, she really fall asleep. no reply. lol.. 2nd time like this. but this time round she nv wake up halfway thru her slp, i think. cos i fell asleep also. lol.. so the phone is still in connection but without two of us talking, instead is two of us snoring i think. haha.. den i suddenly wake up from my sweetdreams. See the time, 640+am. Omg.. so we slept thru the night with the phone still in connection. den i try talking see she's awake, but bout 5min later, the phone engaged. think her handfree phone out of batt liao.. lol.. on for the whole nite.. out of batt is definately. lol. aren't we powerful? lol.. We slept together indirectly via the phone. haha

Today went back to sch see how the video edited going about. End up found out not done. Ask them do den nv do. I fed up. Say wat cos someone sitting at my place den cannot do. Can ask the person to go away mah. dots.. Expect my to edit. everything oso i do.. So i edited abit here and there.. So ask to the video doesnt look weird. When cui hui come, Finally. den i ask her do the transition of the video and effects for the flash back part of the video. Now left only storyboard haven draw and adding of credits in video. Dots. Storyboard oso need I draw. Everything i do. I'm like Mr Bao Ka Liao. i think the credit got all my name in Cameraman, producer, director, editor, storyboard except for cast. Argh.. like as if the project marks I get more like that.. Argh... Enough of my complaint. Wrist damn pain after typing so long.

Takecare and smile always.

Now that she's gone

Girl you know I miss you so
I didn't know you had to go
You've had enough of our distance baby

Before I had the chance to say
I'm staying with you
For the rest of my life

Don't keep telling me these words
You don't know how much it hurts
And I'll promise you eternity
If you promise me your stay
But now it's too late
I'm no longer the man that I was

Chorus
I will go on without her
Like a fool who's too sure
I'm like a bird who's lost her wing
A fire without its flame

I don't know how to be strong
When my love has to move on
I am a song without a soul
Now that she's gone
What's left of us is this song

Don't keep telling me these words
You don't know how much it hurts
And I'll promise you eternity
If you promise me your stay
But now it's too late
I'm no longer the man that I was

I will go on without her
Like a fool who's too sure
I'm like a bird who's lost her wing
A fire without its flame

I don't know how to be strong
When my love has to move on
I am a song without a soul
Now that she's gone
What's left of us is this song
(repeat chorus 1x)

This is our song without a soul
Now that you're gone
What's left of us in this song

Lin Jun Jie's
Cao Cao album-Now that she's gone

so the only phrase in mind

Oh my god is the only phrase i could think of.

Why? I've have projects on hand that I haven hand in. Date due is over. someone pls help..
argh.. to think that i dun need to go sch after 17th march..it's getting real soon that i'll be graduating. ITE life is so fast. Can't imagine it's 2 years le.

my project, while seeing other's project and they have done so good to it.. i think my grades will drop..
HOPEFULLY gpa stay at 3.1. even better if it increase.. I wanna go poly this year..argh..

talk about going to poly. I wanna dun even know wat course to choose. so idiotic.. not much design course offered to me.. shit them..Thinking to go interactive media design, IT. but dunno wat's the 3rd choice.. argh.. help.. which course to choose..

so sian.. bored.. nothing interesting after chingay...except for dance practice fo post chingay celebration this coming sat. Yeah.. hopefully can make it on time for the dance.. Jiayou everyone.. wish the day to come soon.. Oh yah.. i think life is pretty much interesting for yvonne and clicks. Superband.. Wooo..be there to support them. 25th march, suntec fountain..

It seemed like people i know starting to get famous or perform eh.. wat a interesting life.. How I wish I have the guts to join those competition.. haha..till then, takecare everyone..

so what's this game about

RULES
1. The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lover.
2. Need to mention the sex of the target.
3. Tag 8 victims to join this game & leave a comment on their page saying they have been tagged.
4. If tagged the 2nd time, theres no need to post again .

1. - understanding.
- love me for who I am not what am I.
- if say not need to be pretty/cute, den it's fake.. As long as I love seeing her can le.
- able to share things with me
- not too emotional.
- talkative, so that I can enjoy listening to her when I've got nothing to say
- bear with all my bad points cos I've got none good point.
- truthfully, honest, caring and sweet.


2. of cos is a girl

3. Jia Jia, Jie ying, Si hua, Zi Jiang, Pei Yong, Xue Fen, maymay, Ah Boy

so it ended

finally found sometime to blog.

It's been a long and tiring weekend for me.
not stop chingay session since last wed.

wed 1/2/2006
Our last chingay training at PA. can you believe it, we started chingay during mid nov and it's already the last.. time passes fast

thursday 2/2/2006
Our very last chingay trainer's training/meeting. i think it's the most memorable days of my life.
Went to SYC(soka youth center) at 7pm. den start daimoku at 730pm. 8pm, commence of our meeting, a sketch by our choreographer and item ic.. Damn funny. the story line seemed like how we first came to be ask to be trainer den things happened on trainings n during trainers' debrief. haha.. End of meeting,we had "lau yu seng" haha.. my first yu sheng of the year.

Friday 3/2/2006
Chingay Preview,reach TBSC(telok blangah soka center) at 1plus.felt abit ill.Cold and warm and the same time..But from the concern I've got from everyone, I'm back on 100% again. haha.. Everyone was so busy.The make-up aunties, trainers, item ic and of cos our backstage heros, the Logistic.Appreciated everyone's effort.. around 330pm, we started our daimoku. 4plus have dinner.after which set off to orchard for our big day.
I could see everyone enjoyed the parade, me too.. although I'm not performing..haha..
Those wearing costume so good, can shake hand and take pic with people. haha.. no one want to take pic with me.. lol.. nvm..
After our performance, went back to tbsc. den after everyone has changed back to their clothes, we chanted to show appreciation to the gohonzon for the success of this chingay..
I saw Fis(one of my new friend participant) chanted daimoku.. I was so happy to see that..
I could see growth in everyone of my participant. YEah..

Sat 4/2/2006
Chingay Actual Day.Wow,this day finally came.. After few months of hard work.
Went to tbsc early. Same as preview. Everything's exactly like preview. But weather doesn't seemed good. Reached tbsc around 1plus, which i supposed to reach by 1230. Omg, everytime late.. It's not a good practice.haha.. must change..Be on time..
Everyone changed into theirs costume. Trainers all today put on make up. As in, we draw dog paws onto face. haha.. Den we started to chant around 3pm.. 4plus we ate dinner, but it started to rain.. so after eating, we went back to mainhall to chant..some groups went off first..den my groups and some others groups were taking photo and me of cos playing piano.. But awhile later, dennis call upon all trainers and we tio scold. Say at crucial time le we still playing piano and blah blah blah.. Indirectly saying me only.. haiz.. nvm.. den we went back chant. chant awhile only den say bus coming..arghh..nvm..

On the way to orchard, everyone was chanting in the bus for the rain to stop.we missed the time to get to the holding area.Road kena blocked..den we no choice, bus stopped near hmv, den we have to walk/run back to holding area which is near paragon(rolex shop building)

when we were doing last touch up and wear full gear costumes, it started to rain..Some of us hid under the shelter of the building but was kena "invited" out and say we are not allow to use the area..Idiotic..No empathy at all.. somemore we were standing outside only loh..arghh.. like the building very expensive like that, cannot use the place awhile.. cant they see it's raining and we have no where to hid..nvm.."wo da ren you da liang" I forgive them.. haha.

Luckily it rained heavily for awhile only..bout 10mins..Den everything else is perfectly fine..Smooth sailing..haha..8plus finished performance, den get back to tbsc around 10pm. Same, we chanted awhile den we have our party..yeah!!! everyone is in their top spirit..we like having D&D but without the dinner. haha.. photo taking non-stop. exchanged of gifts from participant to trainer and vice versa.(that did not happen in my group) haha..I will only give souvenir during post celebrate.. haha..What will I receive? haha. i guess nothing.. Well nvm, i've gotten the sweetest and the most wonderful memories of my life from my participant. All the laughter and joy is a gift to me.. I dunno do I have the time to make the most wonderful souvenir for participant and trainers not. I WILL SQUEEZE SOMETIME OUT TO DO.

Let's all awaits bah..haha..

5/2/2006
Chingay's over but we still got heartland performance at Ang Mo Kio. Reached GK at 230. supposesly to reach at 2pm.. Cannot make it.. Everytime late.. Den everyone get prepared. Chanted awhile and had dinner.. Set off to AMK.Then before everything starts still got sometimes, I wore a Dalmatian's head and walk around.Cool eh,finally got people want take photos with me..haha. cos of the head. haha..
Some props didnt not arrive AMK, some participant is very worried but not having full gear on to perform. Luckily the props arrived and all on full gear. but the TRONIX gear came later.. Everyone was rushing and helpin them to wear the gear. By the time the TRONIX done wearing the gear, it's time for them to get into the dance. I think we just make it on time. Luckily us. haha.. Went back to GK, debrief and went makan. It rain again.. Luckily is everytime after our performance den rain..

6/2/2006
Chingay Finally call it a stop. Half time before our next heartland performance. Started to miss it much. At nite went for PA's thank you dinner. Delicious food. haha.. ate not much but I felt food quick. haha.. after which, all trainers went to play pool and drink. But I didn't tagged along. went to meet my sweetheart and the rest. haha.. Went to find ron at his work place. I could say, he wore the uniform look smart. haha..he made banana-split for us. Quite delicious. haha. I guess anyone who be his gf will be fortunate, although he's extremely crappy. haha..

7/2/2006
Another boring day. Nv go sch. stayed at home do projects.. Stressed. Found Out I left not much time for my flash, video and 3D projects. Jia lat... ahh.... help me.. anyone.. ah... i think I can't go poly liao.. haiz.. I'm stressed. See everyone done their flash. OMG. somemore got 3D project which I simply dunno how to do.. ahh... At nite still same, meet my sweetheart and others..

8/2/2006
Wednesday, chingay training day. But no more. I see the time slowly pass by, 1pm - 2pm - 3pm and slowly to 6plus. Time to prepare to go PA for training. That's how I past my few month since nov but all no more.. No need to rush for trainings anymore. No more trainers' debrief, no more spirit boosters and no more encouragement from Chiefs. I missed chingay. I missed Bladers(brainless). nothings turns the time back..
But still, I met up with my IIC for dinner.After our last meet up before chingay starts.Although say is dinner and chat, but end up everytime talks bout buddhism. haha.. nvm..the worst is, talk about the same Sensei's Osaka Campaign. I heard that over and over and over again..Many many times. omg..Feel like asking my IC to stop. haha.. but wells, I learnt something everytime. learnt wat actually, I cant tell, but I just felt that I learnt something..haha..

Well, that's all about my week of chingay battle..
will blog more next time.. takecare and see ya all.. smile always

so The World Is Round and I'm Always Around

yup, I'm always around when the world is still round, and my face is still round.. haha

9 more days to end of chingay..Haiz..Does everything must come to an end? Can it not? haha..It hasn't even end and I'm starting to miss it..Another wonderful memories I've written into my life..Gonna miss it so much.Maybe it's the warmth and concern from everyone I've met. The bonding of everyone,be it between the trainer/choreographer or trainer/participant. And one who participated in chingay either in the front line or backstage, effort is definately appreciated and remembered..

From the start of being asked to be the trainer till now going to end of chingay, nv regretted that I accepted the offer to be trainer..haha..Get to know more friends and also can see more girls.. haha..but see only nv know them..pointless to know also..haha..

Although I'm not really a gd trainer, but I've got wonderful bunch of participant or i should say brother and sister. Really great to know them..Not regretted..All the fun and laughter we had either during training or blading outing or other sorts of gathering, the joy is definately true and it's the happiest day of my life till now...Hanging out with a bunch of crazy crappy people, opps.. they are my reflection..haha..Hope they do grow for this chingay. haha..
hope the friendships started from the beginning of chingay will last down the roads of everyone's life..and will still keep in contact.. :)

dunno wat life after chingay would be? I'm lost now.. Everything will be mundane again..Cannot, must find something do.. But I dun want join this year NDP.. GYM Core is not my type.. somemore my back not good. later break. haha..

I wanna go poly. but i must apply thru wat P.P.E (provisional ..... exercise) dunno the middle p is wat.. sian.. I dun want go army first.. Somemore I might be going PES D. Clerk, omg.. shitty work..although seemed relax.. but i dun want my 2yrs NS relax.. might as well dun ns..ahh.. can i join poly? hopefully.. I must be able to join!!

New year coming, yeah.. Bought 3 tee shirt, 2 new from xin xian he zi(freshbox) and 1 my sis bought from CK. 2 pants(one from queensway shopping center and one from S&K). Yeah.. I love it.. haha.. my dressing style changed..well, not much actually..haha..
Gong Xi Fa Cai to everyone...Good health to all.. Stay happy.. smile..

so tired..

Soka Gakkai International(SGI)
President Daisaku Ikeda's

Guidance for 14th Janaury
Life passes by in an instant, which is why it is so important for us to keep striving and challenging ourselves.

Guidance for 15th Janaury
A true struggle means making strenuous, painstaking efforts behind the scenes, always being the first to take action on all fronts, always thinking ahead and being well prepared in advanced, in order to open a sure path to victory.

yawn..so tired..chingay is around the corner..training is getting lesser.. although know all my group people not for quite long, but the feelings of departing felt bad.. hopefully will stay in contact eh..haha..

training for today, went smoothly.. except for b4 start of trg...some of them blade out of PA and buy dinner. kena saw by some people. den i was being ask, why they go out in blade, dangerous.. den say/ask why I let them go?hmm..i wanted to say have trust in them, their skill..wont have anything happen. but i didnt say.. just listen to their advice.told me I must insist them to stay put.. haiz.. think i'm not a gd trainer..

everytime when trainer's debrief or during trainer's trg, i really felt i'm didn't really do my part as trainer when discussing some issues..like for today..xueyun said i must train my participant for discipline, cos they like dun listen to choreographer or anyone else..haiz..i felt so bad everytime they say something bout my group. And everytime they point out a issues or something.. i just feel that the issues is all referring to me. Bad ones.. haiz.. failure as a trainer.. i was like just having fun with the participant. Think i contribute nothing much to the team.. haiz..

felt so stressed up for chingay training..although i might look like ki siao(gone case) during the trg, but getting everyone to bond together and talk to them is difficult..wanted them to listen to instruction..i need to like say times and times again..repeating same thing again to diff person each time. for my short tempered, i should have long ago lose my temper le..haiz..but controlled it..I believe my participant will all listen to me just only once and they are clear of instruction soon..

Lousy trainer I am..
Takecare and smile everyone..

so we did it..

i am very very tired.. for the past few days.. i've been exercising.. and i think it's abit extreme..

since last friday, the bunch of us(me and my chingay participants) have been meeting out to blade.. omg..crazy liao..haha.. friday went to eastcoast blade..den da jie da(a girl participant) fell down..super wonder woman pattern when she fell.. so ke lian. den bleed.. but xin ku le me and trey, got to pull her back to mac den wash the wound.. tired..
after blade.. went to watch midnight show at tamp mall.took trey's car to there. before watching, went long john for dinner. and da jie da started to laugh for no much reasons.. she laughed from around 11.. den we timed from 1120.. she still laughing even the show started.. so we timed her laughing, record should be bout 1hr.. WOW!!haha..after movie.. went to fengshan 85 eat..den went home..5 people squeezed into the car..nv include driver..

sat, went for trainer's training late.. over slp.. jia lat.. den took cab down.. waste money.. argh..
after which went down to PA with all other trainer for training with participant. after training, and our usual trainer meeting for feedback. went to mac to decide sunday meet wat time with my participant to blade..

sunday morning, went for morning gongyo(chanting session) at ICA, tired.. den bought butsudan(altar for the worship of gohonzon)i paid for it.. omg.. 200+ buck gone.. no money le. sob..but i'm happy..receiving gohonzon soon. den meet up with my participant 1pm.. end up meet 130.. all late.. den go down eastcoast..was raining like hell.. can't blade.. rot at ecp's mac for hours. den trey da ge come. den he say go other place.. at first say go nearest hdb downstair blade.. end up went to the link to esplanade there blade.. omg.. 7 pple squeeze in nissan cefiro.. omg.. somemore i'm the one who let the other to sit one.. jia lat..and, they dun sit properly.. leg numb.. haha.. but we have fun.. keep take group photo in the car, but seemed like it doesnt work. haha.. at least down at the place we blade(esplanade link), it's sheltered, and floor quite smooth.. nice to blade.. everyone one(exclude me) learnt something.. good.. i mean learn basic..

monday went sch in the afternoon, done my premiere test. lecturer say good. haha.. of cos lah.. i know what to do mah..den meet up with my participant again..4plus went to find trey,grace,eileen(da jie da) and kok seng at kbox..i reach suntec kbox 530pm liao,they almost sang finish. da jie da sing quite nice eh.. grace and trey also..but kok seng, i not sure.. cos i nv listen he sing. haha..supposedly to meet mingguang and other at 6pm..but we sang till 630.. den reach the esplanade link at 7plus..haha..more people joined us.
let see who's on the list- ron, vivian, jay, ben, mingguang, trey, grace, may, eileen, marcus,kok seng..did i miss out anyone? haha.
when one come, the other nv come..strange.haha..norman was there on sunday bah not monday..haha..
not bad, they learnt alot of things.. crisscross, front cross, backward-crisscross.. den some pattern..good.. improved.. speed also improved..haha..

today, tuesday slept till 1plus. den waited for 4 division people to come my house to home v and talk bout enshrining gohonzon..so happy. feb will be enshrining.. supposedly meet my participant at 11am to go eastcoast blade, but i meet up with them at 5plus.and i nv blade. hurt my back on monday.. ankle bone also pain becos of abrasion.walked from ecp's mac towards the ecp's hawker center.. takes bout half and hour..den slack at there awhile. den walk back to ecp's mac.mg and ben went off first. slack at mac for another 1hour plus.den wait for norman to come. and went to parkway parade hawker center eat le de go home.. haha..

think i'm very very healthy now..so much activities.. so, flu pls go away quick.. no more devilish function..haha..

ok lah.. i'll update till here. takecare and smile everyone.. :)