so The World Is Round and I'm Always Around

yup, I'm always around when the world is still round, and my face is still round.. haha

9 more days to end of chingay..Haiz..Does everything must come to an end? Can it not? haha..It hasn't even end and I'm starting to miss it..Another wonderful memories I've written into my life..Gonna miss it so much.Maybe it's the warmth and concern from everyone I've met. The bonding of everyone,be it between the trainer/choreographer or trainer/participant. And one who participated in chingay either in the front line or backstage, effort is definately appreciated and remembered..

From the start of being asked to be the trainer till now going to end of chingay, nv regretted that I accepted the offer to be trainer..haha..Get to know more friends and also can see more girls.. haha..but see only nv know them..pointless to know also..haha..

Although I'm not really a gd trainer, but I've got wonderful bunch of participant or i should say brother and sister. Really great to know them..Not regretted..All the fun and laughter we had either during training or blading outing or other sorts of gathering, the joy is definately true and it's the happiest day of my life till now...Hanging out with a bunch of crazy crappy people, opps.. they are my reflection..haha..Hope they do grow for this chingay. haha..
hope the friendships started from the beginning of chingay will last down the roads of everyone's life..and will still keep in contact.. :)

dunno wat life after chingay would be? I'm lost now.. Everything will be mundane again..Cannot, must find something do.. But I dun want join this year NDP.. GYM Core is not my type.. somemore my back not good. later break. haha..

I wanna go poly. but i must apply thru wat P.P.E (provisional ..... exercise) dunno the middle p is wat.. sian.. I dun want go army first.. Somemore I might be going PES D. Clerk, omg.. shitty work..although seemed relax.. but i dun want my 2yrs NS relax.. might as well dun ns..ahh.. can i join poly? hopefully.. I must be able to join!!

New year coming, yeah.. Bought 3 tee shirt, 2 new from xin xian he zi(freshbox) and 1 my sis bought from CK. 2 pants(one from queensway shopping center and one from S&K). Yeah.. I love it.. haha.. my dressing style changed..well, not much actually..haha..
Gong Xi Fa Cai to everyone...Good health to all.. Stay happy.. smile..

so tired..

Soka Gakkai International(SGI)
President Daisaku Ikeda's

Guidance for 14th Janaury
Life passes by in an instant, which is why it is so important for us to keep striving and challenging ourselves.

Guidance for 15th Janaury
A true struggle means making strenuous, painstaking efforts behind the scenes, always being the first to take action on all fronts, always thinking ahead and being well prepared in advanced, in order to open a sure path to victory.

yawn..so tired..chingay is around the corner..training is getting lesser.. although know all my group people not for quite long, but the feelings of departing felt bad.. hopefully will stay in contact eh..haha..

training for today, went smoothly.. except for b4 start of trg...some of them blade out of PA and buy dinner. kena saw by some people. den i was being ask, why they go out in blade, dangerous.. den say/ask why I let them go?hmm..i wanted to say have trust in them, their skill..wont have anything happen. but i didnt say.. just listen to their advice.told me I must insist them to stay put.. haiz.. think i'm not a gd trainer..

everytime when trainer's debrief or during trainer's trg, i really felt i'm didn't really do my part as trainer when discussing some issues..like for today..xueyun said i must train my participant for discipline, cos they like dun listen to choreographer or anyone else..haiz..i felt so bad everytime they say something bout my group. And everytime they point out a issues or something.. i just feel that the issues is all referring to me. Bad ones.. haiz.. failure as a trainer.. i was like just having fun with the participant. Think i contribute nothing much to the team.. haiz..

felt so stressed up for chingay training..although i might look like ki siao(gone case) during the trg, but getting everyone to bond together and talk to them is difficult..wanted them to listen to instruction..i need to like say times and times again..repeating same thing again to diff person each time. for my short tempered, i should have long ago lose my temper le..haiz..but controlled it..I believe my participant will all listen to me just only once and they are clear of instruction soon..

Lousy trainer I am..
Takecare and smile everyone..

so we did it..

i am very very tired.. for the past few days.. i've been exercising.. and i think it's abit extreme..

since last friday, the bunch of us(me and my chingay participants) have been meeting out to blade.. omg..crazy liao..haha.. friday went to eastcoast blade..den da jie da(a girl participant) fell down..super wonder woman pattern when she fell.. so ke lian. den bleed.. but xin ku le me and trey, got to pull her back to mac den wash the wound.. tired..
after blade.. went to watch midnight show at tamp mall.took trey's car to there. before watching, went long john for dinner. and da jie da started to laugh for no much reasons.. she laughed from around 11.. den we timed from 1120.. she still laughing even the show started.. so we timed her laughing, record should be bout 1hr.. WOW!!haha..after movie.. went to fengshan 85 eat..den went home..5 people squeezed into the car..nv include driver..

sat, went for trainer's training late.. over slp.. jia lat.. den took cab down.. waste money.. argh..
after which went down to PA with all other trainer for training with participant. after training, and our usual trainer meeting for feedback. went to mac to decide sunday meet wat time with my participant to blade..

sunday morning, went for morning gongyo(chanting session) at ICA, tired.. den bought butsudan(altar for the worship of gohonzon)i paid for it.. omg.. 200+ buck gone.. no money le. sob..but i'm happy..receiving gohonzon soon. den meet up with my participant 1pm.. end up meet 130.. all late.. den go down eastcoast..was raining like hell.. can't blade.. rot at ecp's mac for hours. den trey da ge come. den he say go other place.. at first say go nearest hdb downstair blade.. end up went to the link to esplanade there blade.. omg.. 7 pple squeeze in nissan cefiro.. omg.. somemore i'm the one who let the other to sit one.. jia lat..and, they dun sit properly.. leg numb.. haha.. but we have fun.. keep take group photo in the car, but seemed like it doesnt work. haha.. at least down at the place we blade(esplanade link), it's sheltered, and floor quite smooth.. nice to blade.. everyone one(exclude me) learnt something.. good.. i mean learn basic..

monday went sch in the afternoon, done my premiere test. lecturer say good. haha.. of cos lah.. i know what to do mah..den meet up with my participant again..4plus went to find trey,grace,eileen(da jie da) and kok seng at kbox..i reach suntec kbox 530pm liao,they almost sang finish. da jie da sing quite nice eh.. grace and trey also..but kok seng, i not sure.. cos i nv listen he sing. haha..supposedly to meet mingguang and other at 6pm..but we sang till 630.. den reach the esplanade link at 7plus..haha..more people joined us.
let see who's on the list- ron, vivian, jay, ben, mingguang, trey, grace, may, eileen, marcus,kok seng..did i miss out anyone? haha.
when one come, the other nv come..strange.haha..norman was there on sunday bah not monday..haha..
not bad, they learnt alot of things.. crisscross, front cross, backward-crisscross.. den some pattern..good.. improved.. speed also improved..haha..

today, tuesday slept till 1plus. den waited for 4 division people to come my house to home v and talk bout enshrining gohonzon..so happy. feb will be enshrining.. supposedly meet my participant at 11am to go eastcoast blade, but i meet up with them at 5plus.and i nv blade. hurt my back on monday.. ankle bone also pain becos of abrasion.walked from ecp's mac towards the ecp's hawker center.. takes bout half and hour..den slack at there awhile. den walk back to ecp's mac.mg and ben went off first. slack at mac for another 1hour plus.den wait for norman to come. and went to parkway parade hawker center eat le de go home.. haha..

think i'm very very healthy now..so much activities.. so, flu pls go away quick.. no more devilish function..haha..

ok lah.. i'll update till here. takecare and smile everyone.. :)