Uninteresting life needs thrills.

9/12/2005-12/12/05

Went to malaysia. To be exact. Genting highland and KL..Took a coach to KL at around 9plus 10pm on 9/12/05. 11+ 12plus hr, reach custom, stamped the passport den journey continues. Bout 2am reached at stop over. Bought a cup of coffee(taste sucky) and a chicken bun. Den bout 230am the journey continued again. One thing I can comment on is, the expressway in malaysia very power, no lights one.. Shiok man.. only lights from vehicle.. Like initial D environment.. Somemore the coach drives fast.. Think the driver must go japan win Takumi Fujiwara(initial d character) den can get the job.. haha..

No lights, looks scary.. but, when you look upon the sky, you could see tiny little stars blinking. Somemore is like whole batch of the sky is covered with stars that is visible to you, not like in singapore, you see only few.. I was mesmerized by the seen.. if I could watch the stars together with my gf.. that would be romantic...hmm..haha..dreaming again.

around 530am(10/12/05) reached KL, but got to wait for the first bus to go up to genting, which is at 730. sian.. so waited at a prata shop. Ordered some food.. But the prata not nice.. that's what my mom said. I treat mee goreng, barely make it bah...haha. finally took bus towards genting, stop over at the bottom of the highland, den took cable car up.. Cool eh.. The last time i went genting was all the way bus..well, that was 11years ago. Now more high tech le..haha.. cable car rides took around 15-20min to reach the top.

(side note)
Taking cable car rides makes me think of the cable car ride I took with jiajia at harbour front to sentosa.Supposed to bring her go high up in the sky,(cos she saw a drama, den a guy used a constuction machine to bring a girl high up,den she say, if there's someone who can bring her high up, she would marry the person.) haha...well I guess I fulfill it.(How silly I was that time to take her words for real) anyway that's the highest I can bring her. But now I think genting's cable car goes up much higher and much longer time. So jiajia, next time ask you prince bring you go bah..lol..Other country also can, might have a high place so you can be high up in the sky.. haha..

ok.. let's get back to topic.. reach genting bout 9plus, can't book in to room first. cos not ready yet. must wait till 3pm...sian diao..put our luggage at the porter counter first. Den we went for our breakfast. ate dim sum for breakfast. There say have a set for a person. One person 8item cost cheaper.so we ordered 9set. but when the food came, it's really 8item. one item one serving each.. OMG!! We thought sure not full, but end up, there's left over.. haha..
Then after breakfast, walked around, see see look look.. theme park seemed fun, saw the superman rides.. wanted to play.. but no one played with me.. 12 plus say can room can liao.. heng no need wait till 3pm. den go our room put bag. den went down again to shop.. Shop and shop and shop, wanted buy something for dear. but nothing special..

Wnt back hotel took a nap from 3plus to 5plus.. den go for dinner at 6plus.dinner was buffet. International style, I think. Got pizza, got prata, got rice.. ate a little only.. The teh tarik was nice..drank few cup.. haha.

After dinner,which is 8plus went to theme park with sis bf and his fren..played only 2 rides. one is like merry-go-around, sits on a swing-like chair, den it goes higher and higher.. shiok sia.. the coolness of genting den keep turn round and round high up in the air..somemore i not very jacket. only t-shirt and jeans. The 2nds ride is the thrill.. bring you high up in the air, bout 15storey tall, den without warning dropped you down..I wanted to shout out.. but, it's too sudden liao, heart even stopped thumping for few seconds. haha.. first drop,my butts were off the seat(but still secured on to the seat la) then the 2nd recovered liao.. 3rd one is relaxing.. Wooo.. shiok.. once in a life time must play that ride. (Those who want to commit suicide by jumping off a building, try that ride first, you might diminish your thoughts )

Why I play only 2rides? cos 9pm got to rush back for a show named: X-treme! Push the limits.
It's basically doing stunts. It's really amazing how human can push the limit.. great show.. not gonna describe on this..
After watching, when back hotel and do nothing.. Slp around 1am.. den morning wake up for breakfast den got to go back down to KL.

At KL, shop at a place, dunno wat name.. den bought a puma bag at there(Fake). I'm poor, so buy fake one. Den bought a nike shoes at Chinatown(Tang ren jie), not singapore's chinatown.

Prepare to go back sg at 230pm(12/12/05). Reached Sg around 7plus. that's about it.. tired to describe the whole trip at kl..Takecare everyone!

myXmas present

Thank you so much dear!! love it..love you..hugs and muacks for you! Miss ya..

Here's the present gave by my dearest:

Untouched-Unopened

Unrevealed

Reveal-Ferrero Rocher, Jay's Qi Li Xiang Figurine, A cute superhero and a sweetest card ever received

Without the superhero!

Chocolate! Drools

OH! MY JAY. OH MY DEAR

From someone that is being enclosed in my heart.

Superhero to the rescue!

Xmas wishes

I wish I wish upon, I wish to have a wonderful xmas celebration. I wish to receive alot of things, but my wishes nv come true.

I want a digital camera, I want mini-sd card for my X800(256mb/512mb), new shirts, crown ring which cost $48, digital piano in my room(upright piano also can, haha), become more handsome, more taller..haha.. that's my wishes for xmas.. Not too difficult for helping me to realise it bah hor? hahaha..

i wish for a white xmas
yet i got a raining day
i wish for starry nite
what i got back is cloudy sky
how could i realise my wishes
when everything seemes so unperfect

Takecare everyone.

Unlikely me

I just hate last minute changes.. I just hate it so much.. makes me feel so frustrated. Everytime also like that. change change change.. want change also dun last min mah.. end up all the plan wasted. End up I nothing do..

Feel so frustrated..can't even slp well yesterday.. keep waking up.. feeling tight in heart.all the while throwing fists and feet thru out the nite.. flip here and there. ahhhhhhhh.........

I DUN LIKE LAST MINUTE CHANGES!!!!

Unexpecting Sceneries

12nov2005

Spent my night outside of the HomeTeam chalet with doreen.. From 12plus am.. to 8plus am..

Saw something special. Something that I always wanted to see.. although it's quite a short moment..

12plus am..
Walk to out of chalet.. stopped at the spider web playground.. stayed there bout 10mins? den continue walk.. walk and stop..

1plus am..
As we walk, we stopped.. Because doreen leg/feet pain..blister or something like that.. den sit down at the place of leveled steps(where there's some space for doing "concert"). Den we continued walk to the downtown east(DE). But guess what? We were too engrossed in our conversation that we walk past DE. Reached aloha chalet.. haha.. didn't realised we overshot until I saw the chalet.. No choice but to U-turn back..

1plus-2plus am..
Reached DE. Bought pokka apple tea(myself)/mineral water(doreen) and a bar of calbury chocolate(shared by both) from 24hr CHEERS store. Due to "someone" didnt bring her wallet, so I paid for the things. haha.. den sit outside the round theatre which i think it's permenately build over there..
We talk about many things..get to know doreen more..

2plus-3plus am..
started to walk back to the chalet..back to CHEERS store to buy a mineral water(drank finish my pokka A/T.. it gets thirsty after eating chocolate..haha.. As we slowly walk back.. I was asking if doreen wanted to go to mangrove swamp and walk.. den we find and find for dunno how long..mayb is millions of year, mayb is millions of second and mayb just few minutes.. finally found the swamp. As to not to be so detailed.. We walked first round, it end quickly.. so we walked another path again.. this time round much longer.. Much creepier.. woOooo..
From what we saw and wat we thought, it should be fireflies.. And it must be.. haha..

3plus-4plus-5plus-6plus-7plus am..
Sit down at a hut at the near end of the swamp.. Look at the sky, seemed like red in the night sky, going to rain soon, we thought...so decided to carry on our "TRIP" back to chalet... when we out of the swamp, as we walk, we walk wrong way.. den U-turn back. Den we go to the beach and have a sit, look at the stars and blow wind..Strange thing is, lightning keep on going and going.I think i saw more den a 80 Doreen saw the first meteor star at around 5, near to 6 am...she was so excited. Den i thought so heng, den i nv see.. but when i look at the direction she say she saw it, awhile later we saw one meteor star..although it's a short one, but it's amazing..So mysterious.. Den we waited for the sun rise from 6am.. den bout 630 we saw sun rise.. although it's not the round yellowish-red egg yolk/white we saw everytime in movie, but the sky look nice..

7plus 8 am..
Decide to walk the swamp again.. see is it eery or not.. well, all i can say is, go walk to swamp yourself den you will know.. haha.. everything tell you den you no need experience it yourself liao. 8am, reach chalet, lock outisde..den waited for bout 15min, check the other door, den found out the back door of the toilet isn't locked.. so we went in the chalet from the toilet..abit like xiao tou..

8plus 9plus am..
doreen had a bath, den we almost waken up everyone in the room.. cos of the ping ping piang piang noise we made when taking things.. Funny thing is, andrew the drunkard suddenly woke up and say want go eat breakfast? den he "toh" back to slp again.. sweated..lol.. nvm bout it.. he said let him slp 10 more mins.. but we waited from 840am to 850am to 900am to 910am. he still slping.. Pig.. drink too much liao.. nvm.. we heck bout him, den take cab go pasir ris central eat mac..Cab fee paid by weilian"g". thanks man.. haha.. yawning all the way from the chalet to the central. mouth is so stinky smelly.. but heng, not i go order food.. if not the mac staff will 'hin'(faint). after eating, slack awhile, went back home by taking bus no 12 along with doreen..

That's bout it bah.. too long liao.. tired to type.. Have been writing this particular post bout 1month ago.. damn busy to blog..

So long, post next time.. I name it as: Uninteresting life needs some thrill
Takecare and smile always everyone.

Unspoken

Emotional drained...
I'm seriously don't what I do is right thing or is left thing. ha ha ha
Something must have struck me that moment for such request....Too much tv fairytales..

Well pple, some of you already know that i'm attached.. well, what i didnt tell you all is, actually is on probation dating(PD).. So the probation due next year vdays.. Whether will it be a lonely Vday, or is it A happy Vday 2006 of me next year...depend all on these period.But I'm sure I do have feelings for her(my PD gf).. if not, i wont ask for PD also.. laugh.. well, time would decide if the feelings grow..

Well, things goes pretty fine with me.. Sch start le.. Got my last sems result just 4 days before sch start.. Ite is always so slow.. haiz.. GPA 3.1 only.. I want go poly leh.. everyone keep tell me can go one can go one.. den i also say can go.. But deep down, i very scare my GPA not enuff to fight for place in poly with those olvl and those GPA 3.5 and above.. sad.. Why wouldnt my GPA improve to at least 3.3. Well, happy for Zhendong, GPA keep increasing.. Congrat.. LEt's work hard together..

This term is great, learning computer animation, audio editing, video editing.. Gonna take video and edit. Project.. Cool.. that would be fun.. I've already though of the Video topic... haha.. it's very funny.. Well, at least i think so.. haha.. gonna write a script for the video..Will show case my video if possible.Mayb I'll do a MV. haha..haha.. Doing Flash web site as project also.. YEah!!! damn cool leh..gonna do a fashion website..Like the one as Paul Frank. Finally the fun part is here.. haha.. Den Audio editing, yeah, learn liao den next time I can mix song, or produce my own song.. haha.. if pro enuff, can cut my own album.. haha. Think I'm extremely excited over my modules.. haha..

Well, other then sch work, there's still my gakkai's stuff. Chingay is part of it.. Who ask me to be chingay trainer.. lol.. busy.. Then last sun(2o/11/2006), performed at ICA again. The energy dance which have been performed for time and times again.. But this time round special, perform for uncles and aunties.. Den also kanna "interview" by the emcee.. So shy.. like celebrities.. haha.. Well well.. comnig up alot of meeting also.. got to invite my frens go for the many concerts await for them..haha..

hmm..the next very soon post.. Unexpected Sceneries (You might nv know what you will see in the next moment)

Takecare and Smile everyone..
Missing you...

11days of life and aftermath(part 2)

well, 2nd part is here.. nothing much.. after 11days of work, I den found out i could actually approach people and tell them bout my product and stuff like that.. Always though I'm a introvert.. haha..

after the last day of work, 4th nov, went to cineleisure to watch a movie with, raymond, doreen, weiliang, janice and eslyn. I didn't know what movie we are watching until the moment I step into the theatre and ask eslyn. haha.. Titled: " Just like heaven". The show starts at 1am.. so form the knock off time to the start time, we got bout 3 hours to slack..

so..we went to yoshinoya, janice ate something and we drank some thing.. after which, go play pool.. at Kpool, which is at cine.. All activities done at cine.. haha.. supposedly to go zouk with the other gang of the Imode staff, but due to some underage people like doreen, eslyn and janice can't go zouk, they could only go zoo.. haha.. that's what I always dee siao them about..haha..

after playing pool, watch the movie.. around 3am le.. janice went home, cos i think she sick le.. den after we say byebye to her, we continue to walk from orchard to esplanade.. slack around.. den crap around.. by the time, everyone is very tired le.. 5 plus, weiliang went back home.. he has been very quiet thru out the nite, hmm, mayb he see i "flirt" with doreen den he sad.. haha.. opps. So sorry to weiliang. But dun worry, me and Xiao ding dang is friend only..haha

den left me, ray, doreen and eslyn.. we walk to funan it mall, wait for the mac to open to have our nice and good breakfast.. but wait till we pek chek. from 6 plus wait till almost 8 haven't open..den we walk further down to boat quay, or is it clarke quay? well, I can't differentiate between the 2..hahha..den the mac there is opened..me and raymond had our breakfast whereas the girls didnt buy any..(think they are on diet). Me and raymond dun let doreen go meet her fren for a jog from redhill to cityhall.. den end up, we pang seh her.. think she very sad.. haha.. so sorry..

Went home, slept bout 5 hours. den took cab down to syc.. for a CIC(campus ic)'s kenshu. it's something like buddhist studies sort of camp..well, didn't stay over nite as i expected.. after doing evening gongyo, went to xuefen's chalet.. many things happened during the chalet.. will talk more bout the chalet in the next post.. so..i'll end here..

Next post title: "Unforgettable moment for someone" (pssh!!.. not me.. I'll briefly say what happen in the next post)

Takecare and smile always everyone..!

11days of life and aftermath(part 1)

What can you achieve in 11days?

From 25oct - 4nov(Starhub-imode invited roadshow)

I'll start from the training day, which is on the 21st of oct.
Having some hard time to find the training place, which is at the starhub headquarter.
Saw some girl, wee o wee. Can know some girl. But in my mind i'm thinking i sure wont get to know them. Cos I'm not so initiative to go introduce myself.
The training drag from 2pm to 6pm. Damn sian, somemore raymond was late for his jack's place work which starts at 6pm. So we got to rush from somewhere near dover to simei. So cab is the only transport choice. Nvm, heng we got 20bucks for going to the training. Wonder why so good, go training still go money.

Actual day came. Meet the person who called us up for the job. She looked like a witch, that's what raymond said. haha. from some view, she do look like one..haha.. Can't imagine she's from soka also. She looked mean, sounded mean and abit baised from my point of view. Haha..

Well, basically the job is to introduce a new service named : " imode", Which is like the mobile internet. I've been repeating the same thing for 11days.. kinda sian..

When approaching a invited guest/customer
Me: "Hi gd morning/afternoon/evening, Sir/Madam, may I help you?"

Customer: "My queue no is 1233. So where do I go?"

Me:(looking at the screen for the queue no.) "Well, your number has not been called up it, mayb would you like me to briefly introduce what imode is all about?"

Customer: "Sure, that's great!"

Me: "Basically, the imode handset function is the same as normal phone, the only different is the 'i' button, where a click on the button and you can get into imode.
There's i-menu, mail, sms, java application which is game so on and so fore.
In the i-menu, you have the imode sites, where you can read news, do some banking, downloading of games/ringtones/wallpaper.
The news you have the straits times/bbc/channel newsasia/business times and etc. From the straits time, you read the news just like how you read on the news paper. quick and easy. you dun have to scroll down the page sentence by sentence, you can by pressing the button at the side(showing the side of the nec4111i handset that I was given), you can scroll page is easy, so it's not so hazzled.

Customer : "(Amazed), woah that's good."

Me: "To go back to the previous page, all you have to do is to press the cursor back, just like the "back" button you have on internet explorer. Quick and easy. Whereas the gprs we have right now, you got to scroll all the way down, find the word "back" den press and they load again.
I-mode don't.

Customer:"I see I see, so it's like a mobile internet huh!?"
(Duh, didn't i mention it in the earlier part)

Me:"In the entertainment sites, you can buy movie tickets, book up to 20 tickets, and even better, you could choose your seats. Unlike the interent booking, you can't."

Customer: "Yup true. Quite good ah, imode"

Me: "(obviously bluffing my way) Yup, it's quite convenient and good to me. I've been using imode for 1 week plus, i can get infomation quick and fast."

Customer: "So compare the 3 handset(nec 600, nec 411i, samsung410i), which one do you think is good?"

Me: "Well, it depends on your criteria for choosing the phone. If you want a loud ringing tone, den samsung would be your choice. But samsung doesn't have chinese input, you can only read chinese but not input."

Customer:" har, like that ah?"

Me: " Yup, and for the i-mode banking sites right, you can only do it with nec 600 model where as the other 2 model you can't. Nec 600 is a more secured platform. The doja 2.5 is more secured den doja 1.5"

Customer: "(taking out a brochure they were give when they registered, looking at some specification on the brochure) So what is doja 2.5 and 1.5?"
(Ah deh?rolling my eyes, didn't i just said doja 2.5 is more secured. So it's some kind of security platform)

Me:"(Smiling my way as i cursed the customer down my pure innocent heart) Well, i'm not too sure what is doja, it's some kinda of security platform."

Customer: "what's the different between doja 1.5 and 2.5"

Me: "(i'm swearing at tat moment) it's a security level. so 2.5 is much higher level of 1.5. that's why it's more secured to do banking stuff."(any how ham tam a answered)

Customer: "oh, ok!"(seemed satisfied)

Me: "With the imode handset, you will also be given the imode- mail, where you can send and receive email thru your phone?"

Customer:"So i can read my mail, like the yahoo or gmail?"

Me: "no, no. imode mail basically is just like a new email account. The presets email address is yourhpNo@imode.sg"

Customer:"Oh, i see. So i can receive my gmail email thru the phone?!"
(OMG!, didn't i say it's new email add. You can't receive your yahoo or any other mail)

Me:" no, but you can pushMail to the imode-mail account. It's like forwarding a copy of the mail in your yahoo, gmail or any mail server to the imode mail. Provided that the mail server has the settings of pushmail."

Customer: "Oh i see.How do i change setting in my phone?"
(Cannot make it, if you wanna push mail to the phone, is go to the email account on the internet to change, not on the phone change.)

Me:"Oh, you got to go to the internet den login to your account and change it"

Customer:" oh, not on the phone? ok."

Me: "Nope"(duh, do you eat from your mouth den shit from your mouth? of cos is do the setting at your email account)

Customer: (trying to find look at the queue screen to check whether the queue no has been called?) "Is my number being called?"

Me: "(looking at the screen) No."

Me: "There's this new features, video ringtone. Simply just by setting video as video clips"

Customer: "oh, that's cool"

Me:" you can by download the video clips from i-mode sites or by taking video with the phone and set as ringtone. As simple as 1,2,3"

Customer: "Download is free right?"

Me: "Yup, for right now. till 31st december, the subscription fees is waived off, and all data usage is free till 28 of may 2006."

Customer: "ok. thanx"

Me: "(looking at the screen, ah, numbered called) Sir, your number has been called up, mayb you would go to the sale counter first to ask them bout the plans, the subscription fees , anything pertaining to money you are going to pay for. They are more professionally trained in that area"

Customer:" Ok, so where do i go? there ah?ok thank you"

Me: "yup, ok sure. Welcome"

That's just a bit of what happened throughout the whole 11days. The customer that i written here, is just sum up of different customer characteristic. There's even worst or good customer.
It's really funny how Singaporean could ask questions. I shouldn't say it's stupid question, but, simple and logical question answer they also need me to answer. Oh my goodness.

There's much and much fun thing happened in the 11days. updated next time..
Please wait for the part 2.

Till then, cya and takecare..
Had my princess appeared?

Originally

This is originally what i wrote in the first place which is also being posted in Inspiration. But now after some comments. I've edited.. and the new one is at Inspiration.

彈首鋼琴曲子
词: 苏俊玮

我握著鲜花来到门前
话也没说 吃了闭门梗
天也不做媒
下着雨 打著雷
爱恋简短就是晴天霹雳

弹首钢琴曲子 为你写这一首
强忍 死守 等待
你微笑的那一幕
夜空的天晴闪烁其辞

弹首钢琴曲子 为你唱这一首
思恋 爱恋 想念
你会不会可能听到
我心跳扑通扑通的声音

我带著被淋湿的鲜花
淋著大雨 重了重感冒
老天不帮忙
走过来 走过去
被遗忘的爱恋是不是变成历史

Movie review(Wait till you're Older)

Last sat, went to orchard LIDO and watch this movie-童夢奇緣( Wait till you're older)

This show really could touched on people's soul..will make you do some soul-searching after you watch.

A 12yrs old kid who is unhappy after his mother's suicide years ago. He blamed his father and stepmother for the cause.. well, if i nv remember wrongly it is the boy who planned to die with his mom together by eating poison cake. But he was lucky out of the unlucky to be saved, but not his mom.

He yearn for freedom as much as for love.. He hope he can have enough money so that he would not have to depend on his father and stepmother anymore.. That's why he ran away from home back to his old house, where he and his biological mother lived.. Everytime his father would go back to the place and find him where he would ask for certain amount of money..

One day, he had a tiff with his stepmother and got chase out of the house.. He met a old man in chances,who claimed that he had a bottle of potion that can speed up life process.. The boy went to steal the bottle, in the case of "Tom and jerry catch" the boy fell and drop the potion, leaving himself bleeding and taints his blood with the potion.. Needless to say, his life changed..
Within a day, he grown up into an adult, and of cos he's happy about it.. he could do wat he wants now.. freedom..

But, no one recognised him. He, all grown up, now sees in a diff view... as days goes by.. he realise that he had make mistakes.. he realised that actually his father cares alot for him. It was all too late.. by the time, he had already grown into a old man who is going to die soon..

Shall not continue.. find out yourself.. But the ending of the story quite predictable..


To me, moral of the story:
People sees things superficially, they only sees the problem infront of them, but never realise the real problem, which is always "underneath the surfaces of the injuries".
"You fall down, got cuts, you blames the shoes, blames the slippery road, blames anything that makes you fall but not yourself.. You ought to stand up quickly to hide from embarassment and not immediately clean the wound, den when wound start to infection, you once again blames that fall of you..
The real problem is, did you look out for slippery roads, things on the floor that make you fall. and clean the wound instead of hiding embarrasment?!
Problem always lies before and after the incident.. It nv really did happen on the moment..

Picture of food.

The Name of the Place: Creation


Plain water is served once we taken the seats.


The "Appetizer"(Yummy Gummy Delicious!)


My Main Course: "Seafood Spicy Thai Sauce"
Type of Pasta:"Tagliatelle"
We called it "Mee Pok", it does look like one!
Must Try:"Recommended by Me"


Kim's & Dan's Main Course: "Chicken Thigh Fillet"
Must Try:"Recommended by Me"


Stan's Main Course: "Seafood...."
Forgotten the name. But got milky taste.
Mayb is Seafood Milky pasta? haha
Wanted take the name down, den the person took the menu away. -.-'
Type of Pasta: "Fusilli"
Or macaroni(looks like macaroni)
or as said by stan, "The F one!"(haha, sounded rude)


Dessert: "Brownies With Ice-cream"(drools)
Opps..Too tempted by the food.
Eaten half way den remember to take picture.
That's why this shape..


AHH!! this view is better..

That's all of the pic from creation.. the rest of the pic I can't take.. cos sit too far liao. haha..

Next up, pics of 香港旺角.

Cute mummy(taken not known by her)


Haha! she found out.(Hey! was what she say!)
Even trying to snatch my hp and delete it.. haha!


mummy's drinks:Honey Lemon Cold(HLC)
Now people change the name den sell..
Tot what special drink.Taste like ice-lemon tea!!


My cold Yuan Yang(Coffee&Tea)
Taste nice! Recommended

Why nv take what my sis drink?
Cos she drink normal kopi..
Feel like drinking Yuan Yang Now!!drooling


sis and my main Course: "Curry Yuan Yang Rice"
Why Yuan Yang?Yuan Yang means mix
Mixed Pork and Chicken Meat
Not Bad. Worth trying!

mummy ordered:"ShangHai Yuan Yang Rice"
Also mixed Pork and Chicken.
But the pork not as nice as the pork in my Curry Y Y rice!
End up she change food with my sis! lol..


Salt pepper Tofu.
Dun every try this. not worth.. cost $4.80
my mom can cook better then that!


Sago Pudding. The brown sauce is nice, sweet taste with sago.
but the plain sago below taste weird. 2bucks. Try if you want.

Ok that's all the pic.. hope it wont lag my blog. haha.. Next post.. 2 days later. Movie review

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These few days hasn't been doing anything great.. same old stuffs. go sch den do nothing.. quite a relax sch term..but somehow or rather, felt abit pressurized.. dunno why..
Exams due next friday..Mathematics(Statistics and Matrices). which I have learnt before in Additional mathematics.. Quite boring.. I'm such a idiotic freak leh.. my maths test which is on yesterday(11/10/2005), got only 87/100marks.. was hoping at least above 90.. damn it.. den the preivous maths test 86/100. idiotic. means only improve by one mark.. ass.. cannot.. my gpa cannot drop.. must improve.. must more den 3.0.. i want go poly!!..

yesterday went to celebrate Mr Conan Ng kim leong's bday.. i missed the ktv session due to the extra lesson for java in the afternoon.. sian 1/2.. meet them at bugis.. den went to the "Creation" restaurants I'd mention in the last post.. this time round with pics.. will up load.. soon.. pic taken not very impessive,wont make you drool..my photo taking skills deteriorating.. haha..

abit back tracked(4/10/2005)
Went to Hong Kong Cafe for dinner,chinese name is 香港旺角(if i nv remembered wrongly)
located at 378 East Coast Road S(428985).Bus 12 and 10 will get there.. forgot still got what bus.. took pics of it too..will upload the pic along with the one i taken at restaurant "Creation" in the next post..
Why did i go there? becos the mediacorp tv show intro.. but hor, abit dissapointment lah, not as good as what the show has intro..

Rating Out of 5
Food: 3.5
Ambience: 3.5
Service: 2.5
Price: affordable of working adults. student-unless you are not in tight of money

Know why service so little? cos the staffs there like dunno where the table no.. like all new staffs. only one knows it well.. and also, i ordered my dessert, baked banna bread and ice-cream(or something like that). Then, i wait for 10mins have come, den my sis ask, the person say, another 15.. that's mean they forgot my order lah.. den we cancel the order.. sweat.. -.-'''

Total cos for 7 items == $41.20

that's all for this post.. next post is the picture.
The word to remember is Smile Always.. :D

Food Review - Creation

Went to a eating place named Creation at shaw tower with dan and kim last friday,23rd sept..
Well well, a place where kim wanted to introduce to us on 25th december 2004..Note the word wanted.. Cos the place is closed due to the time we went last time..for more information pls read the "Time" post.

Ok, finally after bout 8months and 23 days we tried the food there..
I order a very cheesy chicken spaghetti, dan order a seafood spaghetti and kim i think order a normal chicken spaghetti.. Forgot what's the actual name.. I'll do a repeat review next time if i went there again. and oh.. will definately take picture down next time..

The price is quite reasonable.. around 14++ for a set meal, which includes the following:
Appetizer(soup of the day)
Main course
Soft Drink
Dessert

I think the most impt should be the appetizer.. if the appetizer is good, it can make your appetite better food the upcoming main course and so on..The soup, not bad.. the main course, still ok.. quite normal..nothing special.. ah, the dessert.. yummy.. it's brownies with ice-cream on top of it.. yum yum..
Next time, promised next time if i post it, it will with picture..
Cya around and wait for next food review..

Service: 4star
Food: 4 star
Ambience: 3 star
Overall rating: 4star

Movie Review(Red Shoes)

27th/9
went to watch movie titled "red shoes" with jiajia...meet at 530, i was late.. opps.. guy shldnt let girl wait..haha.. den went to buy tickets.. after which, nothing to do liao.. wait for the show which starts at 650.. One thing to note, everytime go out with jiajia, we got no conversation one.. dunno why also.. last time also like that.. mayb she's still thinking bout him although she's out with me bah.. dun care..not my prob..lol.. but it seemed like she's kanna forced by me to go out together... Think i dont date her next time liao..haha
Went century walk one round,den makan since we got nothing to do.. den went back GV.. got into the theatre 10-15min earlier..A bunch of guys came in, den finding their seats.. they seemed like nv watch movie before.. need to fight for seats also..haha.. Me and jiajia didnt know it was a korean movie until the show starts.. haha.. funny right.. watching what language show also dunno.. next time watch a indian movie also dunno..haha

ok, back to real topic, movie review..
Red Shoes(NC16)-horror..
korean directed movie.. red shoes, hmm.. i think the director color blind. all the while the main shoes in the movie is pink, wonder why red..

side-track
I think that there's a show also like this, also red something,but end up the thing is pink..
but I also guessed is my another dream/sub-consciousness that came true into life again..
I remembered blurry, I have dreamt of the movie before and is also watch it with jiajia...
but the thoughts strikes me that i dreamt before is when I finished watching the whole show, also when jiajia questioned: "this should movie be call pink shoe, why red shoe?" as I also going to question her about that.Or was it really have another show like this? hmm.. i wondered.. cos some event do occured to me that it seemed like i've been thru that event before.. hmm.. mayb what will happen in the future is already been set.. and i'm just going to the future thru my dreams..when i first realised the event seemed familiar was during 2000.

Back-tracked
Anyway, the movie, the first ever korean horror movie that 1 understood bout 80% of it..the other korean horror-dun understand the story.i could only say that the ending very kuku one... after seeing also make me go crazy... the reason of things happened keep change, when you think it's because is this reason, den next moment, they show you another scene, den become anyother reason... Some how or rather, i think all horror movie is a mystery show.. ask you guess what happen and why did it happen..I just dunno the part when one actress trying to steal the shoe from the person.. i dunno why and what for she want to snatch.. that's why I understood only 80%..And also i cant get it, how come the shoes will get cursed just become the owner of the shoe died of murder?Revenge? hmm.. but the main point of the story i dun think is bout revenging.. so.. watch it yourself and conclude it yourself!

Horror rating: 3 stars
Storyboard: 3 and 1/2 stars
should you watch?: yes, it's quite a new way of showing how the shoes started to have the curse.

More movie reviews coming up if i got watch lah.. haha..And also food review..
Next post.. Food Review..till den, cya all and smile always!!

High life quality

high life quality leads to money..

some updated in my blog.. music is being inserted. but you can't choose. only depend on your luck wat song you going to hear..so, refresh to get the song you want.. dunno why sometimes the song dun play also.. strange..i'll figure the code when i'm free.. and oh ya.. there's only 3 songs as you can see from the "MORE." page.. will change song once in a while.. tata

back to:
Yesterday after sch went Changi village hotel for job application with song jun.. dun get it wrong, i'm not going there to sell my buttock, but to be waiter.. haha.. why suddenly want to work? cos i think i keep spending money, den no income.. so i decided to work in order to spend and save.. lol.. after application, dunno why suddenly went saga seed picking.. haha.. i think is song jun say want to pick some or what.. the followin picture is some that i had picked.. in total 152




Seriously, I have many things in mind I want to buy..Adidas jacket, Nike shoe, more Clothing, Wardrobe and more to list..I should earn money den spent, rather than spending what i have now.. thinking of that, actually i seemed like a "Bai Jia Zi" knows only spend but not earn.. haha..everytime use money den nv think one.. buy liao den think do i need it?!..what a life.. haha.

now in sch doing nothing..cos should be doing report.. but all my group member not around, went for friendship day or what held in sch.. boring..
Was give a 4pages newspaper to read by lecturer.. Youth times newspaper published by law society of singapore.. The topic, bout offences by youth.. different type of theft. bout 6 offence.. from theft to robbery, stealing, shoplift, drug offender, pirated cd, staring incident..

It's really surprisingly that how youth nowadays behave..
They could threaten,beat up and took the handphones of others just because they think that the person took pictures of theirs'.. not to say that they are totally wrong, partly is because the other guy start flaunting his new handphone in school.. But do the youth had to beat the person up and took the hp away just because he tot the person took his photo with the hp..?
like what i always have in mind-" come on loh, who would want to take your pic, you are not any celebrities or any famous person..."
I could only say it's because of jealousy..

Shoplifting, i guess many of you would say who nv shoplift before..I dare say, there's many people who have integrity out there in this very world..think again.. what for you had to shoplift if you can afford to buy it? and do you really need the things you shoplift? i just dun understand why people have to shoplift. mayb out of fun because they are still young..

staring incident leds to brawl, really dunno what to say.. it's the most stupidest thing i think...
how to you know the person is staring at you when you dun stare at him/her.. and what do you think the person stared at you for?are you a celebrity or any well known person in the world either for famous or for infamous..to think that people are staring at you because you thought there must be something wrong with you that's why they are staring at you, to be short, no self-confidence... MHS(Mei hua Shuo)..

Think i shall not elaborate more on the others.. I'm not condemning any people who make an offence, we are all human, we do make mistake, but, can the mistake be avoided?

type so many things now still 1310hr only... not yet release sch...my hand numb le, air-con too cold.. got to stop now...Smile everyone..

what a life..

yesterday when la teh with the gang, discussing what to do the next day which is today..cos have celebrate dan's bday..then very tired..

today reach sch at 0845hr.. which i was supposed to reach at 0800hr... den do finish java assignment can go liao.. waste my time.. so went home, had breakfast and den poof.. down to simei ite for the weekly sharing session. I was supposed to be the one sharing. but den, today not much people come down for the session, so didnt get to share.. also good lah... i haven really prepare well..

Talking about yest.
A ymd came to my for and ask me to fill up the form for enshrining gohonzon.(those wont dunno know what it is, nvm)
I'll told my mom i want enshrin gohonzon, but nv say when i going to enshrin.. but the ymd came and down for home visit and i fill in the form first..
Actually I dunno why i suddenly want to have a gohonzon at home..no reason.. but when my sis know about it..she had a serious debate with that ymd..real serious..talk from bout 6plus to 8pm..she gave reason of why dun want so fast receive gohonzon..It's like, some things she say is quite true lah.. but some, i dun agree with.. dun wanna explain much.. if not it will be a long long post..

after few thought..i was thinking,do i really want this buddhism to stay in the rest of my life or just becos of pressure from those leaders of keep asking people to enshrin gohonzon..

hmm.. sometimes i think it's more on to the pressure.. it's like, when they have the target campaign to shyakubuku people, i mean, i also agree that we want to bring happiness to all human..but happiness is not by forcing/pressurizing/pestering people to enshrin gohonzon..people have to do it out of their willingness to bring gohonzon back to the family..that's what my sis had also said lah..quoting her view also.."gohonzon is always in us..we can even chant without gohonzon in the house,if we have the faith in gohonzon and the buddhism.."
it's quite true lah, what my sis said..but, if we have faith in the gohonzon, den can chant without it, i was thinking, den what for we have the physical gohonzon if we can chant without it..human being easily gets affected by the environment, anything can happen..we might lose this faith anytime...
i dunno what to say.. she's just a stubborn head sometimes..

think i wont be enshrining gohonzon this year..I'll will make a firm thoughts on whether i would want this buddhism in the rest of my life or not..

mid-autumn festival

Seriously speaking, I think I'm quite active in my religion activities..
No matter what occasion also "celebrate" with my comarades..

well, nothing much for the mid-autumn fest also..reach at 1710hr, which i was supposed to be there by 1700..I shouldnt not going into detail here.. if not people will sue me for propagating my religion...well, it's not a wrong thing, but human being.. often felt offended when someone start to tell you bout other religion other than yours..

ok, back to topic.. after the usual routine, then it's someone's and my sharing.. actually today's meeting is a bit, how should i put it, not like a meeting.. but i do still learnt something..
After which, it's time for some moon-cakes.. think i ate 2 or 3 small piece only..

To my surprise, keith(a person which I cannot tahan,not only me i should say), he actually receive the treasure in life today..
OMG!! i dun think he understands the purpose of the treasure and this buddhism...
Nvm, shall not tok bout him any more..I'm still learning to embrace people..hahaha

Went for dinner at the hawker center that is near kaikan(dunno how should i explain it over here), ask me if you want to know...

after dinner, went meet kim, and also got joe at city hall.. den after which is went for some jiao wei's session at ah neh... usual stuff for the group of us...dunno why kim's topic is always on girls or shld i say clubbing.. his purpose of life just surround over girls.. haha.. anyway, that's the same purpose of most of the teens nowadays isnt it?
rubbish/crapping session ends at about 0030hr..and i reach home bout 0045hr..time now is 0138am.. still blogging eh.. hmm...soon to end my post for the day.. tml, i mean sch is 0800hr later on, which means is bout 6hrs more to sch...

gonna buy some sensei's books to read liao... useful in life..after i read a book by sensei, felt encourage, inspired and also, i could use all the guidances to console my fren who is sad, pessimistic or anything...time for self-improvement..cos i think my pattern all used up to console my fren liao.. must seeked encouragement from people, den i can have more pattern to console my fren.. hahaha..


tata...

The very moment of life..

All of this shot's was taken using my Panasonic X800..
My photo taking skills also not bad bah? haha..
Taking all this photo is simple. .. let it be natural...
Maybe to some professional out there, these photo mine not be in any good angle or whatever..
But too me, i feel photo taken in the very moment is what make the whole photo looks nice..

Do not wait for things to be all so perfect for you to take a nice photo. take the picture at the very instant..it will look nice..

Slacking

hmm.. seemed like my blog is dying down.. i'll should learn from those who write's what everyday happen in their life rather den a particular topic to write about

today, i nv go sch.. skipped sch..actually only want skip Sport & wellnesss(P.E) lesson, end up, i skipped maths also.. opps.. exam is 3-4 weeks later.. so fast. like just start term only sia.. haha

anyway, yesterday no sch also.. cos go what java seminar by mr sun java himself.. dunno what Sean McNealy or what.. heck.. i just slept through the talk..but half way thru, my class mate say want run away? den i'm the first to walk out of the place.. den while waiting to run away also.. the talk by the main person is finished, everyone else came out also -.-'
waste my effort running away..

ok, i dunno why, but everytime I'll spent money when going out with new bunch of pple.. went pizza hut yesterday.. spent bout 12 bucks.. got proof that i everytime spent quite some chips.. last year, spent it on seoul garden with my class IT1e. this time round, pizza hut.. oh my goodness.. if keep on spending like this, i'll will be begging on the street somewhere along orchard road sooner or later.. haha.. 12bucks of pizza, not full also.. haiz.. big eater eh.. den slack at suntec at arcade, window shopping and blah blah blah.. after which, 8plus liao say want go bugis, so we went bugis walk again.. cannot make it.. this whole week seemed like a holiday..

monday and tuesday's afternoon lesson cancelled, so study till 11only.. den wed(which is yesterday) no sch.. today nv go sch.. tml lesson 3 hour only..i'm like having holiday liao..yet sch just started for only 3 weeks..

Slacking..

My thoughts of this song[第一個原因]

I've got to admit, I like this song much. It's not because sylvester sang well.
When I first heard this song on my ipod, i tot it's david tao's newest song. The voice sounded like Tao. It's not because Sylvester sang like David Tao that's why I like this song either.

Some how or rather, I find that the meaning of the lyric is deep..
Every song is a piece of story behind it,
I think the story of this song< 第一個原因> is a very beautiful romance story..
Imagine it.. I can't describe..Vocab not strong enff to describe..

听回憶呼吸 長達一世紀
腦海中都是你

冷颼颼城市里 像無聲的電影
讓孤單教我演戲

幻想我可以把時間倒回去
那時候我們才相遇

也許我沒搭上愛情的時光机
可是我永遠不會忘記

愛你第一個原因就是你的安靜
你就是那么特別那么唯一
雖然你像一朵云飛出了我的記憶
我愛你別忘記

我思念這段過去沒有人可以代替
記得我愛你每一個原因
別管我了不了解永遠這一個謎語
從今天到以后 我心中有你

永不忘記..

Posting for the sake of posting

Well well, the usual crappy me has got nothing else to write about.. AHhhhh!!!!
Really out of topic to write le.. mayb will stop blogging.. Any objection? haha.. think no objection right? nothing much to write le...Not my usual self lately...Somethings not right.. I got to admit.. I wonder what's wrong.. anyway, actually got lots of thing to write about, but it's all about my religion soka gakkai's stuff.. and i dun think anyone would be interested to read it!!

hmm, seemed like it's been a lot time since I create a "poem" or "song"?! mayb I'll think one someday down the road of life..

I'll call my next post: "Mayb I still love her.."

haha, jia lat, i writes nothing but only love stuffs.... Too sentimental, that's what a cancerian is..

till next coming post, cya all.. Smile Always is the word to Live...

I met Princesses of fairy tales(2/2)

Continued from last post---> I met Princesses of fairy tales(2/2)

hmm.. where was I?! oh , yah. "Changing Lives, Creating Victories"
From before YCF, my fren and me say want to create victories(go up to cinderella and mermaid to know them). But, end YCF, we still dare not go up and talk to them.. Lol.. shy ma..
Actually my fren say during YCF performance day want go talk to them.. but.. but.. just as lucky as it is, few days before YCF, I founded their's friendster, showed my fren, den he say better not go talk to princess, cos got bf, somemore is working people/ns men..

haha, actually before i found the friendster, i already know they got bf.. i got informant.
But, my purpose is just to know myCinderella. be friend mah.. Not think that can have r/s with her or wat. somemore, she's older den me, won't like xiao di di(small boy) one bah!haha.. can be friend with her is consider good liao..

Now that the YCF is over for a month liao, missed those time in training, crapping and singing, and not forgetting looking at myCinderella.. haha! Actually Samba was choosen for NDP performance at tampines one.. But end up dun want us, but HQ3's bollywood.

Anyway, here's a little portion for HQ3 performance:
HQ3's performance which is the week after our HQ2's
I went to help out in the logistic.. Distribute food and drinks to the participant..And also flush toilet.. but me and my fren do half way den go do other job liao.. if not very boring..
Bollywood, I only saw same pretty girls.. mayb it's the make-up, den i nv see many pretty girls around. haha..
The Final day, final YCF performance.. the group of us who when to help out, wanted to watch the show, but was not given the chance as the place is full, even with tickets also cannot go in liao..We were so enthu to watch, but disappointed that we can't watch..
But, the final finale, we CHIONG Ahhhh!!!!! run in with the bollywoods participant.. den wait there.. den wait for the fun part to come.. human Train.. haha.. just like we did it in HQ2 but now in HQ3. haha.. all around the stadium.. was damn exhausted.. running around.. Hi 5ing around with the other "human train"... Didn't even know anyone fromm HQ3, but, was like woah.. haha.. like we are all fren's like that.. the whole place went CRAZY!!!!!

haha..enuff of things during YCF..

Post YCF SD-Celebration.
HQ1, HQ2, HQ3 combined SD.

HQ1, Japanese Tap dance!!(which i was supposed to be in the first place)

HQ2, yeah! Samba Dance!!

HQ3, Bollywood!!

HQ1, me and my fren only noticed one pretty one..haha
HQ2, lots of pretty/cute one..
HQ3, can't seemed to notice anyone..hahaha.

Firstly,have bollywood to start the performance, follow by testimonial by our itesd's famous "xiao zhu" opps, did i say famous? think i say wrongly. and why name xiao zhu? dunno.. mayb he thinks he look like luo zhi xiang?but i think not even 0.1% look like.haha
after which is itesd present song or is it cheer? haha forgot.. Den continued with japenese tap dance..
Last but not least, SAMBA DANCE!!! yeah!! the whole tbsc hall went high...all the samba dancer when extremely high..haha.. we rock the place..End of SD post celebration..

what's next den?

HQ2 YCF Post Celebration
hq2 celebration.. the best part i should say is the GYM item participant, imitate all other item's cheer..especially the one that imitates our den HQ2 leader wei nan.. haha.. I laugh till stomach cramp.. it's impossible to describe how fun it is unless you joined the YCF and went for the post celebrations. haha..

and there's lots more activities even after ycf for me.. NDP performance at heartland(yishun), den itesd freshman orientation cum graduation(which is yesterday 21aug).

Abit more on itesd FOG and i'll end this post.
Yesterday, I was the emcee for the ITEsd FOG.. and also my partner, peiyong..
how should i conclude yesterday's FOG?! i think it's rather a post YCF itesd celebration den FOG. i think those freshies won't feel they are part of itesd.. anyway, had lots of fun.. performing also our energy dance.. Well done guys(benny,jialun, kenneth and zi jiang).. claps claps.. and we shall perform even better for "Friday Rendevous".. seemed like we having our own world tour.. the performing is nv finished.. haha..." Sensei's video", we are also invited to perform.. busy person i am now.. haha..

Energy dance, i'm the so-called in-charge of the dance.. but, I seldom make decision by my own first..I'll get opinion from my team, den i'll decide.. and sometimes, i let them decide..
I've learn how to compromise people even more after having to choreograph the dance..to be more buay hiao by(bhb/proud), most of the steps is i think one, or i should say look at the video den teach them...haha.. anyway, i'm not here to claim and praises.. thought most of the steps i contributed, but also must see whether my team compromise the steps or not.. and they also do perfect those steps that I've dance badly.. so, the overall praises should all goes to my team.. We are the best..

So till Friday Rendevous and Sensei's video.. we shall meet again pals..

Story of a fish and water.

This how I got to know the fish and water story..

andy！www.koonet.net says:
早啊

andy！www.koonet.net says:
留言挺有意思

我只好把我想說的話都放在心裡﹐應為我只想你開心]Forever love...Forever love...我只想用我這一輩子去愛你... says:
:D

dy！www.koonet.net says:
鱼和水的故事听过吗？

我只好把我想說的話都放在心裡﹐應為我只想你開心]Forever love...Forever love...我只想用我這一輩子去愛你... says:
no.

我只好把我想說的話都放在心裡﹐應為我只想你開心]Forever love...Forever love...我只想用我這一輩子去愛你... says:
没听过

andy！www.koonet.net says:
鱼对水说:
我一直在哭泣,可是你永远都不知道,因为我在水里。

水说:我知道,因为你一直在我心里。

andy！www.koonet.net says:
用这个 吧 ，绝对可以骗过你喜欢的人

我只好把我想說的話都放在心裡﹐應為我只想你開心]Forever love...Forever love...我只想用我這一輩子去愛你... says:
ｈａｈａ

我只好把我想說的話都放在心裡﹐應為我只想你開心]Forever love...Forever love...我只想用我這一輩子去愛你... says:
xie le

A story, or i should rather say it's a meaningful/touching sentence which has alot of meaning behind it.

I try translate it in proper english. i hoped.

Fish said to water:
" You will never realise I'm forever crying because I'm in the water all the while..

Water replied:
"I feel it, cos you are always in my heart."

What a beautiful sentences..
The person is one of my collegue during my attachment.. it's very thoughtful of him telling me though we seldom talk to to each other..
But he say use the sentence bah, confirm can win over the heart of the girl i like..
I was thinking, haha, it's useless for me to use anything also.. would nv succeed..

anyway, I just thought that the sentence is beautiful and touching.. so.. posted to share it..

smile always... everyone!! :D

Agony

Agony, a word that never leave me..
Often I tell people learn to let go of thing or a person that can't belong to you.
I, myself couldn't do it.
Letting go means alot.. it's twice more than what you have given all out for the thing or the person. Letting go, meaning you are ready and really taking a new steps forward. Without turning back..

After what so much had happened, you still leave deep feelings for him...
I know why, cos you love him deeply, just like the way I'm loving you deep down inside my heart..
Asking you to let go of the feeling for him is impossible, I know that.. Just like asking me to learn to give up for this unreturned love, it's impossible..
But, what I tell others, time would heal the wound.. I should now, officially apply that to myself.
Time, and only time would heal the many times of brokens pieces of my heart..
I have no other choice other than letting go..
I dunno why that's the only choice..
but I hope this is the last time that I would say I love you.. And wish that you will have true happiness..

Wo zhi neng xuan zhe fang qi. Xin fu cai hui chu xian...

Sheng Ri Kuai Le!

Can't imagine that I got to spent my "wonderful, happy, fun-filled" bday in office.. haha..
What an unforgettable 18th bday.. Well, first of all, wish myself a happy birthday!! Yeah! legally to buy alcoholic drinks liao!! haha..

Secondly, happy birthday to Jia Jia! which her bday falls on tml..(To jia: if you are reading this post, you shld feel honour that I wish you even in my blog. haha)

Well well, what a bday.. celebration? no.. nothing.. come office and go hm..
How I wish I can celebrate with her.. But, it's very impossible..
And I think someone would date her out.. hmmm..I can only cry inside den..
Dunno should I feel happy or sad that she found someone she like..
Aiya..not my problem.. Wo you bu shi ta de shui... what for I care?(Kou shi xin fen)
haha.. this is life...haiz..

Dreams are meant to be sweet, sweet dream sweet dream I'll keep it in mind.
The dreams are so sweet that I wish I'll nv be waken up..

Happy birthday to the following people also!!
Raquel...
Hui Zi..

And those that just had their birthday:
Raymond..
Stanley..
Hui Ching..
Eling...

Takecare and smile everyone!!!

I've met Princesses of fairy tales.(1/2)

Little Mermaid, Cinderella, Snow White and the seven dwarves, Beauty and the beast
many many more...

I guessed that many of you knew these fairy tales
Either through kindergarden, primary sch or even secondary sch
It is stories that is so well known throughout the world.
Well, perhaps it's stories that many girl wish they were the princess or the "lead actress" who always end up happily everafter with their prince charming..
I'm sure most of the guys wouldn't give a damn of the fairy tales..cause most of the tales, prince is not the one that the writer is focusing on..but it's the princess..

Yes, Princess.. In life, my opinion as a guy, pretty/cute girls are princess..Girls dun think I only look at pretty girls, it's human nature, looking at things that suits their eyes. And of course guys reading this post is sure nodding their head.Girls do look at handsome/cute guys also, don't you? haha. ok well let's get back on track..

Where was I... oh ya..Princesses.
Pretty girls I've seen alot on the street..
But recently I realise what's the word "pretty" really defines..
Here it goes..

End 2004, joined a buddhism, named Soka.. This religion is very much active in many activities(this sentence sounded weird). Anyway, just as coincidence as it may seemed, some of my fren actually also a soka member.. long lost primary sch fren, secondary sch fren..Woah.. too dramatic. ok.. let's get on to topic..
This year 2005, it is SSA's(Singapore Soka Association) YCF(Youth Cultural Festival). So, I was asked to join in the "fun". Well, I say ok.. Was firstly placed in Japanese Tap Dance item, then changed to GYM item(human pyramid, not go there go workout!!haha), and lastly changed to samba dance.. Well, lot's of changes before even I went for the first training huh?!! haha.

Ok, i admitted that the first thing came in my mind is to go and know some girls, and for the fact, i went for the first training with the heart of finding girlfriend [frens that know me well will know I dun really dare to go know a girl directly. So all my thoughts, are really just plain thoughts]
But, the very first training i went, there was no girls, i mean pretty one.. as I see, they group us into our institute, so ite has no pretty girls, and for the fact that, I was very disappointed and feeling of regrets came again.. "why didn't i study hard and get into poly!" ok, that was just an off point.

To the certain point, with no pretty girls in ite group, I got so disappointed.Ok nvm.. But I still went on for the trainings..I'm not like some B*ST*RD(I'm not referring anyone, so no offence)
Ok, to a certain extent, I'm really shy to shake myself infront of so many people that I dunno, cos I dun want to look like an idiot. But now, I'm really a idiot liao..haha.. I'm shaking and shouting and playing and talking non stops for the trainings.

Let's just off track awhile.
My sis is also in the samba dance. She's in NTU student division.(NTUSD for short). almost everytime after the training, she would told me i'm very irritating, cos her fren all keep telling her that her bro(ahem, that's me) dance very well.. lol.. cannot make it.. dance well also kanna say irritating..haha.. One time when the ITESD was asked to go up the do a cheer for everyone, a person sitting beside my sis turned around a told another person that she likes to see me cos very cute or something like that. then the person reply, hah? her brother(pointing to my sis) . Then the person ask "really ah!". My sis say she gave a grimace.. Disgusted smile. Like as if having me as her brother throw her face. haha..

Back track
Samba dance, there's a part where we need to have couple dance. Ok, firstly, my trainer ask if it is ok to put me into the special group, where I dun need to dance couple dance. I was not very willing, but I still say yes. Though I say ITESD no pretty girls, but there's still more or less one or 2 cute girl, and mayb I would be pair up with the cute one? But then, when I seperated from the normal group then to train with the special group, I was very delighted. Because there are pretty girls..haha. I can really say.. SP(Singapore Poly) girls are mostly beautiful.

Ok.. myCinderella, is in the special group. At first, I didn't really take specific notice on
myCinderella..Cos there is more than 5 pretty girl in the special group..And moreover, my cinderella alway nv come for the training for that time..
The sad thing is that, I was pulled back into the normal group just because there is not enough ymd(young men division). Arghh.. when I was so happy in the special group, they pull me back.. Arghh.. Though their theme for this year's YCF is "Changing Life, Creating Victory", but can they dun keep change me around. Change until I cannot create victory. haha.. Nevermind now..

To be continued...
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1 year of typing

Yup!, it's been a year of blogging for me.. Fast eh.. grow old liao..haha..
my blog has been changing it's template every now and den and finally settled down with a plain template..

So, a year of typing.. what in my own opinion is my best post?
let's have some voting for my best post? I'll take some out in my own view and let you all choose? Or you can tell me which post you like if I didn't list one the one you like..

So here's the few post I personally like:
1) Piano,My World-Days of our live(soap drama,episode 2)
2) Supper Days
3) FIRE!
4) What a day-night-day
5) What it got to be, it got to be..
6) JAY CONCERT
7) Time
8) I name it "Memories"
9) Somethings to remember for having date.

Ok, here's 9 of them. basically, it's all the long long post..haha.. few post for me to list also..
mayb 3years later vote one more time..haha..
Please leave comment on which post you like it best..
I know there's always one person that will leave comment, and I truely thank him..

So till next post, happy voting!!
Smile and be happy always pple..!! :D

Last Wishes..最後期望..

Imagine, tml is your last day on earth. what would be your very last wish?
I believe, many that are in love now would tell me they want to be beside their loved one.
And of cos I would want that to be my last wish too, but that can only be said if I'm in love.
So, what would be my last wish?
I've given a thought about it, there are many, but could only have one.
So here's what my last wish:

One and once, there's never a second
Never a second chance for me to love you deeply.
Deeply in love, but of never returned love.
I don't mind, cos I believe somehow you feel it.
And someday you would realise it.
But the day you realise, would be the day I'm no longer able to love.
All I live in is disappointment.
Write a song of you,
And All that I want you to have is only happiness.
And that is my last wish.

So, have you given your last wish a thought?

怎么说(Phrasing words)

Ok,I'm finally back to blogging..has anyone being waiting for me to blog?haha..Hope so.. Anyway..here's one post. More to come when I find timeslot for blogging.. till then..Takecare everyone and smile always.. :D

This post would be in mandarin. Sorry to those who don't understand or could read the words..


人的一生，活就这么短的日子。
生老病死。。。
去除你在学走路的一段，再拿掉你的黄金岁月。
在人生当中。。。
我看只是剩下我们在读中学的时段
到你做工成家立业的那少之又少的时刻。

当你开始了解你的目标的时候，你当然会很想要达成梦想
可是，人生得路途中，一定会有起有落，困难重重
让你在没个悴落的阶段想要放弃。。。

当你爱上一个人时，你会不顾一切的为他/她付出
可是，他/她爱的那个人不是你
伤心，绝望，逃避现实
是一种选择权 也是一种弱者的行为

爱上了你，是命运的安排，还是我错误的选择。。
我情不自禁的爱上你，掉进爱情世界里
就像周杰伦的歌：“我掉进爱情悬崖，跌太深爬不出来

最后的疼爱是手放开，我想学著放弃你，但我始终办不到。。。

未完成。。。 待续。。。
Unfinished...To Be Continued...

On coming post

Yoz.. I'm writing short for this post. Remember few days or last week, someone ask me update post..Waiting to read..So here's a small updates..

What's so fun bout reading my post?Nothing do, den my post can be as a sort of entertainment? haha.. I ain't good at writing, so it's probably all nonsensical post.. I think it's sort of entertainment bah..

okay, let's not turn around the bushes, have been thinking what topic to be post. So, here are few topics that i will post after my exams..

1. What do Guys look for when finding a partner(Girlfriend)?
2. What do Ladies look for when finding a partner(Boyfriend)?
3. Human communication
4. Easier said than done
5. Missing

these are few topics, that i might write.. mayb all.. mayb not.. depends on my inspiration.
Haha.

Signing off here..
Takecare.

Somethings to remember for having date.

There are some things guys should do when go out date with girls
And of cos, some shouldn't.

When go on date:

Guy should be decisive.
Eg.
Girl:"Where should we go?"

Be quick and decide. Nevermind if you don't know where to go. Just decide on one place.
And something very important to remember, never bring a girl to Arcade or gaming place. It's a no no..Points will be cut off. Leave the choice of going arcade to the last resort. I mean very very last. But sometimes, some games would pull your relationship closer. not violent game please. games that you could play together. Like hitting crocodile, driving game..
But remember, this is the very last choice you should be considering..

Well, I failed this point. I'm indecisive of where to go, most of the time.. so , do a careful planning when every you go on date..

Gentlemen act

Well guys, being gentlement isn't that difficult isn't it? Hope you are nodding your heavy head now. some gentlemen act would be, pulling chairs for the girl/ladies to sit. Of cos remember to help a little by pushing the chair back abit.

I know, of cos, in Singapore, guys don't usually do that and we usually had meals either at foodcourts or non air-conditioner "Kopitiam", so guys would feel weird/eyes looking at you.. Guys, so what's about the little "embrassing". It's a pleasure to do that for a girl/lady. And this would be a additional point for you. Girl would remember that.. Girl would remember little things guys do for her. She would feel happy or you are such a sweet guys..

Another act, send the girl home.. No matter if you are or are not her boyfriend, no matter how early, how late.. send her home, if situation doesn't allow you to send her up to her door steps, den at least to the lift. if you two went out till very late, den took a cab, guys, remember to see her to the lift, dun becos of having to pay cab fee twice den you let her walk to the lift alone.. It's a stupid thing you would ever do.. As I had said, girls remember little action you did for her, though she won't say it..But, her heart knows it. If she say doesn't mind, her heart mind. If a girl say no need you to send her home, don't care it guys.. must insist in sending, if not, just follow the girl and keep quiet if she's pissed off by you earlier on..

To be continued...

A song that seemed like my story

The time now is 3:05am 07/04/05
And this is a song that seemed like my story.

痴心绝对

想用一杯Latte把你灌醉 好让你能多爱我一点
暗恋的滋味 你不懂这种感觉 早有人陪的你永远不会
看见你和他在我面前 证明我的爱只是愚昧
你不懂我的 那些憔悴 是你永远不曾过的体会
为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解 我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退 我的防备 静静关上门来默数我的泪
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会 我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天 你会发现 真正爱你的人独自守著伤悲
看见你和他在我面前 证明我的爱只是愚昧
你不懂我的 那些憔悴 是你永远不曾过的体会
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会 我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天 你会发现 真正爱你的人独自守著伤悲
曾经我以为我自己会后悔 不想爱的太多痴心绝对
为你落第一滴泪 为你做任何改变 也唤不回你对我的坚决
为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解 我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退 我的防备 静静关上门来默数我的泪
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会 我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天 你会发现 真正爱你的人独自守著伤悲
直到那一天 你会发现 真正爱你的人独自守著伤悲

Why

How am I supposed to let go if I love her more each day?

Words of my heart.

一篇写给你但寄不出的信
一张又一张我对你的思恋 慢慢随风而去
手机响着我和你的回忆
来来回回的讯息 是一段一段的甜蜜
雨水打在我脸颊 好像在叫醒我
把我从梦中唤醒
我应该明白 明白一切安排 命运的安排
我知道， 终于明了。
我离去时，你不会为我而难过
我只是一个天使， 在你身旁守护着你
但，我想我以无法在这样下去
你也许永远不明白， 我也不明白
但，我想我应该说再见了。
爱你已慢慢变成会忆

爱一个人，不能变成一种习惯
不要 把一个人爱你当着是理所当然
请珍惜你每天的爱与爱你的人

俊玮笔迹

I name it "Memories"

Memories
Do any one still remember what happened when you are at the age of 1 or 2? I bet few would say yes!
I'm one of those who are shaking their head and said don't remember anything.
True enough, don't talk about age of 1 or 2. i dun even remember anything when i was at the age of 7(primary 1) except for this :

I was studying at Bedok View Primary School before I was transferred to Yumin Primary.
If anyone have notice how Bedok View Primary School(BVPS) look like before it was renovated, it looks a little eerie right?Don't tell me no, because you are now already all grown up.Imagine when you are just an 7years old kid.
I believe that most of the kids would not want their parents to leave them in school(a new environment) , and when they can't see them, they would cry, right? Cos I'm one of those timid one. Maybe I'm afraid of new environment and I can tell you I'm still afraid of new environment even now. A new environment, would scare the kids off, when their parents are not around.

I remembered, not very vividly- I cry for quite a long period of time, crying to go home, and asking my mom to come fetch me home. There's one time, during break time, I called back home to ask my mom to fetch me phone, and of cos, I was using public telephone(not hp), I cried till devastated[loud and sound], asking my mom to come, but she keep refusing, as me to stay, and she would come to the school soon, I cried and cried, thru out the whole break, even after the break, i was still talking/crying to my mom. I even had the whole level looking at me, crying devastatingly...The teacher had me pulled away from the phone, me struggling to get out of the "Tom and Jerry catch" and getting back to the phone. I was crying till i almost had an asthma attack. Then I was brought back to class, still crying, but more calmed as the teacher told me that my mom would be in school to bring me back soon. And HELL the person who told me that, i waited and waited , looking out the window to see if my mother were there, till the school ends..WTF.. Didn't those adult ask the kids not to lie? I wondered why human always contradicting themselves

It's even worst when there's a hearsay that there is ghost.
I, of cos scare of ghost when I'm young. There must have light even going to the toilet at home, with someone accompanied. In school, who else you have then your friend or would you say your playmate to accomapany you. Remembered there is this round sharpener with mirror on one side that sells in the book shop, I would always, with my playmate buy one or 2 of them, go to the toilet after school, where the sky starts to turn dark, use the mirror and see if there's ghost. Funny though, last time believe that mirror could see ghost. then after we see if there's ghost, we ran off, that's of cos.(Some actually didn't even see and ran off)
Ahem.. I stay put and see thru out..

My english starts to sounds weirder and weirder now. I don't what am I typing now.

This is something I remember vividly, in my final exam of p1, english paper, I was like- woah kao, siao liao, what is english, it seemed foreign to me after 1 year of primary school education.. Then I "TI GAM" all the way.. "Yi Ni Ma Ni Yi Ni Mo, catch the spider on the wall":"There, answer!"
Guess how much I scored? 49 out of 50. O.O I "TI GAM" throughout the whole paper and I scored 49/50, top english in class. hahaha.. And I was rewarded with a file, or I thought I have.

The only question I had it wrong, it was from a fill in the blank cloze passage and there were choices-
The sentence of: My mom _____ a cake for my birthday. (Or something like that)
An educated person would know, the answer of out the choice or even will no choice would be baked right? guess what is the answer that I "TI GAM"? I'm sure you would be rolling on the floor laughing.
Here's the answer:
My mom balloon a cake for my birthday.

I bet you are laughing right now, mayb loud, mayb not. I, myself also want to laugh for this instance that I'm typing this..
You can't blame me, 7yrs old kid, still lots to learn, and mayb it was PAP who didn't build up my english basic fundamental well. haha. Just kidding, there's no offend to anyone..It was my fault, my life. hahaha..

Part of my memories is written down.There's more memories if i remember more.

A blogging day

Feburary--A very sad month.

Firstly, we've got CNY on the 9th Of Feb
Secondly,we've got Valentine's day which is on 14thfeb.
Thirdly, we've got olvl results

CHINESE NEW YEAR-CNY
This year CNY, it's been the most unwanted type of CNY by most of the unmarried pple.
Especially for me. Why? The money from the total amount of ang bao I've received, less then 160. OMG, this amount didn't even cover the amount that I bought for 1shirt, 2 T-shirt, 1 3/4pants,2 long pants and a pair of shoes. This year CNY i "dao tie" money. Nvm..Go work got money liao..

Valentine's Day-V day
V day, should be a happy day for many, but not for those single. True enuff, and this year v day, I'm more depressed then any other v day i've been through. I found out that she's back with him again(found out on v day itself). Tears fill my eyes, no doubt. Heart feeling pain, but not as much as the first time. Maybe I've already predicted that soon they will back together again, so it's just like another normal news. But it's really the world turning in my head I know when she still accept a man who loves her once, and hurt her twice.
Sometimes I really wondered, why am I always the one ending up in misery? Why some guys gets the girl he wants easily, yet they don't treasure them?Who am I in her heart?Though it's a question that easily be answered, I'm placed as friend in heart heart. Friend, this english word, I've heard it more than once.It's always the word "friend" would came out when I confess that I like that someone. Am I living in this world only to be friend with everyone? What a destiny.

Enough of my complain. On V day afternoon, I'd met up with Jiangshu.The funny thing is, she bought a stalk of rose, and for me.It was sweet of her to do this little thing, but it somehow weird for a guy to receive rose?haha.Went shopping in TM and we saw kwa junwei. In the first place he tot me and jiang when on date!? haha. He asked:"jiangshu no bf meh?" I say have, but working. I just accompany her walk walk only. haha. saw zhen dong also..
After walking few round in TM and jiangshu had bought the a bag for herself, we went to Cai 'E house, put a stalk of rose outside her house and left. Then I sent her home before I went orchard to me my ITE friends.

Planned to go buy a bouquet of rose and put it outside her house. Took bus 28 and I saw kwa junwei again. So coincidence eh? Then he told me he also want to buy a rose for the girl he likes, so we went a rose shopping in century. Actually I want to buy a bouquet of 6 roses. but it cost 55bucks. So I end up buying only one stalk of rose, which isn't cheap also. The rose is pale yellow, wanted to get a pink rose, but, the roses available almost withered. Kwa is very lucky to get the pink rose which still looks fresh. Blame it on me to be so indecisive.
He accompanied me to her house(since the place he going is near the place i going) and then I left the rose outside. Didn't write anything on, not even to whom, just hoping she would receive.

After leaving the flower outside her house, went to orchard and meet up with my frens. Alot of of couple indeed(-.-' it not it's not V day). My fren purpose is to get number from girl on that day, but it seemed like not our day. it's either no girl, or the girl got a bf already. haha. Fate.

AFTERMATH
She received my stalked of rose. And I'm glad. But she didn't know it was from me, I didn't tell her so. I ask her indirectly. did she receive roses? she say ya, but dunno from who. I say, receive a bouquet? She replied no 1. I say mayb is he gave one. But she say no, and she know not from him. She had ask it is me?!But I'm still denying. then she say cannot be her poly fren. Haha. Guess she won't know who gave it. And I told her to see next year the person got give or not loh. Maybe I'll let her know on her bday, or maybe next year v day den let her know. Though the rose can't change the situation now. I could only hope she would be happy no matter what.

Olvl Result
I feel that my life is in a mess. And olvl result coming soon. Think I'm staying in ite. got a feeling the result is worst den last year the result I'd got. Somemore guitar string break one. Bad omen.

断了的弦，结回去了，是否音调还会一样？

May I?[Post 1/2]

May it be my fate. May it be my life. May I love you?

All that I could do is wait.
But the waiting would not last, and I know that.
Chances aren't finding me and fate drift me apart from you.
For I know that you would be loved
Loved by someone who once loved you and hurt you twice.

I wouldn't know if he's true, All I know is I'm forever true.
希望他是真的比我还要爱你 我才会逼自己离开

It's hard to let go 但
我会学著放弃你 是因为我太爱你

The cruelty of the reality
为什么还要我用微笑来带过

I dream of you, but there's a him beside you
I cry sliently I cry inside of me I cry hopelessly

I don't know why I rather the truth be kept unknown
It's mayb the fate
Fate that you two will be together again
A signal to me
For me to give up.

除了祝福我不想再多说一句

你怎么舍得我难过
对你的思念 是一天又一天
孤单的我还是没有改变
美丽的梦 何时才能出现
亲爱的你 好想再见你一面
秋天的风 一阵阵的吹过
想起了去年的这个时候
你的心到底在想些什么
为什么留下这个结局让我承受
最爱你的人是我 你怎么舍得我难过
在我最需要你的时候 没有说一句话就走
最爱你的人是我 你怎么舍得我难过
对你付出了这么多 你却没有感动过

Time

It's time for me to blog again.It's been bout a month since I last written some..
Let's see.

1.Working at a warehouse.(Whole holiday)
2.Finish doing the preview of my flash.
3.Bought new clothing.(Exclude shoes)
4.Went X'mas celebration(Fun)
5.New Year Celebration(Boring/Alone)
6.ITE 2nd sems starts
7.Went to TP for interview(Think can't get in.. :( Fated to be in ite)

Ok.that's briefly what things happened.
Let's get into more detail

1. Working
It's really an experience to work, no matter is it your first time working or not.
Every job has it's own challenge.
Logistic, or in Layman's term, warehouse management, it's sure not an easy job to do.
Don't get me wrong here, I'm not managing the warehouse, but from the experience that I had, It isn't an easy job. careful planning is needed
I can see, my workplace, I name it WT in short, doesn't plan it well.. their SQL system also got problem.Btw, SQL is database. There's still stock in the warehouse, yet the SQL read it as cannot find..Server also always down. Replenishment list always come in 10 over plus pages. Wonder the shop really does sale that much or not?haha..

Anyway, got some benefits too, like discount coupon given to staff. Well, actually it's benefit staff, yet they gave it at the time during end year sales. So whether or not to use the coupon or not, it doesn't really matter.

I got the chance of doing delivery for one day too.
Well, it's better to do delivery, cos most of the time you are sitting in the vehicle waiting.Then till destination, you unload the goods and send it to the shops. The only important thing is, you must be fit. To carry the good. I did sent yoshinoya's goods, and there is also benefit, you could ask for drink or food(It's free of charge) :)
But don't think I'll be returning there to work till my next Holiday. It's somehow tiring.
I did OT once till 10pm before. 5hrs of OT. That kills man..

2. Flash
As you can see, under My Flash I have include one more "14feb preview"
Though is is just a small intro, i used alot of time and effort..
And i doubt i can present the story on time..
Till den, Wait for my update.

3. New Clothing
Yup, I have bought some clothing. 1, 2, 3, 4. Yup I bought 4cloth. red jacket, Brown with dotted white stripe long sleeve, green t-shirt and last but not least a PINK shirt. haha
I can't believe that I bought a pink shirt. What on earth is my mind think at that time.
Mayb kanna psycho by the boss. but the shirt look nice. Mayb not on me.. Anyway, I still try. Got to give it. a try on everything right? life's short. Have to go tanning, get darker and wear pink, mayb look nicer or at least not that weird. :)

I only bought two jeans. or should I say cargo jeans? it's not normal type of jeans. It's abit like pants. I also dunno why my taste/style so different now.. haha.. Seemed like my fashion sense has gone.Dunno how to differentiate from nice and not.

One thing I haven't got-Shoe.It's seemed like no nice shoes available on the market now. All the design are almost the same. Well, I saw one, but it costs 99 Sing dollar. Not that I can't afford, it's like, what the hell, I dun even know the brand and it costs that much.. So I gave up on that choice. Mayb going to get an nike shoe/adidas/converse. Not sure. Hope I'll get it sooner.

4. X'mas Celebration(2004)
Before going for the celebration, I was working, somemore OT. So I'm scare cannot make it on time to meet my bunch of crappy Peng You(Fren). haha.. Well, but Dan and Me make it on time. Although we did not make it on time for dinner at a place which Kim said the food is nice or is it cheap?It's in Shaw tower, if I nv remember the name of the place wrongly.Forgot. We reached the place 8plus to 9. It's close. So we no choice, we walk to Bugis Junction and had our usual, FOODCOURT meal. haha. by the time we eat finish. It's 10 plus and I think we walk to orchard from there..

Meeting Jo/Joe(dunno the spelling) and his gf ar ISTANA, btw, Joe is Song Jun.
After which, Stan intro him self to his gf. while Boon, Dan and me keep to ourself. Think we are more introvert when meeting stranger.And of cos, not fogetting our casanova-Kim. Think he did intro him self, or he had seen Joe's gf before we do.

So we walk from Dhoby Ghaut to Somerset to Orchard. On the way, there were already people spreading the foams.. Human get crazy before the Real things starts.. haha..
Luckily we were not being "attack" before the counting down..But near to counting down, we were being spray. So as time goes on and on, and we being spray, end up we cannot take it also go buy the foam spray and starts spraying on everyone...Till countdown,It gets more crazy and crazier. Joe sent his gf home right after the countdown. Hmm.. Spoilt mood.haha

Walking down the road of orchard
You could see all the Black(India I mean) got attack by other racial group. and of cos, it's only chinese. As you can predict. I joined in the "Gang Bang" spraying. haha..It's so much fun. One group spraying another..
One thing to add on, mei3 mei4 only spray at Dan. So this conclude that Dan is the yandao in our group. Bo bian..pple handsome. :)

The spraying nv stop till 2plus den it gradually stop or not that many pple spraying.
Psss..We spent bout 30buck on those spread. CRAZY man!!.

So we were all feeling sticky with all the foams and party spray thing. got ourself clean up onnce yet got spray one more time.
After that, we walk back to Plaza Singapura, clean up again. Settling down outside PS.Feeling all tired out and Hungry. Good thing that there's an Creation of 24hr shop 7eleven and invention of instant. So few of us ate instant/titbit.(Joe is back with us,cos it's already 3plus)
Then we ton till around 430 and took a night rider back. It's damn expensive. 3buck per ride. well it pays to ton. haha.

Reach home bout 530, got about an hour of slp and went working.
Sat(X'mas), half day work, yet there are many things to finish, so work till 4. After work, reach home, planned to get some slp, yet. after bathe, it refreshes me somehow.
And got myself endup meeting Yvonne for a midnight show "meet the focker"(pronounce the focker as the rude word).
Then after show, when sunplaza park chat for bout half an hour and went back.
by that time, I been into a record of 45hr, of? Nv slp.. woah..record..haha
that ends how my x'mas spent last year. It's better than staying at home for year 2003.

5. New Year Celebration
hmm.. New year celebration isn't that fun as X'mas'. Went to wedding dinner on the eve after my work, den when downtown to find kim. Yet when I reached there, I tried calling him and sms, he didn't reply or answer the phone. So I find myself a place outside the celebration party/concert is held, and stood there like Invisible/idiot. Tried call kim before the countdown and it goes..toot toot toot..and all i heard is the operator voice. yup, toot as i'm feeling. Then I'm leaning on a pillar, watching the many pple walk past me, the couple that walk past, infront, left and right of me. It was like, Oh My God, you don't give me a gf already nvm, leave me alone in the celebration and watch the many couple that is around me. the only face I could show that time is sulked. And there goes the countdown. I was like, Oh big deal. and stood there quietly. then 2005 reached, an couple beside me, hugged. "Ha" "Ha", lucky they are not kissing.. If not, I'll name the celebration the worst chapters in my life..

Ok bout 1230+, Kim called back, den we when back to his "company" 's chalet.. he keep intro me to his colleague, but think I remembered only two name. Leslie and Junwei. Yup, you see it right. another person name Junwei.
hmm.. In these pass month, I've known bout 3 person name Junwei, But in chinese, english spelling, I think some is different. Junwei quite a common name now huh? last time nv meet more then 1. haha. i know bout 5 Junwei now. O.O amazing huh?
Ok, before I side-tracked, after the chalet which I stay about 2-3hr, Me and Kim walk to 201. half way thru walking, we rest for awhile, kim leg pain/tired. forgot. after the rest, we walk awhile, I say going to rain, den another few steps, it started to rain. Unlucky mouth. den we flap for a cab. kim ask me when will the rain stop, I say soon, rain awhile only. Then when we got out of the cab, it stops. God is playing joke on us man. Wasted 5plus on cab.

I was hoping to see her at 201..cos i know she's there. But think i'm late. She's gone home or mayb to frens home.
Then after supper/breakfast. Went home and sleep. Lucky no work. IF not, it would be another record.. :)

6. School Starts
Yup, school starts yesterday,
the first things the say is, ITE East(Tampines) change name to ITE College Central(Tampines)
Woah. the word College is impressive lah.. But adding ITE, what makes it different dude? No doubt they want change to image of ITE thru change it's name tat sound nicer. But, the image is already fixed.
I heard a girl say, she rather repeat den going ITE while I was having supper/catchup session with Boon and gang.
So it make no much different in changing name.
First day, I'd already took half day leave. For me to go interview at TP Design School.

7. TP Interview
Well, it's a hopeful start for me but I think it's a hopeless end for me.
I was as usual, nervous and not confident enough. Didn't present my portfolio well. and was like anyhow say.. did alot of photoshop work, and showed them my flash. Website that i have help doing. But they ask me to improve on my sketching. I did only a few sketching and i did in anyhow. Holly S***. I shld have concentrate on sketching den photoshop..
The interviewer ask me to wait outside, den when he come out, he told me cannot give me a place today(10 jan 05). den ask me wait for letter. if no letter, ask me wait for olvl result den apply again. What a hidden meaning of "No letter will be send to you". And the lecturer know that I'm a ITE student, den if nv remember wrongly, he ask me to finish my two year ITE, den go ns, den poly. Woah piang. I already behind my fren for 1 year. if study 2 year. Then I would be far behind them.They would be working by den..For girl frens, by that time I finish ITE and ns, they would be in University year 2 already bah..
Haiz.. This blame count on myself, who ask me nv study hard for olvl...
Heaven, don't play anymore joke on me already.. Fate don't toy me around...

Hmmm.. what a Ending for a year 2004 and a start for 2005..
I'll end here now. If you are still reading, thanx. If you read half way den read bottom, try reading other parts while you are free/bored..
Takecare.. Peace out~