Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Fireworks2007

Fireworks2007 taken by shu mei. I didnt go on fri.
So nice n Magical feeling.. not very clear though.

Monday, August 27, 2007

it's kind of

hard to move on.

i think i emo-ing soon..

emo mode..

sian half mode..

haiz...

Sunday, August 26, 2007

suntec dance

fulfilling day.

Scream like mad.

play like mad.
"DASHING DIVA"
"GUESS"
"GAP"
"YESS"
haha..

it's so fun hang around with fellow dancer. lol..

teams from NRA(NP) is gd. Definately.. Standard way above TPDE.
Junior got to work harder..
But EPIC Crew(TP) Definately strong too.
Cool Popping and Locking..
Great ideas.

I think we pissed off some NRA people. lol. keep shouting crap. lol..

Saw Koksheng, apparently from NRA.
May, Elleen and kokchuan was there too. for awhile. lol

Surprising call from jessica. Woah. it's like 4 years nv see her liao. den she suddenly called.
Saw me at cityhall. lol. ok. well well, she still remembers me. haha..

but exams still on going.
1sept must show our item, 23rd performing.

So can't wait for holiday to start..
Dun intend to work.
Wanted to quit WSS training.

TOTALLY COOL, i've found Secret's piano scores + those melodies in the movie. damn nice.. i could play it now. haha.. still learning.. take sometimes...

Train hard, practice hard.. I hope I can dance gd someday. lol

ok. Random can!! the CAN CAN VIRUS.. haha..
takecare. smile!!

Thursday, August 23, 2007

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Random post. I still feel.

Gd morning...ok. the time now is 5.21am Wednesday. tat's early.. haha.
well, not that i wake up early. just tat i have not sleep yet.
oh well.. my day become night n my night become day. haha.. exams in like 60hrs more.
die.. not even one chapter i've done studying.

ok. went mac just now with yvonne to study awhile. yah. study.. but i didnt really focus. As always, cannot study with frens. lol.. think i'm best at studying alone. well.. read thru chap 6. and slack there. till bout 1am. den poof to hm..

ok. i think i super random today. and yup. so here's a random post..

i'm actually quite happy. you replied me. at last. well, sending you gd nite msg you wont reply,send you my emo msg you oso wont reply, send you sensei guidances den you will reply. asking why i suddenly sms you that. well, basically didnt only sent it to you. haha.. and i didnt expect you to reply. so yup.. exchanged few msg, and you stopped replying. -.-' why always like
that. Anyway, it's ok. You seemed fine. Life is so fun for you cos of ndp. haha.. bet you know some new guys. u say no one woo you, all too young or too old. lol.. anyway, i wanted to ask, so can i woo you again? yah. WANTED. but i didnt. cos i know once i said that, you wont reply. and if you reply the answer would be no, I guess. hmm.. well, of cos if I know you got
new guy i will be sad. and of cos, it's stupid of me. Just like the song I've wrote, 是我傻(Stupid me). well direct translate. haha. ok. digress. the lyric, is just wat I feel. Definately the song is for you. I've always, and still regard you as my gf. everytime when i say something that links with you, I say my gf blah blah blah. haha. ok. i'm sorry. I know you are not mine
now.. but den I just couldnt say ex gf. cos my heart still beats for you, at least till now it is still. I'm not sure whether you are reading this or not. mayb yes, mayb no.. I'm so contradicting.. want hope you will read. yet oso wont read it. dunno how you would react. or no reaction. Hope you read so you can reply wat i want to ask. but scare tat it's not the answer I want to hear. lol.. humans..

people told me to let go. yah. let go is easier to say than done. Last time I told my fren, let go bah, time would heal. Now is my turn. haha.. cause and effect..
well, I'm trying to let go. I'm really trying.
Dance and dance n dance.. nothing but dance.. but den, sometimes, some small stuff make me think of you. Small little action. or words.

Fireworks makes me think of the time we had last year.
my birthday reminds me of those sweet little present you made and gave me..
Songs I've always sing for you during all the night we were on the phone.
Bus 59 reminds me of the trips to your house.
the sport tat let us know each other-Roller blade..
Zoo day was a fun day with you.
Movies definately worth much more watching with you.
Staying up late at nite to help you with your work is a joy. Though I complaint. but dun mean it.
Those time tat I could hold your hand, seeing you falling aslp on my lap. I told myself.. I'm the most happiest and fortunate man, okok. I know I look young, so most happiest and fortunate boy in the world. Nothing else could be happier.

You said you felt insecured. Say it's time for me to look at only you. yah. of cos I dun deny I look at girls. But den, my heart doesnt beat for them. It only beats for you. But I didnt say it.
You came my house and cried suddenly, I knew something was wrong. And I guessed it right. I was afraid that I might lose you. tat time but then, thank you for still loving me after you think about it...
All I need is a little more time and I could acc you after I finish my proj. tat day I was quite happy cos of my new nice haircut(haha )and wanted to meet you, but you say your nephew going your house.So end up,we didnt meet. I was happy when I called you then, but our story ended that very day. I shouldnt have made the choice. I am fool.. I sounded I'm ok. I tot I'll be ok. But still... tears flows like FREEFLOW of drink for pizzahut buffet. lol..

bout 1month after we broke, you msged suddenly around 2am. said you were afraid, can't slp cos of new environment. didnt know who to sms den only could sms me. I'm so happy.. Yayness!! In my heart I thinking if i still have the chance. But den I dare not think too much. haha.. after which, no news from you.

have been sending bout 3 emo sms to you for the past months. Sorry if I irritate you.. but den, I just miss you.. I'm not going to send you anymore tat kind of msg. I guess I should move on.
I hope I can. But I still hope I got one more chance..

Dunno why but I can't fall into another r/s. It's seemed like u will appear in my mind when I tried to move on.. I still missing you.. it's badly. tat bad..

ok.. people.. i'm not being emo-ing here. so i'm fine yah. hahaha.. just feelings...

haha. woah. machiam just broke off. den write those stuff. haha. ok. i'm tired. ending off.. time now is 6.43am, wed. tata..
takecare and smile..

Saturday, August 18, 2007

weekend..

oooo... finally project ends..
yesterday is jialat.. ICA interview. den whatever the lecturer ask, den i anyhow answer. i think he know not i do one.. jia lat. somemore i heard from shu mei that got people kena caught for copying.. SHIT.. pray hard.. but i understand the code. just that not very well... pray hard i dun get caught..

I'm practically like dancing everday. n i didnt even study.. shit.. i must shift my focus back.. i dun wanna fail..

today morning went to support danny. yet the performance is cancelled due too wet weather. -.-' so early loh. 11am. den i woke up like at 930.. sweat. ok nvm.. den went to esplanade space to slack n dance. So gen n joey starting choreographing.. like for the contemp dance part. and they did the choreo in like half an hr. haha.. like when me n junji went buy food den they done their choreo. lol.. pro..

after that, gen n joey went home while me n junji stayed on abit longer. wanted to dance but den too full. i like hungry ghost. eat 2meals. lol. EAT REVENGE(吃报仇). hahaha... did abit of steps, but i forgot most of it.. haha... so after slacking till like 2.30pm, 2 of us went back. i went hm while JJ went service.

reach home bout 3.30. slept for half an hr. den kena woke up by gen's call.. den continue slp awhie n prepare to go watch suntec dance competition. We was late. so when we reached there, was like packed. and the venue of the competition changed into indoor. so it's packed like nobody business.. den my back abit pain. stand too long..

I think i today abit pissed off..haha.. like people walk oso dunno how to walk. i was sitting there n not blocking. den they oso can kick on me..or their bag or stuff hit me..woah. not once but like 5times above.. den went at suntec watching the competition, got one uncle like breathe so hard lah. n he was standing behind me. OH THANKS ah.. his "AIR" keep blow on me.. -.-'' BREATHE OUT SO HARD FOR WAT. woah lao.. not i want gei gao lah. but den, very irritating n no courtesy leh... ok. nvm.. i bet he doesnt noe.. oh well...

So after watching, went to ta bao dinner n den wait for fireworks. it isnt that nice as wat shu mei had send me for yesterday de.. sian.. should have go yesterday.. but i went studio to dance..actually nv dance much. I very slpy. Thursday do java till friday morning 6plus am. den 10plus go sch.. den interview.. den go studio. woah. tired like mad..

Not enuff slp. ok.. i think i need a 24hr slp tml. ahaha..
takecare people.. smile..

Thursday, August 16, 2007

是我傻

Finalise version with melody..

Singer: 佘诗恩


你的小手 我曾牵过
你的笑容 让我心跳
你的一切 使我爱上
但你却离开了我

现在的我 一个人走
少了个你 有点寂寞
我只希望 你会幸福
最后一句我爱你

爱要怎么 走到未来
两人分手 后才明白
最美丽的笑容
失去后 就无法再拥有

是我太傻让你离开
只是我自己受到伤害
看你脸上的笑容
我也就会学着离开

Sunday, August 12, 2007

random

I love dancing.. Dance is Fun.

Gonna have 2 events to perform soon. SSA's student division youth concert n Children Home.
Coming Sept.. yes! can't wait. But den.. urgh.. choreography for the youth concert. 7Beats is collaborating with RHR. ooo.. hope we can make it on time.. haha..

Fun...Yeah.. Jialat. Too slack.. Study first.. I dun want sub paper..

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

Project due

All project due this week n next week!! arh!!!

mobcomp
dmsd
socio presentation
java


wat's more to come..
tired. I'm really tired. Strength-less..
i need some comfort.
some sleep..
some time..
some fun..

Monday, August 06, 2007

movie

watched Secret with Ms wong at the cathay. The show is very very nice.. thumbs up for Jay chou. Great story.. Watch twice oso worth. haha.. But i'm not describing the movie. Cos
這是不能說的秘密. Watch it people! nice. I mean, if you like romance show. haha.. But it's more than just romance. Secret. haha.

After movie, went dinner at fishmarket. Serving is HUGE. i can't finish my food n drink. so is Ms Wong. So went walk around. den from ps walk to cityhall den around the area walked awhile. N back home around 9plus..n my back hurts like mad. Mayb stand too long or wat.Sian.. Tat's bout my sunday..

Saturday morning went for dance trg.. den slack in studio. Den gin was teaching the senior. so some junior stay on oso. Den she oso teach us. haha. so gd.. learn for free. haha. after that went for my socio test and it's a killing paper. confirm die. haiz. haha.. Went home to change den meet gen to go cityhall together. Wait for the rest of the dancer n head down to DXO for the dance competition.

The first part was boring, cos still got like speech day. N we sang national anthem there. -.-' ok. the dance competition is organised by pasir ris council or something. woah. damn waste time. But competition is gd. there are few team i dun think it's good. So after everything. wanted to stay in DXO. but some of them not 18. so they not allowed to stay. try finding the wrist band for them. but end up, we still go off at 9pm. so went to buy food n slack in esplanade. outside the library. Head home at 11plus.

Tat's my weekend. interesting weekend. :) smile!! takecare everyone