Poly

hmm.. yes.. i got into poly. yet i'm aint very much happy about it..

firstly, the course is not what I wanted. I didn't even choose the course when I apply for poly.

2ndly, today starts sch, 9am lesson, lecturer 9.30 den come. Den say she dun know got our class.. cos office nv send namelist to them den tot is empty class. WTH.

3rdly, my class only got 4 chinese(including me), the rest is malays. and wat's more. no chinese girl. den the chinese guy oso weird weird one. Omg.. how am i going to survive. I want change class. luckily lecture hall got girls. but.. sad thing is, i dun think i will get to know them..

4th, missed the orientation. sian.. i think the most fun part should be the orientation, yet missed it.. wat a life i have.

I just simply dun like info comm.. I want design. I'm a multimedia student. why can't i go to something that is related to wat i study. although iFc i oso study abit before.. But.. i just dun like networking.. haiz.. so sadded. think i need to study real hard.. Still trying to adapt to poly's life. it's been too fast.. I just started sch today, yet found out for eng.maths already finish one chap.. lucky i studied eng.math b4..

everything is just too fast.. haven even do enrolment form and blah blah blah. still need check up, do ez-link, metriculation card. and wat else. frustrated. I'm still in slacking mood.. i need to come back to study mood.. trying hard.

i'll stop here.. nothing else to say.. updated soon. smile everyone.. :D

my final result, what a letdown

wat a letdown when i saw my final sems result. got a C for my (flash and video) module. and B for my (3D and photoshop) module. Damn it... I can't believe i got a C for that module. my flash i didn't do a lousy job although it's simple in design, moreover video project I done a lot. I should get A or not at least B. something wrong. Den i didn't expect my 3d to get B. yet i get B. expected C. Think should be my photoshop pull me up. But STILL, overall gpa dropped by 0.2. 3.1 to 2.984. damn it.. my chance of getting in poly is less now. ARGHH!!!!! why can't i just get into poly.. argh.. why is it like that.. argh..

Dun talk bout this. another thing oso make me feel frustrated..
my IIC(institute ic), ask me be wat sector ic for the upcoming June campaign. Then ask me contact member and do home visit. argh.. all this is ok. but it's like, they keep give me role to do. Den every week must meet up. argh.. den everytime meet up oso only about buddhism. I wonder the ic already become buddha already or not. there's no one time he talk about other thing other den buddhism. Wonder if he's a human. this have been making me feel uneasy recently. it's like they "zou huo lu mo". It's really extreme. We are still human..

Yes, buddhism we must learn and understand and it's our life. but not always and everytime talk about those buddhist fundamental each and everytime we meet..WE ARE HUMAN! must apply to life. not by always telling us those buddhist teaching and expect us that we catch it and jus use it. But I believe not everyone is like this.. Some of them is just really extreme.. it's to the max that I can take it.. I need a space to breathe.. And oso one thing i wanted to say, it's only when got wat campaign den i see everyone trying to shakubuku people. It shouldnt be like this..
hmm..ok.. overall, i think it's just that i'm feeling uneasy about being sector ic for this campaign and uneasy about those extreme people. DEVILISH FUNCTION..

Recently alot of devilish function in me.. either headache, fever or dizzy suddenly. devilish function in me to make me feel that my ic is extreme. although he is abit extreme.. I think mayb it's becos of my low life condition recently that all the devilish function come find me.. I must chant alot daimoku to overcome all this and my fundamental weakness. The oneness of life and it's environment. It's true.. once my life condition is low, everything else seemed negative to me. no confident in accomplish anything oso. i think if now i want woo a girl, it will turn out disaster. my life condition mus be high. trying 15hours daimoku a week..

haha.. enuff of my complain. update soon.. yeah.. Friday rendezous concert is here again.. but this time round it's at SYC. the place is small.. arghh.. den i got no chance to perform this time round.. nvm.. I will fight for my chance again in another concert. there's more concert upcoming in SSA. anybody interested? haha. call/sms me..

byebye and takecare..

it's been so long baby
so many hours, so many day
我心里的这句话还是想对妳说
SA Rang Hae Yo..

A boring me

So bored now..

everyday.. I'm rotting.. decaying.. slowly bit by bit.
Just too lazy to find a job.
And I dun even know can i get into poly or not.
Argh.. waited for so long liao.. sian half..
But also worried when the letter come it might say application fail..
haiz..wat can i do..argh..
I want go poly. I must definately get into Temasek poly, Interactive Media Design course.
Argh..Dun wanna go NS now. arghh..

Pls, Temasek poly better give me a GOOD ANSWER!!!
Thank you. haha.. like as if they will see this post like that.. haha..

k lah. end here. nothing write.. takecare

The biggest fool ever for apirl fool

Haiz.. backfired backfired.. everything is so 弄巧成拙...
Why am I the biggest fool..argh...i might as well go bang head and die..
ahhh..

Biggest fool of the day
I brought upon a heart that beat so hard
The little thoughts
A little surprise
All ended up in a whole lots of mistakes

All because of little thoughts
I'm ended up becoming the biggest fool
Yet and Again

A little surprise
that never meant to anger you
but only to see a smile from you

All ended up backfired
It's all little things
But I'm all the biggest fool

Nothing could be amend

nothing..

nothing..

Except for the Heart
that is still beating hard
but for a different feeling this time round.

Written by the biggest fool on april fool
Soh Jun Wei