JAY CONCERT

Wooohh...
Went to "Incomparable To Jay" concert on the 29th nov.
It was a damn HIGH concert..Everyone was so high...

Before the concert even started, there screaming of fans from the south side of the Indoor.
It was because Jay walked to the stage from a covered sort of link way to the stage..
Then it goes "Zhou Jie Lun, Wu Yu Lun Bi yan chang hui, zheng shi kai shi"
Lights went off, and sparkly lights from lightstick could be seens.. from the 1 to the thousands of fans, everyone was simply shout and whistling for the concert to start..

It was quite interesting. Before Jay descend from the "Cross" he was standing(well,it was cover with cloth so we can't see jay).
they showed a Panasonic Advertisement.And of cos, Jay is in the ad. It was a very nice advert.
Then the best part came..
Fireworks started to booming up from the stage-suddenly..
Music begin with prayers in the song "Yi Fu Zhi Ming", cloth dropped down,revealing the Idol of all the fans...Everyone simply went shout and cheering..
I was sitting in the east side, which is behind the concert band, but Jay is facing the west.. So I can't see a damn view of the part when he descending..Better than nothing, I looked at the screen to capture his view..It was quite a starting I don't like it..I see the back of the cross.

Then after, got one song, he sits on a chair(it was a high-tech chair)..singing, and the chair tilt back automatically.. StYLO!!Weewee!!!
I thought I would be seeing jay's back view for most of the time as the 4 sided stage mainly is facing the west(which is damn f****** opposite of my side), be lucky enough that his unplugged is over at my side..So he was like less than 20m away from me..Actually i sits at the corner of the east side, but when his unplugged is over at our side, every one simply CHIONG(ran) to the center front, to have a closer view of him, of coz..and there is a part where he was standing almost infront of me, and he was looking over at my direction, he looked at my direction for bout half a minute den he walked away..Dunno what is he looking, mayb he see almost many girls fans is there and only me one little guy fans..haha..

Not forgetting to mention his special guest, his disciple. Nan Quan Ma Ma(NQMM)..
They are equally talented as Jay..Yet, I think,no no no,is confirm people still prefer Jay then NQMM.haha
The Hot and Sexy-Landy Wen Lan is the special guest also..You'll be surprised by her latin dance.She damn good in shaking her butt. Is her teacher J.Lopez?haha..I could only say she is sexy and woah!! Wat a performance..

It was bout 1010pm, when the light is still off, but no music for some moment, fans were shouting for ENCORE!! They didn't know the concert is not yet finish, encore for what?haha..

Jay's Piano skill is Heavenly good.. If you know who is Maksim,the piano player.
You would be impressed by Jay, as he and one of his disciple played Maksims version of Bumble Bees.. Can you imagine how fast the fingers would be moving on the piano? I simply STUNNED by his performance..
His piano performance, was actually the song "Qing Tian"I tot "Qing Tian" would be guitar or cello..Nice one...and what else.. can't remember..but there is few song..
His disciple played his "An Jing" on piano, and Jay sing the song.. It was such a.... Atmosphere, an atmosphere that is hardly to be describe in word but too feel it in person...

And of cos, Jay showed his talent on other instrument also, for instance the Drum, and a very rare performance using flute I think. Songs that blew using the flute is "Ba, Wo Hui Lai Le" music version..(earlier part of the concert) Very nice, but I can't listen properly, you know, fans are crazy when he blew the flute.. the Screaming cheering is louder den the sound from the flute..

Ok, finale part, the part where he sings his newest album's "Qi Li Xiang". The Live "Qi Li Xiang" is much much much more better and nicer to listen compared to listening to the disc.
Jay walked around the stage, then he stopped at my side for the longest time..Bout quarter of the song he was stand at my side..at first he was stand on the stage.. then he jumped to one of the amplifier in front of the stage..So he is nearer to us..And Jay was directly infront of me..And he stood there like almost thru out the last part..then he keep looking over at my side, my sis keep waving to him(i didn't know she was waving,she standing behind me) then i see Jay keep looking over at my direction, so i tried wave see he wave back?! And He did waved back..
I confirm guarantee chop stamp he was waving at me and my sis..Cos no one in our area is waving to him, everyone is either holding the lightstick/ Camera enable hp/ digital camera.
My Idol waved at me? oh my god!!!!!What a lucky day for me.. And that day is the first time I saw Jay in such a close distance.. less than 10m away..Last year his "The One" concert, no matter how near he walked to the stage, i still see a blur image and it was surely more than 300m..
Oooo..I was so high!! even after the concert..No.. is even now, for this instance as I'm typing it out..

My sis's fren used her digi cam and recorded some parts of the concert..And I have it..
I wanted to upload to the web and share with you all, but the file is too big..
So if you want to watch a few min preview of the concert, ask me to send you bah!!
I'm glad to share with you all..
An also photos of Jay..Mayb I'll be uploading the photos to my geocities, then put a link on this blog of mine..

Jay said:"Wo hui yong yuan ji de zhe yi tian"- " I will forever remember this day"

Yup, it's true, not only him, It's a very memorable day and unforgettable day for me too..
And I'm sure for all the crazy Fans of Jay too..

Till 2 years later, we meet Jay again!!!

Takecare everyone!!
Smilez Always :-)

Below is a poem/or I should summary of Jay's Song title I composed last year before X'mas.
Therefore, it only contain songs title up till "Ye Hui Mei" ablum
It's kinda like a story.If you understand, and the title some were used as metaphors.
Enjoy people. :)


那时的我
在威廉古堡外，看着那反方向的钟
忽然想回到过去，那开不了口的时候
黑色幽默总是陪伴着我。
在我身旁的可爱女人，安静的望着天空
她的睫毛，就好像一阵龙卷风
把乌云变成晴天。
我却像懦夫一样，从不敢对她说声对不起。
和她站在伊斯坦堡内，希望的只是简单爱。
不管是上海一九四三的最后的战役
我给她的，是爱在西元前！
我就像半兽人，说不出话
只能使用暗号，拜托米兰的小铁匠
做一个半岛铁盒送给她！
希望你听的到，那首东风破
就好像星晴，有同一种调调。
我站在爱情悬崖上，以父之名
我对你的爱，是完美主义的
而永不分裂。

永远想着她的我~
苏俊玮

What it got to be, it got to be..

Life is full of surprises, up and down..
But what it got to be, it really does, no point of forcing it to change.
Just like a child who likes sweet, you can't force it to give up his favourite as it will cause decay, you could only reduce the amount he take each time slowly.
One got to learn how to give up something, something which might not be yours, or some goal which is impossible to achieve.
Many people would say: " One should be persistence in anything undertaken" But would the outcome be a happy ending for everyone.
Think, if doing a group project, and two of you have different views/ideas and both is persistence on their idea, how is the project going to start anyway?

From my view, one should learn to let go of things..May the things be serious or just a "small prawn in the pond"
Well not meaning letting go of anything.Letting go means a lot, are you ready, and bear to let go.

I know letting go is hard for many people, including me, myself and I..
But I realised, things might not go the way you want it to be...
The word "Fate",
where many people say "let see how the fate decide bah!"
Yes, human knows that your destiny is decide by yourself, not by the belief of the "Fate"
but at times, it's really difficult to decide one yourself, so your mind would turn to the "Fate decision mode" and let things go naturally..
Which things goes naturally other than your own body structure?
Nothing else..Everything else is create by human.
From appliance we used to politics.Human create it. But of cos, your body structure needs human to create in also, but they dun have the choice to choose how your feature to look like.

Basically, I'm talking rubbish right now.Let me get my mind straight back to the topic..

There are many things you can't force it to be..
- You can't force a child to be a musician if he doesn't like music.
- You can't force your boss to give you an increase in your pay(you might not get increase but FIRED)
- You can't force the teacher to give you an extra mark just to pass, fail means fail and you got to learn from mistake.
-You can't force the sky to be cloudy if it is sunny day.
- Of cos, you can't force someone to love you the way you love the person
And that's why "Fate" came into the picture...

I've been thinking thru...
Shld I give up on her?
Every night before I sleep, I ask myself this question:
"Does my heart still beat for her?"
The answer would always be a
"Yes"
But I also know I wouldn't got the chance..
Then I realised that I should try to give up.
It is hard..but I'm trying..
Always telling myself mayb my love for her is a crush..

Can't believe that I'm the fool again(Westlife's song)
Once a fool, always a fool..
I'm fall again and again wrongly..At the wrong time..Holy S***
Think I'm sure a failure..
And all I could always do is
Turn to "let the fate decide mode."

Many obstacles had been overcome...

One after one...

But guess there is always an obstacles I can't pass...

It's the obstacles to her heart...

I tried and tried...

and became tired...

Mayb is time for me to stop trying...

I dunno...

Yet it is not the end...

Till I found where my heart lies...

When Rain Falls again...

There would be Rainbow....

I would then find my path

To be continued...

BAck

Well well well.. I'm back from such a long time blogging this..
Holiday soon to come, or shld i say it's already holiday for me le..haha..
nothing much to updated these days..so dun ask me why nv update, cos i dun even know what to update recently..Well, lent guitar from boon to learn while he is away at malaysia for rock climb, but now he's back, guess i've got to return so.. sian..guess i shld practice my keyboard soon..
holiday, no money..actually before holiday already no $$ liao.All blame it on my father.. nv work.. guess i got to find full time for holiday then part time when sch start le..

This coming weekend going to jay's concert..Got to memorize all his lyric(those that is readable and the tempo of the song that i could catch up with,haha).. Hope it would be a fun weekend..
hmm..can see thaat i'm finding topic to say..so.. end of what i can think of..

So..bye~~

What a day-night-day

Ok, here's one..would anyone one go out from sat afternoon till sun morning, without any idea what to do for the whole day?There's few who did something embarrassing for the day.
So let's get on with it.

As you know,this would be the 2nd post linked between Me and Boon. You could check out his part 1 of the Something New, and part 2 of Star Gazing at his link.
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Something New- Part II

I seriously think that we were a bunch of fools..haha. the bunch of fools, let me repeat the name once again.
DONG, HUI MIN, JIA JIA, KIM, Vivian, my co-author: BOON,
last but not least MYSELF!!
The pace of my heart beat seemed very different the moment I stepped in to the "Sea", more different when I sat down. And here comes the Tibits--> This is BAD OMEN people. Think, would anyone serve you some thing when there is no entrance fees paid? No!! therefore, it's a "small gift" given to people once they sat down for the price of:


Weekends: $12.80+++

Is the "Sea" trying to "Drown" people for just sitting down, listening to some people who sings like.. like.. like..arghh..whatever, I wasn't even sure the person were singing or what. Opps~~ Not to mention, after the girls went out of the place, it's really hell for guy to make decision. But well, I guessed, eventually we just walked out of the door, and nothings happen. I tried to ask boon they all to bluff the girls that we need to go back to wash the plates. But, Boon, as always, isn't someone who can Bluff/Act, Boon, I think you should never ever trying going to Caldecott Hill and ask for a job as an actor. HaHa.. ok..after we got out of "struggling" and didn't get ourselves "Drown", we went to the toilet at marina square's GV. Opps.. didn't I mention some place? Hope you guys dunno where the "Sea" is LOCATED.
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Star gaze- Part I

Well before Star Gazing. the 7 of us went for supper..at Ah Neh..WOah, this would be the 2 consecutive days. But I didn't eat on the day before we got ourselves embarrassed. haha. Well as usual for ah neh, we would sit at some place and talk. Well, it's the fitness corner..but first, we were settling down at the "pirate ship" playground. And I simply went CRAZY.
"You Got Me Crazy~~!!!" Changing lyric of songs by Jay zhou. Rap jay's song, which we guy usually do when gathered(without the ladies) haha..

then went to the fitness corner, where Jia Jia tried to jump to touch the highest bar for the pull-up. Well well, as usual, a pig can't jump that high. And somemore is a clumsy piggy. haha.. So she tried and tried and tried, but...FAILED. haha. so we went to the other fitness corner. Where Vivian [(Cai 'E) psss, she don't want her name to be mention for the first in the 7 embarrassing people in alphabactical order, that's why her name is Vivian, so as to be the last few, haha.]
tried a fitness equipment and sit in a wrong direction. So can conclude that she doesn't work out.. dun even know the direction of sitting..

The worst thing--> kim and boon, using boon's jacket/shirt(well i can't differentiate) and done something VERY VERY INTERESTING infront of me. It's SOoooo.....well, you should ask the two of them to perform for you if you wished to see it..haha..BTW, for Caucasian who reads my blog, kim--> is a guy, it's just short form for his name..haha..

Well, that's all bout what happened before star gazing.. after we guys waited for the girls to take the bus, we went to kim's house, take a 1.5 litre of water, went to the carpark which should be done after olvl which kim said it last year, but till now, the carpark still...I think he meant this year olvl, he knows I will retake..haha..

Yup..New carpark, it's pretty new. What rubbish.. Old carpark pretty old then.. -.-' haha.. anyway. There is lift for the new carpark, 6th storey high eh, who would want to to climb so high to get their car? New steps of staircase is being build. We went into the unfinished staircase to explore. we climbed somemore from the top of the carpark, and guess what we found?
we found NOTHING!!haha..what do you expect us to find in a new, unfinished carpark's staircase?haha..As for what boon had mention. We picked up some jerry cans sit on it and chat. Basically, I didn't know the container is called jerry can till boon say it. I learned many new things from him man.. haha.

Star gazing, what a wonderful thing to do, but a tiring thing to do too.. the neck feel soo.. cannot describe.. We basically talks bout many things, from our family tree, like who before, gossips about which guy and which girl break.. secondary school life..which comes alot into class gathering topic, counted the groups in one class. And very funny, when we count class 2e4(2001) guys group, counting cheeleong that group, me and boon counting, then like feel something wrong, like one person not in the group, that we HUANG RAN DA WU, finally the light came and enlightened me. We forgot to count Ben Koh into the group.. hahahaha.. How could we possibly forget Ben. We did mention his name a few moment before we were counting the no of group in a class. And we concluded that, class 2e2 won the award for being the most QUEIT class. We can't name much of 2e2 student..haha.. i think it's only the 2e3 and 2e4 always that happening..

Some Other topics we talked: Magic(true or fake)? Human reached moon(true of fake)? Alien(is there such thing)? Solar systems(how many are there accept for our solar system)?

Have you ever wonder if it's another living creature on the other solar system's planet looking up the sky, mayb looking a star, which mayb it's our solar system?? Just like we were looking at star(solar system) during the nite.

Think~

Being with..

It always feel so happy and wonderful when being with YOU
Each and everytime
How I wished I could hold your hand
Walk down the many places we've been to
But you don't know

I've asked myself many times
Do I really love you?
My answer would be a yes

Do I have what it takes for you fall for me too?
It is a no for me.I've got nothing for you to fall in love with.

Could I really love you more than I love myself?
I'm not sure bout this yet.

Could I Sacrifice for you?
I won't sacrifice for you, love needs compromise by both, not sacrifice by one for the other.

All I want to heard is you love me
But I wont be able to hear it
All I have to give
Is nothing but love

This is what I've gotten

We are best fren
Not that you are not good
Just no feeling

I'm sorry about that
Sorry for confessing my love for you
I think it's just not my fate
Thinking that you would love me too
This is all so foolish
I know it all, we can't be together
Love can't be forced
And I don't force you
I've have asked myself alot of time
Should I give up on you?
Guessed I didn't
But now
I'll try to
Try to learn to leave and give up on you
I'll try but I don't guarantee I'll be able to

All I can do now is hope the best for you
Hope your true love would be found soon
And I myself
Would live in the dream
The dream where I could always be with you
Holding your hand and
say only I LOVE YOU

I want to see you smile, always
Be happy and takecare of yourself
And that would be the best memory you would ever give to me.

Love ......

Experiencing the new thing

On the 13th of friday,went to my friend's chalet..
Doing nothing for the first few hours
Then went to chiong at SPARKS
At disco pub where pple with "background" hang out

Didn't quite like the place
Smoke everywhere.
Stinks..Doubt i'll go again..

Rather wait till next year, which i can go Zouk.
Would be a better place.
Stayed at sparks for bout 2 hour plus..
Entry fee $8 with a free drink
Drank mineral water.Woah..spend eight buck go in just to drink water.

Had some dance.
Don't quite like to dance
I can't express myself thru dancing.
The people there is crazy.
Adding some "animal" howling
Wondered are they human?

My friend's friend(whom is a girl) came to the chalet..
I can tell you that the girl is damn loose..
Got a bf,yet when up in the room,got air con
hug a guy which she just knew on the day.
My friend try to sabotage me.
Ask her kiss me/me kiss her on cheek.
Heng she didn't come kissing me..
Or else i'm being "molested"
A very loose girl
why is there such a girl out there?
Pondering...

FIRE!

From the millions of people in Singapore
Thousands gathered along theatre by the bay(ESPLANADE)
Some waiting in the rooms of THE ORIENTAL hotel
Waiting for the moment
the short moment of display in the sky to come..

A group of us (Stan, Daniel, Boon and me)
Find ourself a place
A place that will have a great view of the wonderful display..

YESH!the time came.
It came without notice
The banging sound of the explosive chemicals
Brings along the cheering of the crowds
Up above, the spectacular colour in the dark sky..
One after another
Turning a dull, plain sky
Into a fabulous,marvellous
Fireworks painting..

I could say,the finale isn't at the end.
It's the part where
the fireworks *BANGS* nonstop for bout 30sec or so..
that's the nices part of the event..
I could stop wow-ing when the wonderful sparkles last for so long..
Each bangs,came along with cheering and wow-ing from me and of cos the crowd..

The Fujifilm S5000 digicam of boons'
is damn clear.
Why?
Imagine stand along the bay of the theatre
Taking a shot of THE ORIENTAL.
You got still see the people inside, and what's their clothing..
We spotted one red pants,two couple having dinner.. :P
I bet boon have been doing some PI(private investigator) work..
Be careful everyone..haha
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Ok, we stayed at the bay for sometime
Had burger before we went to meet kim leong at the lau pak sak(the burger was nice)
Our first suggestion is to take MRT
yet Dan say walk..
We walk bout 30+ min den reach the Market.
Took a wrong route to raffles..due to some of my mistake, and some of Dan's mistake and some of Boon's mistake.
Why Stan no mistake?He was not leading us or guiding us..he just followed..
Ok,let's not blame any one for "Who's fault is it?"

Since we took such a long time to reach the Market

We took a drink first then think of what to eat

Yet we found ourselves nothing to eat..

Kim say not worth it.

Me, Dan , Stan walk another round around the market

yah, it's true, nothing to eat..

It's kim's idea to go to the lau pa sak

Yet again, we decided to leave if not we will miss last train

On the train we decided we to go next

the following were:

1. Bedok- Fengshan 85

2. Changi airport to stay overnight

3. And lastly Ah Neh.

yah, of cos, deciding is a difficult part..

especially is this group of us..

Yeh yeh...you guessed it..

It's ah neh, the place that we all didnt decide but went..

ok,after having supper, you know where we are going next liao(see ah neh link)

Ok..we talk bout lot's and lot's of things..

ok..here are some of the things we talk about:

1.Jokes(which we keep then hor,wat ah..can see that we are not good at jokes)

2.Singing,rap Jay's songs(from first ablum to newest ablum)

3.Trying out fireman carry(which Dan keep saying fisherman carry)

4.Changing lyric of songs, turning into R(A) song, and the song of the day is Jay's Qi Li Xiang

Can you imagine we changed the lyric of Qi Li Xiang into someone's Body Odour?haha..

Then the topic repeated another time

and we do the same thing again thru out the night...

till my mother called at 3am and got police car spot check under block of 205 pple gambling..

then we went home..

That's the end of the day of FIREWORKS festival..

Supper Days

Each supper could bring lots and lots of laughter, nonsense..

Supper always starts with:
“A” said: I’m hungry
“B” replied: Want go Ah neh?
“A” said: ya, want go?

Then meet for supper

10 Step for supper:

1. Conversation starts some way or the other
2. Food ordered
3. Nonsense/jokes/sarcastic/indirectly followed up
4. Paying for the food, counting money, lending of money
5. Complaining of smoke around us
6. Go other places (which usually is 3 in 1 fitness corner/outside 7-eleven)
7. Continued gossiping, jokes, laughter, planning for other day
8. Topic would got “side-track”, that’s why mostly plan don’t work for the group
9. Plan confirmed, going home(about 1-2plus)
10. Got home think again, actually plan not confirm yet.


Well that’s basically the simple step of having supper.
For more complicated one
Please find out yourself on a supper trip to ah neh.

Things done..

Well,for the past 4week which is equivalent to 1month, which is also my Life in ITE for a month
I have done the following activities with my classmate:

25th of July
Played Pool after our CIP
26th of July
Played Badminton during our 3hours break which after turned into 5 and half hour break
2nd of August
When for a Seoul Garden Student lunch offer.Also during our 3hour break.Should say 3 and half

Well that's basically things I've done with new bunch of friends..

However, I'VE GOT INTO A CLASS OF NONSENSICAL PEOPLE.
OMG, not again..haha.Well, it's better then having a class of nerdy..
Having nickname every where..
And my newest nick- TWEETY.
Do I look like tweety?Stupid sia, say i look like tweety bird..
I preferred mimiyan..Haha..

And also the following names for others:
China/Mainland girl(it's a guy i mind you,cos the guy like a girl that look like from china)
Aunties Lover(OMG)
Siao Hua(it's a guy oso,we keep calling this name cos he like a senior,which is INDESCRIBALLY "PRETTY")
GEL GAO GAO(meaning alot of gel applied)

And all these name were given by one person..Whom keep disturbing us..and also saying "R.A"
things anytime anywhere when he suddenly think of it..OMG

What a class I've got into..Haha..

Things happened it the morning

Overslept the time I meet boon for a swim

The water was damn cold..
But not that cold after an hour.
I guessed we will be frozen to death by then if stay in the water for 1hour

We had a "FUN FILLED DAY"
Swimming pool "isn't" that MUCH people
So the pool "seemed" to belong to us
SO SPACIOUS for the two of us to swim/dive.
Diving was fun..
Knocked on to boon, didn't know he was swimming above me..
haha..

Got my self "tanned"
but no sun burn..lucky me..lol
Now going to rain..i was right a predicting weather for today..
I know it won't rain when we went for swim, and will rain when we are off..

Is my mouth to unlucky,or I know prediction..
for the pass 1 week,i predict correctly the weather..and sometime the time range for raining..
haha..Unlucky Mouth i have.
But i'm lucky too.Remembered once i told my dad he will win 4D then i took a nap,
not long after, I was awake by don't who,say my dad won 4D...That was few years back..
I'm isn't that unlucky too..haha

A lesson to learn

A Short Story...
 
Peter and Tina are sitting in the park doing nothing, but just gazing into>the sky, while all their friends are having fun with their beloved half.

Tina: I'm so bored. Just wish I have a boyfriend now to spend time with.

Peter: I guess we're the only leftovers. We're the only person who isn't with a date now. (both sigh n silence for a while)

Tina: I think I have a good idea. Lets play a game

Peter: Eh? What game?

Tina: Eem..It's quite simple. You be my boyfriend for 100 days and I'll be>your girlfriend for 100 days. what do you think?

Peter: Oookay..Anyway I don't have any plan for the next few months.

Tina: You sound like you aren't looking forward to it at all. Cheer up.Today will be our first day and our first date. Where should we go?

Peter: What about a movie?I heard that there is a really great movie in theater now.

Tina: Seems like I don't have any better idea than this. Lets move. (went>to watch their movies and sent each other home)

Day 2:

Peter and Tina went to a concert together, and Peter bought Tina a keychain with a star.

Day 3:

They went shopping together for a friend's birthday present. Share an ice-cream together and hugged each other for the first time.

Day 7:

Peter drove Tina up onto a mountain and they watch the sunset together.When the night came and the moon glowed, they said sat on the grass gazing at the stars together. A meteor passed by. Tina mumbled something.

Day 25:

Spend time at a themepark and got onto rollercoasters, and ate hotdogs and cotton candy. Peter and Tina got in the haunted house and Tina grabbed someone's hand instead of Peter's hand by accident. They laughed together for a while.

Day 67:

They drove pass a circus and decided to get in to watch the show. The midget asked Tina to play a part as his assistant in the magic show. Went>around to see other entertainments around after the show. Came to a fortune teller and she just said "Treasure every moment from now on" and a tear rolled down the fortune teller's cheek.

Day 84:

Tina suggested that they go to the beach. The beach wasn't so crowded that day. They have their first kiss with each other just as the sun is setting.

Day 99:

They decided to have a simple day and is deciding to have a walk around thecity. They sits down onto a bench.

1:23 pm
Tina: I'm thirsty. Lets rest for a while first.

Peter: Wait here while I go buy some drinks. What would you like?

Tina: Eem...Apple juice will be just fine.

1:43 pm
Tina waiting for about 20 minutes and Peter havent return. Then someone walked up to her.

Stranger: Is your name Tina?

Tina: Yes, and may I help you?

Stranger: Just now down there on the street a drunk driver has crashed into a guy. I think its your friend.

Tina ran over to the spot with the stranger and sees Peter lying on the floor with blood over his face and her apple juice still in his hands. The ambulance came and she went to the hospital with Peter.
Tina sat outside the emergency room for five and a half hours. The doctor came out, and he sigh.

11:51 pm
Doctor: I'm sorry, but we did the best we could. He is still breathing now but God would take him away from us very soon. We found this letter inside his pocket. The doctor hands over the letter to Tina and she goes into the room to see Peter. He look weak but peaceful. Tina read the letter and then she burst into tears.

Here is what the letter said.
Tina, our 100 days is almost over. I had fun with you during all these days. Although you may be greedy sometimes and less thoughtful, but these all brought happiness into my life. I have realize that you are a really cute girl and blamed myself for never taken the time to knowing that. I have nothing much to ask for but I just wish that we can extend the day. I want to be your boyfriend forever and wish that you can be beside me all the time. Tina, I love you.

11:58
Tina: (sobbing) Peter. Did you know what was the wish I made on the night there was a meteor. I asked God to let us last forever. We were suppose to last 100 days so Peter! You can't leave me! I LOVE YOU, but can you come back to me now? I love you Peter. I LOVE YOU.As the clock struck twelve, Peter's heart stopped beating. It was 100 days.

NOTE*
Tell the guy or girl that you love them before its too late. You never know whats going to happen tomorrow. You never know who will be leaving you and never return.

Days of our live(soap drama,FINALE)

#Episode 10-FINALE

Ok,here's the end of soap drama..
It wont have climax in my finale..
To sum up all the episode..

Life, meaning of live has never really been found out.
Though some thought they already knew the answer.
Or should I say, everyone has a different opinion/meaning/reasoning for wat life is..
To me, life, something which is so special that I can't really understand it.
Why different people got different life?
It's a mystery..

I appeared to be happy at all times, maybe.
But not all times..
When i'm thinking bout something,
I'll look sad, but dun worry..
I wont be sad, or even sad for long..
For I know that I'm consider much fortunate then many in the world.
Happiness, something that everyone should have.
I don't wish to be sad all times, even though it hurt sometime..
I want everyone to be happy
Especially her..
I want to spread what ever happiness I can give to anyone i know.
Or even pple i dun really know..
Smile always everyone..
Sun will always rise..
Rain will definitely go..
Autumn came, and it's time for romance..

Spring, time to have some break.
Snow, a celebration time for everyone.

Summer, brings in brightness for all..

 

Song of the Day

It's my life

 

This ain't a song for the broken hearted

A silent prayer for faith departed

And I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd

You're gonna hear my voice when I shout it out loud

It's my life It's now or never

But I ain't going to live forever

I just want to live while I'm alive

It's my life

My heart is like an open highway

 Like Frank, he said "I did it my way"

I just want to live while I'm alive

It's my life

This is for the ones who stood their ground

For Tommy and Gina who never back down

Tomorrow's getting harder make no mistakes

Luck, it ain't enough, you gotta make your own breaks

It's my life It's now or never

 I ain't going to live forever

I just want to live while I'm alive

It's my life

My heart is like an open highway

Like Frank, he said "I did it my way"

I just want to live while I'm alive

It's my life

Better stand tall when it's calling you out

 Don't bend, don't break baby, don't back down

 It's my life It's now or never

 'Cause I ain't going to live forever

 I just want to live while I'm alive

It's my life

My heart is like an open highway

Like Frank, he said "I did it my way"

 I just want to live while I'm alive

 It's my life It's now or never

I ain't going to live forever

 I just want to live while I'm alive

It's my life

My heart is like an open highway

Like Frank, he said "I did it my way"

 I just want to live while I'm alive

It's my life

Days of our live(soap drama,last 2,episode 9)

#Episode 9

Last 2 episode of days of our live.New drama series coming next..

Yesterday-birthday..
and it's over..
I wished that the time would stop at yesterday.
for which i was with her..
But only memory could stop for the moment of being with her..

Past weeks were boring.

Go sch everyday,though something new was learned,but it just seemed not right.

What's not right, i dunno..
Life in ITE was quick, one just passed in a flash of light.
Not like in Sec Sch,everyday seemed like a long day.
Regretted not treasuring those long times being with friend,

Life,full of obstacle..

I failed most of them, and passed merely for some.
Some I just failed over and over again.
But I'll prove it wrong.I'll keep trying till it's done.

Upgrade one self is a must.
Constantly update one self is what really make a man live to the fullest..
Giving up is a choice of many, but it surely wouldn't be mine..

Slient, sometime is the solution to all

A connection between you and me is made thru slient.

Even the tears of my cries sliently..

 

Song of the day

Westlife - I Cry

You said goodbye
I fell apart
I fell from all we had
To I never knew
I needed you so bad
You need to Let things go
I know, you told me so
I've been through hell
To break the spell

Why did I ever

Let you slip away?
Can't stand another day
Without you

Without the feeling I once knew

I cry silently
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
'Cause I know I'll never breathe Your love again
I cry

'Cause you're not Here with me
I cry

'Cause I'm lonely

As can be

 I cry hopelessly
'Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again

If you could see me now
You would know just how
How hard I try
Not to wonder why

I wish I could believe
In something new
Oh please
Somebody tell me
It's not true
(Oh girl)
I'll never be over you

Why did I ever

Let you slip away?
Can't stand another day
Without you
Without the feeling I once knew

I cry silently
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
'Cause I know
I'll never breathe
Your love again
I cry
'Cause you're not
Here with me
I cry
'Cause I'm lonely
As can be
I cry hopelessly
'Cause I know
I'll never breathe
Your love again

If I could have you
Back tomorrow
If I could lose
The pain and sorrow
I would do just anything
To make you see
You still love me

I cry silently
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
'Cause I know
I'll never breathe
Your love again
I cry
'Cause you're not
Here with me
I cry
'Cause I'm lonely
As can be
I cry hopelessly
'Cause I know
I'll never breathe
Your love again

SCH days-Days of our live(soap drama,episode 8)

#Episode 8

Stupid school.Stupid ITE.Waste of my time.So Slacking.And the staff over there,some are suck.Say my hair long,go cut.Then write forms.Idiot.Give me money cut hair then i go.I cut my hair two weeks ago only.Cut again.So rich ah.
Some more say wat,dare to wear uniform to go out walk or not(to the class).Then what hair long like mop.Say poly nv care,then so many mop hair.INsulting pple.Later kanna beat.Say wat Cut short,go orchard then look better.Shit him.Like the staff ah,then we can don't call this 21st century.
He got cocked eye also,my hair aint touching collar say wat will touch collar soon.Of cos lah,then wait till it touches then cut lah.WHAT ITE represent "Into The Excellence".Buzz him off ah.Since when the phrase english became so weird.Pple Usually is "Towards Excellence".In to Excellence/Into the excellence,the phrase already sounds weird.By the way,ITE stands for Institution of Technical Education.What into excellence. -.-'
IT's THE END still sounds better.
IT's THE END of SCHOOL LIFE..
He didnt even check those year 2.Unfair.year 2 still got long plus dyed.The staff can go bang himself into the wall.

I wanna get out of the school
As soon As POSSIBLE

singapore pledge,no no no,is the whole world,say wat equality.
there's isn't real equality practiced here.
People go poly wear home clothes,JC and ITE wear uniform.
So where's the equality practices?
Why is there a different in standard of teaching though people's pace of studying is different
Why do country have different economic status.Why can the world world be the same?
Eg,price of a drink is different at different place.Not equal.

Conclusion,
HUMAN CAN NV PRACTISE REAL EQUALITY
EQUALITY STILL HAVE IT'S RESTRICTION

FEELING OF TODAY:
ANGRY

today morning wake up
the very first feeling i got is that i missed her very much.
She just appear in my mind immediately i woke up
Oso the feeling of losing her
haha.Suddenly feel like this.weird.

Days of our live(soap drama,episode 7)

#Episode 7

Everyday in sch,it's really a waste of my time.Slacking all the way from morning till afternoon.
Olvl coming soon.feeling nervous and scare of it now..
Hope the "obstacle" will end sooner...

Birthday coming soon..
It's fast that another year has gone by...
Blink of eye..
Wish i could go back to the last year
BAck to the past.

回到过去

一盏黄黄旧旧的灯 时间在旁闷不吭声 寂寞下手毫无分寸
不懂得轻重之分 沉默支撑跃过陌生 静静看着凌晨黄昏
你的身影 失去平衡 慢慢下沉 黑暗已在空中盘旋 该往哪我看不见
也许爱在梦的另一端 无法存活在真实的空间 想回到过去
试着抱你在怀里 羞怯的脸带有一点稚气 想看你的看的世界
想在你梦的画面 只要靠在一起就能感跆鹈?想回到过去
试着让故事继续 至少不再让你离我而去 分散时间的注意
这次会抱得更紧 这样挽留不知还来不来得及 想回到过去
思绪不断阻挡着回忆播放 盲目的追寻仍然空空荡荡
灰蒙蒙的夜晚睡意又不知躲到哪去 一转身孤单已躺在身旁

First day of New Sch-Days of our live(soap drama,episode 6)

#episode 6

Today,first day of sch.Woah..Boring till death..The talk was a waste of time.Then the ice breaking was oso quite boring..Nothing seemed to interest me..How to survive for 2years.?
I hope I'll pass this years olvl...get out of ite sooner and go poly earlier..
Tml would be more tiring and boring day..Games day,then finished orientation..Compulsory cca somemore..oh god..

I would concentrate on my study first.
Think thru le,study would be more important.
Cannot think bout other thing else.
Concentrate..
Concentrate..

Song of the day

Fan Yi Chen_-_I Believe

I Believe 當我在你家門口
下雨了你看了也會難過
I Believe 你不說話的時候
也是一种 其實你在回應我
雖然不曾說 相信你正在懂
就算牽的不是我的手 我不真的難過
不知道在高興什么 你的笑容
有時候也宁可當作你在為我加油
不知道在妄想什么 只告訴自己 I Believe
你總會看到我
在某個時候 想讓你陪伴的是我
I Believe 沒有回應的時候
只不過 正好你在電話中
I Believe 語音信箱的沉默
也是一种 其實你在傾听我
雖然不曾說 相信你正在懂
就算牽的不是我的手 我真的不難過
不知道在高興什么 你的笑容
有時候也宁可當作你在為我加油
不知道在妄想什么 只告訴自己 I Believe
你總會看到我 在一切之后

Days of our live(soap drama,episode 4 and 5)

#Episode 4

Yesterdays' episode.no time to write.Nothing much oso.Now writing for yesterdays'.Went to the dentist in the afternoon fo rless then 5min,at orchard.after which went to help my ah gong again.yesterday work lesser,yet i got the same amount of money.My aunt really crazy..haha.Then keep asking me reach home call her.I'm 17 going to be le..No need say bah..haha.

Wanted to find someone and talk yest,end up meeting justin,have a drink,have some talk,then go home..boring..
Tat end my day..

#Episode 5

Today.Early morning got woke up by parent and sis.Ask me go eat dim sum..So tired den still ask me go eat..After which go shopping awhile.Haha.Brought a pant.used the money i earned yester.Had a sleep in the afternoon.
Worrying bout sch starting tml.Actually not worry.abit weird,abit excited..dunno wat should I feel.haha.I dun wanna lose contact with my fren,especially her..dunno.Hope we will still be in contact a few month or years later..

Will she forgets me?
Will she remember me?
Dunno.

Song of the day

Tension_-_When I fall In Love

When I fall in love　到底它究竟会是什么滋味　我真不知道问谁
When I fall in love　或许要怎么爱我都不会　玩这个游戏一直犯规
我需要一点点鼓励　我需要你给我　一些爱意
When I fall in love　一三五漫步聊天 When I fall in love　
二四六电话热线

When I fall in love　我绝对一心一愿 当我伸出双手　我只愿你点头
When I fall in love　我一定会给所有一切 可是又怕给太多的压力　
我需要一点点鼓励 我需要你给我　一些爱意
我知道我不懂得花言巧语　也比不上那罗密欧
我只能给你的只是我的心　纯真的心　我的心

Experience,Days of our live(soap drama,episode 3)

#Episode 3

Today,after having tution,went to help ah gong do work(umbrella logo printing)..Tiring..This work,says it easy,it isn't.Says it's hard,can not be.Required skill and experience..I started helping since i'm primary sch.not sure primary wat.either 3 or 4.haha.
Well,this job earn not much.Each print of umbrella,only bout few cents.Got to print a large quantites to earn more.Problem is time contraint,and not enough labour.This is quite a labour intensive work.Cos no machines are you.Or got,but should say it's tool.From unpackaging,to printing,to drying,to packaging,all done manaually..It's a hard work..Not many pple know how the logo is printed.Not by machines,do mananually using tools..Hard work eh..
Considering that this job earn very little,my aunt still give me quite alot for doing the job.Take the money,mother sure give me a nagging session,say my aunt they all earn not much,den give me can consider alot..Not i want de oso.my aunt keep pushing the money and ask me keep.
Today a bit careless,cut hand with a penknife when unpackaging..nvm,unlucky,I used to it.Since younger.Wat to do,born to be a unlucky person.


As I was walking home from interchange,I used the time to think of her,infact,I'm still thinking of her.Miss her especially during the nite,before I fell asleep.It gets so lonely..She just keep appearing in my mind..Can't help it to think of her.
I hate the feeling of missing her,hate the feeling when seeing her and him being so intimately infront of me,hate being lonely thru the nite.
I hate her,hate her for letting me loving her so deeply.

Did I love the wrong person?
Am I stupid for single-sided love everytime
Should I get in between them or Should I give up and sliently wish them all the best?
No need guess the answer,I always choose latter.
But for now,i dunno the answer,I love her too deeply.
Why I'm always the fool.
Fool again(Westlife)

Song of the day

CoCo Lee_-_愛你在每一天

心的最里面 每個夢里也是這畫面
唯一的眷戀 就是和你 每次交會那瞬間
多愛我一點 因為我有同樣的感覺 同樣的信念
我的天空 你抬頭就看的見
感動一點一點 种滿心底花園
愛你的每一天 讓我勇敢向前
感情沒有條件 真心才能永遠
愛你在每一天 這句話永不變
感動裝滿心田 未來路途遙遠
愛你在每一天 我真心永不變

Piano,My World-Days of our live(soap drama,episode 2)

#Episode 2

Found wat I truely like to do,music.Playing piano.
Or should I say keyboard piano.haha.Don't have a piano.
Well,it's fun to play,lots of tune to play with.
Though I'm not very sure how to read the notes(beansprout),but i figure out how to play Jay zhou's An Jing.Cool..hadn't learn finish.quite difficult cos I didn't learn piano before.haha.Quite proud(bhb) right?haha..nvm wat you think.As long as i'm happy.

Music,a great way to express one's feeling
The inner emotion of one whichis usually difficult to describe
Music,make it more simple to explain
The feeling that one will get from a piece of music
Maybe different from anothers' feeling
But the meaning of the music,represent each and everyone's story
A story of life,experience.

For me,different music or songs represent each and every story i have.Think it's oso the same for many pple out there.Sometimes,I was wondering,is the song specially composed for me?haha.the lyric of the song,just like my situation from time to time.Mostly love song,woah,incredible,really like writing out my story,my life.Exactly the same situation.Mayb the composer have the same situation as me huh?haha.

As I've said,Life is like a drama
Every drama has its own theme song
Drama and song,(life and story and another word)
Both are connected in some way or the other
You can't have a life,without a theme song
And of cos,you can have the theme song,without having a life
when it reach the climax of the drama,the song would oso reach its climax.

My story

My drama climax(knowing you)
My theme song (Boyfriend-5566)
Sub theme song (Alot like Simple love(jay),tiao bo(5566),etc.)

Born on 21st july 1987,Cancerian,Rabbit
Growing up with many obstacles

Firstly-Operation at young age(less then 5 or 4 years old)
Had a unhappy childhood day which i dun remember,mayb a shot period of time only.

Reach the age of schooling.like drawing when i'm in kindergarden.Always draw a house and a tree(dunno why)

Primary 1 sch days,crying when go to sch.nv had the problem in kindergarden.Think i dun like the sch.Time to go sch,yet I didn't wake my mom up and bring me to sch.Got scolded by parent.

Changed sch,primary 2-6.First day of new sch,saw a girl,heart keep pounding,love a first sight or like at first sight.but didn't get to know the girl much.That's when i start to know what love/like.But not very sure the meaning then.
Primary three,fall in love with another "Girl 1".or should say like bah.My sis told me I got shout I love you under the block of the girl house,which I don't remember.Haha.like "Girl 1" bout 2year plus.

Primary 5,class had changed,new classmate,like "girl 2" when i slowly knew her(btw i'm not flirt,is after give up hope for the "Girl 1" then like).I always dun have the courage to tell the girl whom I like that I like her.But for "Girl 2",think I did tell,but think she nv give me chance.Had a some sort of test,about "Girl 2",what she like..etc.with few other guy.I lost,the guy who won got tip from the "girl 2's" friend."Girl 2" and the guy started a relationship.Even heard she and the guy going to kiss,my heart started to break.But it doesnt hurt so much at that time,think i'm not really like the girl.

Primary 6,very close with a "Girl 3".Talks on phone almost everyday and chat very long not 2-3hr,up to 10 hour oso have.dunno talk bout wat also.haha.Den heard from "Girl 3" that her pal/"sister"(Girl 4) like me,and "Girl 4" herself oso got say,but I dun like the her,cos like to beat pple and not the type of girl I'm searching for.Many things happened that year.

PSLE over,new school again,got a very bad score,and enter express class with merely a point or two.

During orientation before Sec sch start,saw a girl(girl A).She's really look pretty,can't keep my eyes off her.love at first sight.But I was think i wont know her cos the sch quite big and i dun usually make alot of fren,not even in primary sch day.Den SYF brought us "together".This is fate,I was so happy.But i dun dare to talk to her.At that time,pple know my nick as mimiyan and I became some sort popular at that time.then she knew me.And we started to talk.and became fren.I was hope to be her partner,but I always have little confident in myself,say it's impossible.we became quite a good fren.I found that i love her more and more.heard from pple that she oso like me,but when ask her,she like dun want answer.But oso heard that she quite flirt.I'm hurt to hear that.

Sec 2,I knew other girl(girl B),which oso partly becos my nick had already spread till dunno where liao.When I look at her,and the look and smile that she give me,i simply just sort of wanting to know more bout the girl.But at that time i'm love "Girl A".
But i give up on "Girl A" knowing that she like keep playing with pple's heart.Dunno since when,I knew the "Girl B".We got chat on the phone for a short period of time,and i slowly fall for her.Yet I also no chance..And she found herself a bf not long after we knew each other.I silently wishing her all the best.默默的祝福

Dunno since when,I knew "Girl C" think is end of sec 1.Not very close with her.Only sometimes msg and seldom talk to her in sch tot.Only till last year,or end of sec 3,we started to talk more and more.Very close..And dunno since when I fall in love with her.Very deeply in love with her.But I know,this time round is impossible,really impossible.She had bf already.And their relationship very long..I dun want to be the third party,dun wanna break her and her bf apart.Dun wanna 挑撥(tiao bo) their relation.This time round,I know truely.I love the girl,from the deepest of my heart,I want her to be happy,and I know she love her bf deeply,so i dun wanna hurt hurt by snatch her from her bf,and I know i dun have the courage and the quality/good point to woo and have her with me.I treasure the times being with her,every hr,every minute,every second,every milisecond.Being with her,would be the most wonderful days of my life.Watching her smile,makes me happy too..:) She's is the one i've been searching for,I know for now.Forever,I can't make the promise,Cos i dunno the meaning of forever.I only know now,and now my heart beats for you And only for you..

I have reach the climax of my 17years of story.And the climax start with "Girl C"

Song of the day

5566_-_Boyfriend

I'm sorry for me buggin' you
Sorry for being such a fool
God knows I've tried but I can't let go
I'm crazy 'bout you know who
I'm sorry for me needing you
Sorry girl that you don't feel it too
I get the point, should be a man about it
I've never been good at that - no no Forgive me for being me
I've tried to let go

Chorus:
I know you got a boyfriend-another man
Another guy by your side
Someone who hopefully treats you right
But you don't know how much I wish That I was
Your boyfriend - that other guy
The only one who's allowed
In your room to lay in your arms at night
now you don't know how much I wishThat I was your boyfriend
I'm sorry for me wanting you
Sorry for not playing by the rules
But what would you do if you were in my shoes
Feeling lost and blue Mnn
I'm sorry for me lovin' you
sorry for being such a fool
God knows I've tried but I can't let go
I'm crazy 'bout you know who

Chorus:
Another man is by your side
I hope he treats you right
I wish I was the only one
To lay in your arms at night
Well you can't blame a guy for tryin'
Now what else can I do
And how I wish that my prayers, Thoughts and dreams
Would become reality

Day of our live(soap drama,episode 1)

#Episode 1

1 day,2 day,3 day...Days of our live.Going thru the same routine everyday.wake up had teeth brushed,face washed,eat breakfast and so on and on..continue wat you supposed to do..
Work or study..
I emphasize,everyday,same routine,except of resting days..

Waking up early in the morning today,going to have a tuition,yet tutor change it again.Well,then I could relax abit.but got to have self-discipline.Gonna retake the ORDINARY LEVEL this year.
Wat a pain.haha..Hope i can pass it this year.Wish me luck bah.

Life is like a drama
Fate bring us together
Isn't easy to stay together for ever
Learn to appreciate what you have right now
Don't upset over a small matter
Think again,is it worth it
Drama has its' own climax
Different drama,different climax
In my life,my climax,slowly increasing
When would it be the greatest
For now and ever
My greatest climax would be loving you yet knowing I can't be with you
If i would to end the drama with many climax
I know that,no matter wat climax I have in the future
Loving you would still be the greatest climax

我會學著放棄你﹐是因為我太愛你
周杰倫

YEsterday

Yeah,yesterday was a great day for me.Had time being with her.haha.so happy.How i wish i could hold her hand,walk down the place,up the many stairs we had and have her in my arm.think all this would only appear in my dreams bah..haha..
Though it was quite a boring date,but can be by her side,it would be the most wonderful day of my life..so happy.if we two were a couple,mayb would be romantic.Too bad..
This memory will be kept forever..

A day

Well,a day for blog.Hmmm..wonder how to use this blog thig..must figure out when i got the time.first thing first.navigate this place.Quite organised here.