finally i'm back on blogger since 10/10/2006.. haha.. how.. that's long. 1month plus didnt blog. well, i guess it's ok too. no one reads my blog anyway. haha.
what's going on for me during these past month. hmm.. work at intuition till 20th oct. den sch starts on 23/10/2006. So it's like, sch start for 3 weeks already. and the 4th is coming. Time flew by fast eh. 4 more weeks to term test and soon enough I'll find myself in yr 2 of poly life. time is too fast. too fast till i didnt even have enough time. I need time. Need it for sch work, for gakkai's meeting, for family, for girlfriend, for frens and last but not least, time for myself. I need a SPACE to breathe.
I always tot I could handle r/s when I'm single. Till now when I'm categorize under the category of couple, den I realised that I'm a lousy player. Ain't a perfect bf, aint perfect lover. Dar said/complaint that she feels we are like close fren more than couple and that we are drifting apart. hmm.. I think the problem lies in me. Seemed like i didn't pay much attention to dar recently that makes her feel that. But for my point of view for love, I dun think a couple needs to meet almost every week or call each day to talk on the phone to be sweet and feels connected. Well, I guess the problem still is me. My heart feeling weird. each time i think of what's love to me. I really do need a space to Breathe. A time to think.
let's talk bout other thing. hmm.. sch has been "FUN" for me. Only bout 3 module i dun understand wat the Foreign lecturer is teaching. So "fun" right? haha... Need to buck up now. Cannot be too content with my first sems Gpa. First sems is damn to easy to score. Let's work hard everyone(include people from my class and my frens around).
Today went for TPSD(temasek poly student division) meeting at TSC(tampines soka center). meeting started 3 pm. Despite the heavy rain in the afternoon, there still quite a number of people when down. The first event in the meeting is watching a video about Gandhi, King, Ikeda. Gandhi -one who strive for non-violence movement.
King - that is Martin Lurther King Junior. Also another great man for equality in the race/non-violence movement.
Daisaku Ikeda - 3rd President of Soka Gakkai International(SGI). Another great person for non-violence/ world peace movement.
After watching the video, tears filled my eyes. I wondered how come these man could have the courage to stand up for peace movement. My heart felt with gratitude that I get to know about Daisaku Ikeda. His definately mentor of mine and many of those around the world.
what's next after video? hmm.. shit.. short term memory.. oh yah, it's a sketch by some of the Tpsd people. Sketch on why people say Ikeda Sensei is a great person. He went to kansai(if you dunno what is kansai, it's place in japan) to encourage the members of SGI even though he's sick. He said the people over there is waiting for him. Even he need to used up his last energy, he will oso want to be there. He's great, isn't he? who in the world would still care about others when himself is so sick. So wat's after the sketch.. oh.. some sharing about mentor and disciple spirit. after that break in to small groups to share who's our mentor in life.
So let me ask everyone who's reading my blog.Who's your mentor in life, my frens?
The meeting end around 5.05pm den have some refreshment on the ground level. talk around and hang around at TSC till bout 545. Den went for dinner at 800+ with some of them. went home after dinner. And I'm online since around 7pm i think. haha..
ok, think this post is long enough for my updates. Takecare everyone. Smile always.
:) Till next post..
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