If anyone is as free as me.

well, wat have i done lately? simply nothing and rotting. so bored out.
actually i did something, but it was something crazy. I dun think anyone would be as free as me to do that.

Monday(27/3)
woke up at 8am inspite of slping at around 4am. dunno why suddenly woke up..
Den around 10plus prepare to go elleen house. Cos the nite while we are on phone she ask wanna meet tml. Then I ask why want meet. She say want see me. lol.. den i say go where? your house? end up i really went her house. reached bishan at 12pm. called elleen.. she still slping. So i walked around J8 for half hour.Den sit down outside starbuck to read books.. around 1 plus. msg elleen. den she reply. say she forgot i still at j8. den ask me want go her house watch her slp. lol.. saying her parent at home. den i ask her how? she say she ask her parent. so i walked from j8 to her house. rotting from 1plus to 3pm under her block reading book. cos she say her mum mopping floor. ask me later den go up. ok. finally went up to her house. Den found out that i was being cheated there. It's not becos she want see me.. is because she want play monopoly.. lol..
kena cheated to go bishan and wait for 3hour plus outside den play monopoly..

ok.. but we waited may to come till 5plus den start playing. after that she and may going marina square for a birthday celebration. Well, for me. I walked alone at marina square. simply walking around and around. same place, few times. went eating kfc- superstar which cost $4.5o. lol.
actually wanted to spend some money buying clothes and blah blah blah. but in the end i controlled myself. haha.. walking around a shopping mall alone is damn bo liao. that's why i nv like shopping or go out alone. Was wondering where elleen they all having dinner at. Den I saw two people(stranger) standing outside pizzahut to see the menu, I'm thinking why dun they go in den see..hmm.. den i saw one of elleen's fren coincidentally inside pizzahut.. lol.. guess elleen didnt see me(cos she not facing outside) or should I say no one saw me. The most funny thing is that nite while we were on phone again, she told me they saw me, den asked her can she bare to see me alone and ask her to see, I'm looking inside at them le.. lol.. say until i very ke lian..Although is abit lah, to walk alone. haha.. say until like wat.. dunno how to describe.. lol

ok. after walking at MS for 2hr plus. decide to went hm.. haha.. but i didn't go home directly from cityhall.. but, instead. I took mrt to bishan.Intially got a tot of waiting for elleen to be back under her bloc. but i didnt wait. Took bus 88 back home. but, how the hell would i know i'm stuck at bishan for 1hr. cos i wanted to talk double decker. but 4 bus came and it's all single deck. waited from 1020pm to 1120pm. den finally a double decker come.. It seemed like it's a hint for me to stay and wait for elleen to come home.. lol.. wat a day i have.

Let's talk about yesterday briefly. (28/3)

Meet 8 pple at dhoby ghaut at 5pm. reached at around 450pm. No one reach yet. not even until 5 anyone reach. around 510pm den got people reach. Already knew we will be late for the smell of rain movie.

Ok, i'll stop here now. continue in more detail next time.
takecare and smile always everyone.

KTV

yesterday went ktv. Actually planned to sing 2-7pm. end up changed to 7-closing time. Why? because stanley meeting his fren at 5pm for dinner. so if he sing from 2pm den need go off at 4. waste money. so changed. The planned change when we met up. So we got nothing to do. Went to orchard cine. See got movie to watch or not. End up nv watch any of the movie. So we go no place to go. They wanted to go play pool. but my wrist is injuried, so they dun want go play liao. end up we do nothing again. walk and slack around at orchard. When to kinokuniya bookstore den to borders bookstore. slack from 2 -bout 5pm. then went back to tamp. yawn. so boring. yup. that's so boring of my life.

half way back to tamp, suddenly feel headache, dun feel like singing already. but i dun want spoilt mood so still got go sing. i left kbox at 1215. nv still for another 30min before it's close cos my hp no batt, and i want go home to wait for someone to call, but in the end no call from anyone. hmm.. nvm.. waited from 12plus to 2am. think that someone wont call anymore le. so went slping..

Today another boring day. think going to stay at home again. nothing do. nothing watch. Msn no one talk.. I'm going crazy soon..........end....

bored

I'm a so damn bored. No need go sch anymore. Projects done. Stay at home nothing do. bored to death..
Nothing much to blog about the uninteresting life of mine.

Didnt go out today and there's nowhere, no one to go out with. Come online also no one to talk to. Wat is the world happening. Where's everyone? Let's talk bout yesterday den.

Early in the morning went to Senja for gohonzon conferment. Yeah. So happy.. The conferment is very long. 2hrs of talk. Whereby wat the person shared bout Nichiren Dashonin's buddhism I've read it before le. 1130am started the ceremony. den bout 1215 we are done. So we(my family) went to eat first before going home cos we damn hungry. Went to Toa Payoh to makan. den reach home bout 2plus. Those district leader came before 3pm. My ITESD also got people come support and chant with us. but only 2 of them. It's ok. I'm thankful enough le. haha.. Colin bought me book again. It's the 5th book he bought. Can say that all the books bout ND's buddhism is bought by him. Wat a good IC I've. That's basically wat happen yesterday.

So bored. Want to blog oso nothing to blog. Tomorrow going KTV. after so long finally going ktv with my buddy. everytime oso 4people or at most 5. Somemore all guys. OMG. wat is this. haha.. I think I still can't sing. my voice is monotone, sing no feeling. haiz. haha.. nvm.. No one listen to my ugly voice except my buddy. haha. must drink more water tonite. prepare for tml. haha..lame..

Think I'm gonna stop here now. I'm so damn bored..

hurt

i'm here to blog. haha..but think will blog short. my wrist hurt.. due to some minor accident

yesterday 15/3/06
Instead of going sch and see how's the video editing going about. Went to East coast park to blade. It was a damn tiring day. Blade from the mac to the east coast hawker center up and down for i think 4times. So tiring. Somemore had a great fall. Humpty Dumpty Had a great fall. lol.. Hurt my wrist, elbow, back and butt. right side of my body i should say is paralyzed..Oh, just to mention, elleen kena injuries also.Think she hurt more then me. Got blood. Mine only blood cot. Wat a day..haha. this instance that i'm typing, my right wrist hurt to the core.. OooooWww... Dun wanna describe much bout the activities yesterday. nothing much but just blade. know some new friend. Elleen's cousins poly coursemate. haha.. 2 yandaos..haha.. no wonder elleen like one of the guy/keep say bout the guy. lol..

After the day at ECP, den dunno where to go. End up all go home.. Den left me, elleen and koksheng. After much consideration, went to CCK for dinner at KFC. lol. Cos elleen wanna eat ice cream. lol.. after that went to KS's house watch "xing shan shan". After finish den go home. haha..As usual, I accompany elleen back home den took bus home. Reach home about 1am. haha.. it's more or like daily routine to me liao.. lol.. then call elleen to "bao ping an" as she ask me to do so. She wait for me to "bao ping an" everytime. End up chatting, i mean i talking to myself on the phone den she keep talking/typing to people in msn.haha.. dunno talk till wat time den she going bed. Before she sleep, still need me sing lullaby. Haha, this is also almost like daily(opps, i should say nightly) rountine to me. So after i sing, she really fall asleep. no reply. lol.. 2nd time like this. but this time round she nv wake up halfway thru her slp, i think. cos i fell asleep also. lol.. so the phone is still in connection but without two of us talking, instead is two of us snoring i think. haha.. den i suddenly wake up from my sweetdreams. See the time, 640+am. Omg.. so we slept thru the night with the phone still in connection. den i try talking see she's awake, but bout 5min later, the phone engaged. think her handfree phone out of batt liao.. lol.. on for the whole nite.. out of batt is definately. lol. aren't we powerful? lol.. We slept together indirectly via the phone. haha

Today went back to sch see how the video edited going about. End up found out not done. Ask them do den nv do. I fed up. Say wat cos someone sitting at my place den cannot do. Can ask the person to go away mah. dots.. Expect my to edit. everything oso i do.. So i edited abit here and there.. So ask to the video doesnt look weird. When cui hui come, Finally. den i ask her do the transition of the video and effects for the flash back part of the video. Now left only storyboard haven draw and adding of credits in video. Dots. Storyboard oso need I draw. Everything i do. I'm like Mr Bao Ka Liao. i think the credit got all my name in Cameraman, producer, director, editor, storyboard except for cast. Argh.. like as if the project marks I get more like that.. Argh... Enough of my complaint. Wrist damn pain after typing so long.

Takecare and smile always.

Now that she's gone

Girl you know I miss you so
I didn't know you had to go
You've had enough of our distance baby

Before I had the chance to say
I'm staying with you
For the rest of my life

Don't keep telling me these words
You don't know how much it hurts
And I'll promise you eternity
If you promise me your stay
But now it's too late
I'm no longer the man that I was

Chorus
I will go on without her
Like a fool who's too sure
I'm like a bird who's lost her wing
A fire without its flame

I don't know how to be strong
When my love has to move on
I am a song without a soul
Now that she's gone
What's left of us is this song

Don't keep telling me these words
You don't know how much it hurts
And I'll promise you eternity
If you promise me your stay
But now it's too late
I'm no longer the man that I was

I will go on without her
Like a fool who's too sure
I'm like a bird who's lost her wing
A fire without its flame

I don't know how to be strong
When my love has to move on
I am a song without a soul
Now that she's gone
What's left of us is this song
(repeat chorus 1x)

This is our song without a soul
Now that you're gone
What's left of us in this song

Lin Jun Jie's
Cao Cao album-Now that she's gone

so the only phrase in mind

Oh my god is the only phrase i could think of.

Why? I've have projects on hand that I haven hand in. Date due is over. someone pls help..
argh.. to think that i dun need to go sch after 17th march..it's getting real soon that i'll be graduating. ITE life is so fast. Can't imagine it's 2 years le.

my project, while seeing other's project and they have done so good to it.. i think my grades will drop..
HOPEFULLY gpa stay at 3.1. even better if it increase.. I wanna go poly this year..argh..

talk about going to poly. I wanna dun even know wat course to choose. so idiotic.. not much design course offered to me.. shit them..Thinking to go interactive media design, IT. but dunno wat's the 3rd choice.. argh.. help.. which course to choose..

so sian.. bored.. nothing interesting after chingay...except for dance practice fo post chingay celebration this coming sat. Yeah.. hopefully can make it on time for the dance.. Jiayou everyone.. wish the day to come soon.. Oh yah.. i think life is pretty much interesting for yvonne and clicks. Superband.. Wooo..be there to support them. 25th march, suntec fountain..

It seemed like people i know starting to get famous or perform eh.. wat a interesting life.. How I wish I have the guts to join those competition.. haha..till then, takecare everyone..