A lesson to learn

A Short Story...
 
Peter and Tina are sitting in the park doing nothing, but just gazing into>the sky, while all their friends are having fun with their beloved half.

Tina: I'm so bored. Just wish I have a boyfriend now to spend time with.

Peter: I guess we're the only leftovers. We're the only person who isn't with a date now. (both sigh n silence for a while)

Tina: I think I have a good idea. Lets play a game

Peter: Eh? What game?

Tina: Eem..It's quite simple. You be my boyfriend for 100 days and I'll be>your girlfriend for 100 days. what do you think?

Peter: Oookay..Anyway I don't have any plan for the next few months.

Tina: You sound like you aren't looking forward to it at all. Cheer up.Today will be our first day and our first date. Where should we go?

Peter: What about a movie?I heard that there is a really great movie in theater now.

Tina: Seems like I don't have any better idea than this. Lets move. (went>to watch their movies and sent each other home)

Day 2:

Peter and Tina went to a concert together, and Peter bought Tina a keychain with a star.

Day 3:

They went shopping together for a friend's birthday present. Share an ice-cream together and hugged each other for the first time.

Day 7:

Peter drove Tina up onto a mountain and they watch the sunset together.When the night came and the moon glowed, they said sat on the grass gazing at the stars together. A meteor passed by. Tina mumbled something.

Day 25:

Spend time at a themepark and got onto rollercoasters, and ate hotdogs and cotton candy. Peter and Tina got in the haunted house and Tina grabbed someone's hand instead of Peter's hand by accident. They laughed together for a while.

Day 67:

They drove pass a circus and decided to get in to watch the show. The midget asked Tina to play a part as his assistant in the magic show. Went>around to see other entertainments around after the show. Came to a fortune teller and she just said "Treasure every moment from now on" and a tear rolled down the fortune teller's cheek.

Day 84:

Tina suggested that they go to the beach. The beach wasn't so crowded that day. They have their first kiss with each other just as the sun is setting.

Day 99:

They decided to have a simple day and is deciding to have a walk around thecity. They sits down onto a bench.

1:23 pm
Tina: I'm thirsty. Lets rest for a while first.

Peter: Wait here while I go buy some drinks. What would you like?

Tina: Eem...Apple juice will be just fine.

1:43 pm
Tina waiting for about 20 minutes and Peter havent return. Then someone walked up to her.

Stranger: Is your name Tina?

Tina: Yes, and may I help you?

Stranger: Just now down there on the street a drunk driver has crashed into a guy. I think its your friend.

Tina ran over to the spot with the stranger and sees Peter lying on the floor with blood over his face and her apple juice still in his hands. The ambulance came and she went to the hospital with Peter.
Tina sat outside the emergency room for five and a half hours. The doctor came out, and he sigh.

11:51 pm
Doctor: I'm sorry, but we did the best we could. He is still breathing now but God would take him away from us very soon. We found this letter inside his pocket. The doctor hands over the letter to Tina and she goes into the room to see Peter. He look weak but peaceful. Tina read the letter and then she burst into tears.

Here is what the letter said.
Tina, our 100 days is almost over. I had fun with you during all these days. Although you may be greedy sometimes and less thoughtful, but these all brought happiness into my life. I have realize that you are a really cute girl and blamed myself for never taken the time to knowing that. I have nothing much to ask for but I just wish that we can extend the day. I want to be your boyfriend forever and wish that you can be beside me all the time. Tina, I love you.

11:58
Tina: (sobbing) Peter. Did you know what was the wish I made on the night there was a meteor. I asked God to let us last forever. We were suppose to last 100 days so Peter! You can't leave me! I LOVE YOU, but can you come back to me now? I love you Peter. I LOVE YOU.As the clock struck twelve, Peter's heart stopped beating. It was 100 days.

NOTE*
Tell the guy or girl that you love them before its too late. You never know whats going to happen tomorrow. You never know who will be leaving you and never return.

Days of our live(soap drama,FINALE)

#Episode 10-FINALE

Ok,here's the end of soap drama..
It wont have climax in my finale..
To sum up all the episode..

Life, meaning of live has never really been found out.
Though some thought they already knew the answer.
Or should I say, everyone has a different opinion/meaning/reasoning for wat life is..
To me, life, something which is so special that I can't really understand it.
Why different people got different life?
It's a mystery..

I appeared to be happy at all times, maybe.
But not all times..
When i'm thinking bout something,
I'll look sad, but dun worry..
I wont be sad, or even sad for long..
For I know that I'm consider much fortunate then many in the world.
Happiness, something that everyone should have.
I don't wish to be sad all times, even though it hurt sometime..
I want everyone to be happy
Especially her..
I want to spread what ever happiness I can give to anyone i know.
Or even pple i dun really know..
Smile always everyone..
Sun will always rise..
Rain will definitely go..
Autumn came, and it's time for romance..

Spring, time to have some break.
Snow, a celebration time for everyone.

Summer, brings in brightness for all..

 

Song of the Day

It's my life

 

This ain't a song for the broken hearted

A silent prayer for faith departed

And I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd

You're gonna hear my voice when I shout it out loud

It's my life It's now or never

But I ain't going to live forever

I just want to live while I'm alive

It's my life

My heart is like an open highway

 Like Frank, he said "I did it my way"

I just want to live while I'm alive

It's my life

This is for the ones who stood their ground

For Tommy and Gina who never back down

Tomorrow's getting harder make no mistakes

Luck, it ain't enough, you gotta make your own breaks

It's my life It's now or never

 I ain't going to live forever

I just want to live while I'm alive

It's my life

My heart is like an open highway

Like Frank, he said "I did it my way"

I just want to live while I'm alive

It's my life

Better stand tall when it's calling you out

 Don't bend, don't break baby, don't back down

 It's my life It's now or never

 'Cause I ain't going to live forever

 I just want to live while I'm alive

It's my life

My heart is like an open highway

Like Frank, he said "I did it my way"

 I just want to live while I'm alive

 It's my life It's now or never

I ain't going to live forever

 I just want to live while I'm alive

It's my life

My heart is like an open highway

Like Frank, he said "I did it my way"

 I just want to live while I'm alive

It's my life

Days of our live(soap drama,last 2,episode 9)

#Episode 9

Last 2 episode of days of our live.New drama series coming next..

Yesterday-birthday..
and it's over..
I wished that the time would stop at yesterday.
for which i was with her..
But only memory could stop for the moment of being with her..

Past weeks were boring.

Go sch everyday,though something new was learned,but it just seemed not right.

What's not right, i dunno..
Life in ITE was quick, one just passed in a flash of light.
Not like in Sec Sch,everyday seemed like a long day.
Regretted not treasuring those long times being with friend,

Life,full of obstacle..

I failed most of them, and passed merely for some.
Some I just failed over and over again.
But I'll prove it wrong.I'll keep trying till it's done.

Upgrade one self is a must.
Constantly update one self is what really make a man live to the fullest..
Giving up is a choice of many, but it surely wouldn't be mine..

Slient, sometime is the solution to all

A connection between you and me is made thru slient.

Even the tears of my cries sliently..

 

Song of the day

Westlife - I Cry

You said goodbye
I fell apart
I fell from all we had
To I never knew
I needed you so bad
You need to Let things go
I know, you told me so
I've been through hell
To break the spell

Why did I ever

Let you slip away?
Can't stand another day
Without you

Without the feeling I once knew

I cry silently
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
'Cause I know I'll never breathe Your love again
I cry

'Cause you're not Here with me
I cry

'Cause I'm lonely

As can be

 I cry hopelessly
'Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again

If you could see me now
You would know just how
How hard I try
Not to wonder why

I wish I could believe
In something new
Oh please
Somebody tell me
It's not true
(Oh girl)
I'll never be over you

Why did I ever

Let you slip away?
Can't stand another day
Without you
Without the feeling I once knew

I cry silently
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
'Cause I know
I'll never breathe
Your love again
I cry
'Cause you're not
Here with me
I cry
'Cause I'm lonely
As can be
I cry hopelessly
'Cause I know
I'll never breathe
Your love again

If I could have you
Back tomorrow
If I could lose
The pain and sorrow
I would do just anything
To make you see
You still love me

I cry silently
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
'Cause I know
I'll never breathe
Your love again
I cry
'Cause you're not
Here with me
I cry
'Cause I'm lonely
As can be
I cry hopelessly
'Cause I know
I'll never breathe
Your love again

SCH days-Days of our live(soap drama,episode 8)

#Episode 8

Stupid school.Stupid ITE.Waste of my time.So Slacking.And the staff over there,some are suck.Say my hair long,go cut.Then write forms.Idiot.Give me money cut hair then i go.I cut my hair two weeks ago only.Cut again.So rich ah.
Some more say wat,dare to wear uniform to go out walk or not(to the class).Then what hair long like mop.Say poly nv care,then so many mop hair.INsulting pple.Later kanna beat.Say wat Cut short,go orchard then look better.Shit him.Like the staff ah,then we can don't call this 21st century.
He got cocked eye also,my hair aint touching collar say wat will touch collar soon.Of cos lah,then wait till it touches then cut lah.WHAT ITE represent "Into The Excellence".Buzz him off ah.Since when the phrase english became so weird.Pple Usually is "Towards Excellence".In to Excellence/Into the excellence,the phrase already sounds weird.By the way,ITE stands for Institution of Technical Education.What into excellence. -.-'
IT's THE END still sounds better.
IT's THE END of SCHOOL LIFE..
He didnt even check those year 2.Unfair.year 2 still got long plus dyed.The staff can go bang himself into the wall.

I wanna get out of the school
As soon As POSSIBLE

singapore pledge,no no no,is the whole world,say wat equality.
there's isn't real equality practiced here.
People go poly wear home clothes,JC and ITE wear uniform.
So where's the equality practices?
Why is there a different in standard of teaching though people's pace of studying is different
Why do country have different economic status.Why can the world world be the same?
Eg,price of a drink is different at different place.Not equal.

Conclusion,
HUMAN CAN NV PRACTISE REAL EQUALITY
EQUALITY STILL HAVE IT'S RESTRICTION

FEELING OF TODAY:
ANGRY

today morning wake up
the very first feeling i got is that i missed her very much.
She just appear in my mind immediately i woke up
Oso the feeling of losing her
haha.Suddenly feel like this.weird.

Days of our live(soap drama,episode 7)

#Episode 7

Everyday in sch,it's really a waste of my time.Slacking all the way from morning till afternoon.
Olvl coming soon.feeling nervous and scare of it now..
Hope the "obstacle" will end sooner...

Birthday coming soon..
It's fast that another year has gone by...
Blink of eye..
Wish i could go back to the last year
BAck to the past.

回到过去

一盏黄黄旧旧的灯 时间在旁闷不吭声 寂寞下手毫无分寸
不懂得轻重之分 沉默支撑跃过陌生 静静看着凌晨黄昏
你的身影 失去平衡 慢慢下沉 黑暗已在空中盘旋 该往哪我看不见
也许爱在梦的另一端 无法存活在真实的空间 想回到过去
试着抱你在怀里 羞怯的脸带有一点稚气 想看你的看的世界
想在你梦的画面 只要靠在一起就能感跆鹈?想回到过去
试着让故事继续 至少不再让你离我而去 分散时间的注意
这次会抱得更紧 这样挽留不知还来不来得及 想回到过去
思绪不断阻挡着回忆播放 盲目的追寻仍然空空荡荡
灰蒙蒙的夜晚睡意又不知躲到哪去 一转身孤单已躺在身旁

First day of New Sch-Days of our live(soap drama,episode 6)

#episode 6

Today,first day of sch.Woah..Boring till death..The talk was a waste of time.Then the ice breaking was oso quite boring..Nothing seemed to interest me..How to survive for 2years.?
I hope I'll pass this years olvl...get out of ite sooner and go poly earlier..
Tml would be more tiring and boring day..Games day,then finished orientation..Compulsory cca somemore..oh god..

I would concentrate on my study first.
Think thru le,study would be more important.
Cannot think bout other thing else.
Concentrate..
Concentrate..

Song of the day

Fan Yi Chen_-_I Believe

I Believe 當我在你家門口
下雨了你看了也會難過
I Believe 你不說話的時候
也是一种 其實你在回應我
雖然不曾說 相信你正在懂
就算牽的不是我的手 我不真的難過
不知道在高興什么 你的笑容
有時候也宁可當作你在為我加油
不知道在妄想什么 只告訴自己 I Believe
你總會看到我
在某個時候 想讓你陪伴的是我
I Believe 沒有回應的時候
只不過 正好你在電話中
I Believe 語音信箱的沉默
也是一种 其實你在傾听我
雖然不曾說 相信你正在懂
就算牽的不是我的手 我真的不難過
不知道在高興什么 你的笑容
有時候也宁可當作你在為我加油
不知道在妄想什么 只告訴自己 I Believe
你總會看到我 在一切之后

Days of our live(soap drama,episode 4 and 5)

#Episode 4

Yesterdays' episode.no time to write.Nothing much oso.Now writing for yesterdays'.Went to the dentist in the afternoon fo rless then 5min,at orchard.after which went to help my ah gong again.yesterday work lesser,yet i got the same amount of money.My aunt really crazy..haha.Then keep asking me reach home call her.I'm 17 going to be le..No need say bah..haha.

Wanted to find someone and talk yest,end up meeting justin,have a drink,have some talk,then go home..boring..
Tat end my day..

#Episode 5

Today.Early morning got woke up by parent and sis.Ask me go eat dim sum..So tired den still ask me go eat..After which go shopping awhile.Haha.Brought a pant.used the money i earned yester.Had a sleep in the afternoon.
Worrying bout sch starting tml.Actually not worry.abit weird,abit excited..dunno wat should I feel.haha.I dun wanna lose contact with my fren,especially her..dunno.Hope we will still be in contact a few month or years later..

Will she forgets me?
Will she remember me?
Dunno.

Song of the day

Tension_-_When I fall In Love

When I fall in love　到底它究竟会是什么滋味　我真不知道问谁
When I fall in love　或许要怎么爱我都不会　玩这个游戏一直犯规
我需要一点点鼓励　我需要你给我　一些爱意
When I fall in love　一三五漫步聊天 When I fall in love　
二四六电话热线

When I fall in love　我绝对一心一愿 当我伸出双手　我只愿你点头
When I fall in love　我一定会给所有一切 可是又怕给太多的压力　
我需要一点点鼓励 我需要你给我　一些爱意
我知道我不懂得花言巧语　也比不上那罗密欧
我只能给你的只是我的心　纯真的心　我的心

Experience,Days of our live(soap drama,episode 3)

#Episode 3

Today,after having tution,went to help ah gong do work(umbrella logo printing)..Tiring..This work,says it easy,it isn't.Says it's hard,can not be.Required skill and experience..I started helping since i'm primary sch.not sure primary wat.either 3 or 4.haha.
Well,this job earn not much.Each print of umbrella,only bout few cents.Got to print a large quantites to earn more.Problem is time contraint,and not enough labour.This is quite a labour intensive work.Cos no machines are you.Or got,but should say it's tool.From unpackaging,to printing,to drying,to packaging,all done manaually..It's a hard work..Not many pple know how the logo is printed.Not by machines,do mananually using tools..Hard work eh..
Considering that this job earn very little,my aunt still give me quite alot for doing the job.Take the money,mother sure give me a nagging session,say my aunt they all earn not much,den give me can consider alot..Not i want de oso.my aunt keep pushing the money and ask me keep.
Today a bit careless,cut hand with a penknife when unpackaging..nvm,unlucky,I used to it.Since younger.Wat to do,born to be a unlucky person.


As I was walking home from interchange,I used the time to think of her,infact,I'm still thinking of her.Miss her especially during the nite,before I fell asleep.It gets so lonely..She just keep appearing in my mind..Can't help it to think of her.
I hate the feeling of missing her,hate the feeling when seeing her and him being so intimately infront of me,hate being lonely thru the nite.
I hate her,hate her for letting me loving her so deeply.

Did I love the wrong person?
Am I stupid for single-sided love everytime
Should I get in between them or Should I give up and sliently wish them all the best?
No need guess the answer,I always choose latter.
But for now,i dunno the answer,I love her too deeply.
Why I'm always the fool.
Fool again(Westlife)

Song of the day

CoCo Lee_-_愛你在每一天

心的最里面 每個夢里也是這畫面
唯一的眷戀 就是和你 每次交會那瞬間
多愛我一點 因為我有同樣的感覺 同樣的信念
我的天空 你抬頭就看的見
感動一點一點 种滿心底花園
愛你的每一天 讓我勇敢向前
感情沒有條件 真心才能永遠
愛你在每一天 這句話永不變
感動裝滿心田 未來路途遙遠
愛你在每一天 我真心永不變

Piano,My World-Days of our live(soap drama,episode 2)

#Episode 2

Found wat I truely like to do,music.Playing piano.
Or should I say keyboard piano.haha.Don't have a piano.
Well,it's fun to play,lots of tune to play with.
Though I'm not very sure how to read the notes(beansprout),but i figure out how to play Jay zhou's An Jing.Cool..hadn't learn finish.quite difficult cos I didn't learn piano before.haha.Quite proud(bhb) right?haha..nvm wat you think.As long as i'm happy.

Music,a great way to express one's feeling
The inner emotion of one whichis usually difficult to describe
Music,make it more simple to explain
The feeling that one will get from a piece of music
Maybe different from anothers' feeling
But the meaning of the music,represent each and everyone's story
A story of life,experience.

For me,different music or songs represent each and every story i have.Think it's oso the same for many pple out there.Sometimes,I was wondering,is the song specially composed for me?haha.the lyric of the song,just like my situation from time to time.Mostly love song,woah,incredible,really like writing out my story,my life.Exactly the same situation.Mayb the composer have the same situation as me huh?haha.

As I've said,Life is like a drama
Every drama has its own theme song
Drama and song,(life and story and another word)
Both are connected in some way or the other
You can't have a life,without a theme song
And of cos,you can have the theme song,without having a life
when it reach the climax of the drama,the song would oso reach its climax.

My story

My drama climax(knowing you)
My theme song (Boyfriend-5566)
Sub theme song (Alot like Simple love(jay),tiao bo(5566),etc.)

Born on 21st july 1987,Cancerian,Rabbit
Growing up with many obstacles

Firstly-Operation at young age(less then 5 or 4 years old)
Had a unhappy childhood day which i dun remember,mayb a shot period of time only.

Reach the age of schooling.like drawing when i'm in kindergarden.Always draw a house and a tree(dunno why)

Primary 1 sch days,crying when go to sch.nv had the problem in kindergarden.Think i dun like the sch.Time to go sch,yet I didn't wake my mom up and bring me to sch.Got scolded by parent.

Changed sch,primary 2-6.First day of new sch,saw a girl,heart keep pounding,love a first sight or like at first sight.but didn't get to know the girl much.That's when i start to know what love/like.But not very sure the meaning then.
Primary three,fall in love with another "Girl 1".or should say like bah.My sis told me I got shout I love you under the block of the girl house,which I don't remember.Haha.like "Girl 1" bout 2year plus.

Primary 5,class had changed,new classmate,like "girl 2" when i slowly knew her(btw i'm not flirt,is after give up hope for the "Girl 1" then like).I always dun have the courage to tell the girl whom I like that I like her.But for "Girl 2",think I did tell,but think she nv give me chance.Had a some sort of test,about "Girl 2",what she like..etc.with few other guy.I lost,the guy who won got tip from the "girl 2's" friend."Girl 2" and the guy started a relationship.Even heard she and the guy going to kiss,my heart started to break.But it doesnt hurt so much at that time,think i'm not really like the girl.

Primary 6,very close with a "Girl 3".Talks on phone almost everyday and chat very long not 2-3hr,up to 10 hour oso have.dunno talk bout wat also.haha.Den heard from "Girl 3" that her pal/"sister"(Girl 4) like me,and "Girl 4" herself oso got say,but I dun like the her,cos like to beat pple and not the type of girl I'm searching for.Many things happened that year.

PSLE over,new school again,got a very bad score,and enter express class with merely a point or two.

During orientation before Sec sch start,saw a girl(girl A).She's really look pretty,can't keep my eyes off her.love at first sight.But I was think i wont know her cos the sch quite big and i dun usually make alot of fren,not even in primary sch day.Den SYF brought us "together".This is fate,I was so happy.But i dun dare to talk to her.At that time,pple know my nick as mimiyan and I became some sort popular at that time.then she knew me.And we started to talk.and became fren.I was hope to be her partner,but I always have little confident in myself,say it's impossible.we became quite a good fren.I found that i love her more and more.heard from pple that she oso like me,but when ask her,she like dun want answer.But oso heard that she quite flirt.I'm hurt to hear that.

Sec 2,I knew other girl(girl B),which oso partly becos my nick had already spread till dunno where liao.When I look at her,and the look and smile that she give me,i simply just sort of wanting to know more bout the girl.But at that time i'm love "Girl A".
But i give up on "Girl A" knowing that she like keep playing with pple's heart.Dunno since when,I knew the "Girl B".We got chat on the phone for a short period of time,and i slowly fall for her.Yet I also no chance..And she found herself a bf not long after we knew each other.I silently wishing her all the best.默默的祝福

Dunno since when,I knew "Girl C" think is end of sec 1.Not very close with her.Only sometimes msg and seldom talk to her in sch tot.Only till last year,or end of sec 3,we started to talk more and more.Very close..And dunno since when I fall in love with her.Very deeply in love with her.But I know,this time round is impossible,really impossible.She had bf already.And their relationship very long..I dun want to be the third party,dun wanna break her and her bf apart.Dun wanna 挑撥(tiao bo) their relation.This time round,I know truely.I love the girl,from the deepest of my heart,I want her to be happy,and I know she love her bf deeply,so i dun wanna hurt hurt by snatch her from her bf,and I know i dun have the courage and the quality/good point to woo and have her with me.I treasure the times being with her,every hr,every minute,every second,every milisecond.Being with her,would be the most wonderful days of my life.Watching her smile,makes me happy too..:) She's is the one i've been searching for,I know for now.Forever,I can't make the promise,Cos i dunno the meaning of forever.I only know now,and now my heart beats for you And only for you..

I have reach the climax of my 17years of story.And the climax start with "Girl C"

Song of the day

5566_-_Boyfriend

I'm sorry for me buggin' you
Sorry for being such a fool
God knows I've tried but I can't let go
I'm crazy 'bout you know who
I'm sorry for me needing you
Sorry girl that you don't feel it too
I get the point, should be a man about it
I've never been good at that - no no Forgive me for being me
I've tried to let go

Chorus:
I know you got a boyfriend-another man
Another guy by your side
Someone who hopefully treats you right
But you don't know how much I wish That I was
Your boyfriend - that other guy
The only one who's allowed
In your room to lay in your arms at night
now you don't know how much I wishThat I was your boyfriend
I'm sorry for me wanting you
Sorry for not playing by the rules
But what would you do if you were in my shoes
Feeling lost and blue Mnn
I'm sorry for me lovin' you
sorry for being such a fool
God knows I've tried but I can't let go
I'm crazy 'bout you know who

Chorus:
Another man is by your side
I hope he treats you right
I wish I was the only one
To lay in your arms at night
Well you can't blame a guy for tryin'
Now what else can I do
And how I wish that my prayers, Thoughts and dreams
Would become reality

Day of our live(soap drama,episode 1)

#Episode 1

1 day,2 day,3 day...Days of our live.Going thru the same routine everyday.wake up had teeth brushed,face washed,eat breakfast and so on and on..continue wat you supposed to do..
Work or study..
I emphasize,everyday,same routine,except of resting days..

Waking up early in the morning today,going to have a tuition,yet tutor change it again.Well,then I could relax abit.but got to have self-discipline.Gonna retake the ORDINARY LEVEL this year.
Wat a pain.haha..Hope i can pass it this year.Wish me luck bah.

Life is like a drama
Fate bring us together
Isn't easy to stay together for ever
Learn to appreciate what you have right now
Don't upset over a small matter
Think again,is it worth it
Drama has its' own climax
Different drama,different climax
In my life,my climax,slowly increasing
When would it be the greatest
For now and ever
My greatest climax would be loving you yet knowing I can't be with you
If i would to end the drama with many climax
I know that,no matter wat climax I have in the future
Loving you would still be the greatest climax

我會學著放棄你﹐是因為我太愛你
周杰倫