Just my creation

Composed within an hour or two. might not be perfect/finalise

Song title: 是我傻 Lyrics: 苏俊玮

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你的小手 我曾牵过
你的笑容 让我心跳
你的一切 使我爱上
但你却离开了我

现在的我 一个人走
少了个你 有点寂寞
我只希望 你会幸福
最后一句我爱你

爱是什么 两人相爱
还是分手 后才深爱
最美丽的笑容
失去后 才想要挽留

是我太傻让你离开
做出最愚蠢的选择
以为这样你会快乐
但却使我掉了眼泪

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我就会也学著离开

time to move on

have been slacken.. didnt really focus much on study.. I should move on.. cannot stop.. Time to dun stop, things dun change after it happened.. But I just can't. Ok. mayb i'm emo-ing. well, tat's life...haha..

Have to stop all my crap... Study hard... HOLIDAY WILL BE HERE SOON den i will have all the time to be emo if i want.. lol.. jiayou...

Projects.. Suddenly i dunno how to do programming. Like back to Zero again.. have to work overnight... i think work abit overloaded.. Damn, so many projects n all is need think one. Not saying that one or 2 just research. All need alot of brain cell to think den can do.. argh....

Now without dance training everyday or every few day, my days seemed mundane.. and yah.. I think it's pretty mundane.. And oso very lazy to go gakkai meeting. I think I should make more effort to go down.. To encourage myself and I can in turn encourage other people. How am I supposed to cheer people up when my own life-condition is so low. lol..

Ok, mundane life, boring blog. Nothing else. smile people!!

enjoy watching...

Videos of Salsa Perfomance n 7Beats on Vibes

Happy Birthday

Yeah!! Happy Birthday to myself. lol.. haha..
Actually I very happy this year.. Cos very surprised celebration for me..
Shall not elaborate much..lazy to type. I will tell you personally if you ask. lol
Thanks everyone for the greetings.. Thanx the few people from dance.. For the pleasant surprise of the cake. haha.. So touch..

Anyway.. Didnt go out and celebrate. just tat went for hip hop, den salsa practice.. till 3plus den we go eat lunch.den sort of celebrate. haha.. Thanx so much.. :) Especially to someone.. you know who you are..lol..Thanx for the effort. So heartwarming..

Reach home bout 7plus. den use com. went to eat dinner n i asked yvonne to acc me. lol.. den chat awhile n went home. I love chicken chop from tmart kopitiam. nice..

Ok.. i shall stop. I hungry again. lol.. Takecare everyone.. and ya..
Happy Birthday to Jia Jia.. Stay Pretty!!!

Vibes photos

Ok, well, some late photos from vibes n stuff..
Too bad we didnt take much photos during our everyday training outside business's CHEERS.

This is like the few we had. haha..

training starts everyday at 6pm.(7Beats OwnRehearsal)

The training ends 9pm everyday. Look!, our 'Gin' Opps, I mean our dearest Gen is giving her debriefing after trg. hahaha.. Everyone was so serious And why is 'ron' posing for the cam?

Group photo time!! 7Beats crew, yup, 7 where one is missing! Where's serene? lol..

Before Vibes5 starts.. Crew of 7Beats n still missing one!! haha..

Oh, I started to miss my crew n vibes. ok. well, at least I still see some of them in school. haha..

off to bed now.. takecare n smile!!

Wicked good

Kudos to this guy man! Beatboxing with flute. Give me a Hell Ya!

finished

yes! we had finished our learning our salsa dance routine. Just have to brush up our steps n yah.. we are good to perform on 22nd July. haha.. suntec city. around 3.30pm.

The steps was very very messy.. the hand. the leg.. my gosh.. i must improve!! 1 more week!! salsa is FUN!! really fun. but den must do nice is not easy..hahaha. ok. i know I repeat it alot of times. haha..

Oh yah, learnt some new routine from razzmy today.. the dance abit taxing to my backbone.. pains.. n sometimes I dun even know whether is it my bone or kidney that feeling pain. jia lat. So scare of kidney problem.. oh my gosh..

Shall offline now..it's 3.12am saturday. few more hours to practices. takecare n smile everyone!

Salsa

Yesterday
Went for salsa training at a studio somewhere in Joo Chiat. It was fun, but den if want to dance nicely must be very confident n basic must be good. So it's my first time trying salsa. I felt so retarded while dancing. N there was like couple dance. Gosh!! I was so pai seh lah. Ask me to dance with someone I know for less than 3hr. lol. N I didnt really tok to my partner. Worst, din even catch her name correctly. lol..

Ok, I will work hard so as to not make a fool out of myself on 22nd July at suntec. haha.. please go n support me on the day. lol.. Stress! left like bout 1 week n we need to perform. Have to dance like professional salsa dance. How sia!! Practice only 1 time only. 3 more to go I guess.. Wish me luck people!

Today
Day was as usual, n I finally managed to wake up for my morning lecture. But den, I catch no ball. Stress. Yr 2 is damn stressful lah. Think I'm gonna flunk my yr2 if I dun buck up. Haiz.. had been slacking too much. Not focusing on my studies but on activities. No mood to study. N I dunno why.. haiz..

Side-track
Oh yah. yest, I said:"teacher you should prepare before you teach" to one of my lecturer. Then he replied: "Jun wei, that's very hurtful. How you know I didnt prepare. I was preparing something else." Duh!!! yah. something else n not wat he's teaching. Damn. Then he can still after 5min walk up to me n said my word very hurtful to him. Woah piang, wat a sensitive guy. But den true wat, if he prepared, den he wouldnt have always problem showing us wat he's gonna teach.
Btw, I dun understand single thing he's saying. He was just like you got to have this code, got to do this. Yah right, who in the world will understand it when we didnt even understand why must do this n tat.. Damn loh. Was a bit pissed off when he came to me n say he felt hurt. yah lah. I know I abit "guo fen"(over), but den, wat's true is true. Ok mayb he did prepare, but den, people dun understand. I bet 95% of the class dun understand. Oh well, how am I going to do my proj for that. Damn. ok forget it..

Well, I've got like netInfra, inetcapp, mobcomp, database n socio project. blah blah blah.. hell taxing lah.. ARGH!!!! FAN AH!!! Very rush for all projects. n somemore so many I dun understand. Shitty lah..
Think I'm not having n wisdom n courage.. I shall chant more.. I must not be defeated by sanshoshima.. Jia You Junwei, believe you can, n you can!! Must not disappoint myself n my mom..

Didnt when for socio tutorial today after staying in sch till the lesson start. Was taking a nap at eng hall 1. but den when times up, I felt more tired n abit not well, so went home at 4 where the lesson just started. Damn lame right? lol. oh well, socio is hard to understand.. Mayb my ang moh not good. lol.. And ya, please stop saying I'm china boy Genevieve!! lol.. I'm not china boy..lol. Just tat's I'm more chinese influenced okay!!

Hopefully I could bring laptop to sch tml. have to use it. Takecare everyone n SMile always!!

Vibes 5

Yesterday marked the end of Vibes 5 dance competition.. had lots n lots of fun. We simple went high ourself. haha. 7Beats!! yeah.. although we didnt win in actual fact, to me we already won b4 vibes as we've come so far!

Of cos, congrats to Right Hand Rule!! oh!! i'm gonna miss those training days.. haha. stress but well FUN!! dance is fun.


the day started early..12pm was the reporting time. den the run thru at 1pm. drag till bout 2plus. I went hm to take the tix as I've forgotten to take. Mayb I'm old liao. haha. den went backn it's bout time for Dance agm. it goes on like introduction to dance main comm.. video of past event, up coming events. talk from ex dance president n blah blah. n introduce of sub-comm candidate where I'm one of them. lol.. i abit stunned when call my name. haha. hopefully there's people vote for me. haha.. den agm ends around 430pm. had our dinner. the chicken rice was nice n not forgetting the "muah chee" made by Jean's mom..
Den 7Beats had our few practice. den Warm up n prepare for competition.. Everything seemed to happen so fast.. My heart keep pumping fast enuff that it could jump out anytime.. n when it's our turn be prepared. It's worst. but den, everythings seemed ok when the emcee's call out our name.

The moment was tense yet I felt good.. Like as if I'm performing for thousands n hundreds of people to see. All the cheers from the people.. Thanks although I'm sure most of the people I dunno. But, confirm fren's of my teammate.. haha.. Seeing people perform is like Woah!! nv ending.. But den when it's your turn, it's like VOOM!! gone in a flash of light.. "Tai Shang Yi Fen Zhong, Tai Xia Shi Nian Gong." Direct translation means: The work you seen on stage for 1 minute, is the hardwork of the people for 10 year." Well well.. good things must come to an end. haha..

Oh, Hai Shing secondary n RP came for competition too.. :) not bad too...

I want the pix from Vibes. thought didnt really take much photos. but den. picture!! who should I get it from? haha.. videos oso.. It's quite a gd memory. life, full of memories yah?! haha..

ok. will be having another good memory soon I guess. Salsa performance on the 22nd July, which is 1 day after my bday. lol.. I dun even know wat performance is that. haha.. anyway, different type of dance, different type of exposure. haha.. :)

Shall stop here.. update when I got the pix n video. Smile!

不能說的秘密

Love this song!! Await for JayChou movie next month

suddenly..

suddenly i felt so stress so here to post. I dunno why.. but den, my mind n hear just feels like difficult to think n breathe.. the air like just "men zai xin li, chuan bu guo qi."

ah!!. wat when wrong? hmm.. mayb too many projects n i haven start.. quiz.. lab test.. presentation.. competition.. AH!!!!! helpp.. someone... ah....

Ok. think i shall go do my daimoku and evening gongyo.. so I can calm down.. JIA YOU!!!

MilkRun

sat
supposed to meet have much design. n it cos $2.50. so we where she go meet her went for dance lesson in the morning.. slack around in library with lynette's dance grp. oh yah..lynette's my new bestie in poly. haha.. slack till bout 1pm. went home. use com awhile. den went to take a nap around 4plus. woke up at 630 where i'm supposed to meet stephie n yili at far east 7pm to buy our stuff for dance competition. and yah.. dance competition is next week. GOSH!! no more time.. must buck up. Jia You everyone!!

got our stuff.. den me n yili head down to bugis where yili went to find her fren n me finding boon. went to search for bandannas at bugis street, but den comes to no avail. the only shop that sell bandannas didntdidnt get it. After which, i went to wait for boon to have supper, end up he's "celebrating" his last day with his colleague. so i have to go have my dinner cum supper alone. but i went to buy tibits n took bus home.. but den, still meet up with boon n dan at supper around 12am as boon called to say he's hungry. that's bout it n home sweet home..

Sun
runners, but just nice for me. Supposely to meet the rest 1030am at tiong bahru for milk run. but i overslept. So i reached zouk at 12. so there's like run thru or the mass dance, lunch n den prepare for mass dance. n after the mass dance, wait for another 1hr or so for the start of Milkrun. Ran the 4km commnity run. And woah, i'm able to run after like 2 yrs since I last ran. haha.. and of cos, i stopped like bout 4 times. ok.it's incrediblely good already ok. if you noe, i can't run long, my hearts can't take it.. so.. claps for myself. used like 30min to run 4km.. long enuff for gdhaha.. but, the 4km doesnt seemed like 4km. Everytime i run at bedok reservoir, it seemed like hours for running the whole thing.

haha. ok.. after milkrun, collect my bag, but the collection takes 1hr. gosh.. mess everywhere, n I almost lost my caps that is attached to my bag. but lucky me. :) so went for dinner at chinatown temporary market. n before that, went to buy cake for Ricky's bday. n hell, even queuing up for withdraw money takes like 15mins. they foreign worker there dunno how to use the atm. Mayb it's because it's in english. So we sang bday song to Ricky at the hawker centre and it's like people around is looking lah. haha.. so special. But i dun really noe Ricky, new fren i've made recently, n one more new fren I made today. haha. mayb I too long nv go mtg liao, so alot of people from sd I nv see before one. haha.. must go mtg more often, i'm too slack. but den, lot's of commitment.

hmm.. must chant that I can manage my time well. Abit busy in yr2. projects, dance, soka mtg n stuff.. n it's been long time since i last went town or shopping. Gosh! going to be a mountain turtle soon. But den, no one to go out with. seemed like I have no fren tat can go shopping with ah. hahha..

Dance competition coming soon. Excited..Coming sat. 6.30pm at tp auditorium 1. anyone want to watch? I got tickets. contact me. N one more performance coming on 22nd July, n this time is salsa dance, Gosh!! n we haven't even learn the dance. jia lat. haha.. Wish me luck people..
Stop n end off here. Smile.. Takecare..