End 2007

another year passing. that's really fast..
too fast that I couldnt even catch a breath

it seemed like 2006 is yesterday only. but yet, now 2007 is coming to an end. I was reading thru my archives from end 2005 to start 2007. Alot memories flow back..

end 2005, started my very first chingay and as a trainer. Had wonderful times during chingay. The best part of my life I guess. Those bladers' outing and stuff. Chingay trainings every Wed and Sat. Post Celebrations, Heartlands performance blah blah blah..

Think the best is becos I got to know you and had you as my gf bah. Life in 2006 is pretty much filled with vibrant colours becos of you. As I read those posts bout you and stuff, den I realised how much good, great, fun, quality time I had with you. You have become part of my life since 1st June. I missed those times. Watching movies, shopping, talking on the phone at nite till the both of us fell aslp while phone is connected...having small small little quarrels with you, till now den I realised that I'm a super lousy bf. Not Able to make you happy yet always make you sad. I didnt do enuff for you. Neglected you becos of my sch projects for bout 1month. Didnt really chatted for that 1month. And yup, soon after that, we broken off. For wat reason, I dunno. mayb neglection is the reason bah. But den, I was so stupid to let you go when you asked if we should......

I miss your voice, your smile, 撒娇的模样, simply your everything,你的一切..
I wished I could tell you how much I miss you and you will know how much I missed you.
Time and time again when I msged you telling you how I feel, I gotten a heartbreaking replied. It seemed like you forgotten everything like right after we seperated. Sometimes I wondered, have you really forgotten, or you are just faking it. All I wanted to know now is Do You still have feelings for me. The way you replied to me seemed that your answer is no. Guess I'll nv know the answer.

I wondered why can you forget it tat quick. does it mean that you dun really love me. Oh well, nvm. I've always know that you love your first bf the most. think I'm just a small side-tracked character in your life. And I can't be compared to him. You asked me dun chant for your return, ha ha ha, i dun think even me chanting will change your mind. nvm...

I guess it's all bout me alone. Thinking too much, loving too much, missing too much.. I just couldnt let go. WHY. Cancerian.... -.-' oh well, I miss you though. Ok, not being emo here, just that, I MISS YOU SUPER DUPER DEEPLY.

2007, 5th Feb started my not that vibrant colored life.. still vibrant but not as much with you around.

I should have say, 2007 have been great too. different feeling of great. Firstly, something came into my life. not a person. but it's DANCE. yup. since last year june. till this year with really serious dance, it become my life. What does dance brings in for me? It brought alot of stuff to me. Happiness/Joy, Sadness, Frustration, Hardwork, Friendships. Came to realise and see more than wat I usually see. How a person behave, feels and blah blah blah. People could easily mistaken your words if you dont say it correctly and of cos, will think wrong. In another words, miscommunication. And I think sometimes people think too much and over interpret people's words. So one advice, think before talk, and read simple. dun read too much.

But what I like most is the friendship made thru dance.
Those in TPDE: from the seniors and juniors. Made some very good frens there..just like brothers and sisters.

and I'm very lucky and have good fortune to have a place where I can find comfort, Soka Gakkai. A very good fortune for me to be able to join UPz(Urban Passionz) and HRcrew(Human Revolution Crew). Although I joined UPz at a much later time and only started the crappy side of me on the very actual 1011 performance, I still love the people. lol.. so much fun. Although the age gap quite big lah. 7 years or even 13years gap. lol.. but, we are one big family in gakkai and we came together becos of DANCE. yeah.. Had alot of fun with them after the 1011, with those extra performance on 6th, 8th dec. Not forgetting 2212, ultimate F.R. I think our bond is quite strong although we like only know each other for 2months.
With all very interesting people around in UPz, Maggie Mee, Ma Ker Xiong, Candy Jie, Giffy, Xiao Mei Mei Eugena, Xiao Mar, Mega Ben and many many more.. lol..not forgetting Leya. Who has been our nanny ever since UPz started.

Personally I feel my 2nd half of 2007 is much better than the first.. 1st half was simply like screwed life with the break up.. Although periodically I will still feel emo and miss you. But with dance, those unhappy stuff simply was put behind.. =D

Hopefully 2008 would be a much better year for me although I know it will be more challenging with me going to 3rd yr in poly. Major Project and SIP.. Dance.. Gakkai Activities..Emotional feelings.. Hopefully I'll move on ahead new on a New Year bah.. =D

Bye Bye 2007...

No More. Say Goodbye.

Ok. Junwei EMO no more. Say GoodBye to emo..
haha.
thanx to those who shown their concern. :)

I dunno need any of those, banging the wall, blah blah blah that I mention previously anymore.
Dun worry people.. junwei wont be emo for long. only for few hours. =)

but all I need now is a good massage on my neck plus body. argh..
woke up this morning and found myself can't move my neck and body.
So I didnt go for dance in the morning.

Aching everywhere cos of training yesterday for 9am-6pm. Think either is warm up on the neck not enough, or too much flipping make my neck strain..I'm practically turning my body so i can look around today. lol..

Went for HRcrew first session today. 1min of choreo is postponed, so today's agenda changed to comment bout each individual dance. both positive and negative. Oso learnt a new short lyrical choreo today. The song, Say Goodbye by Chris Brown. I like the choreo. Quite challenging but fun and nice. haha..
Wasnt called up the first time by Jw, but 2nd time was called up, along with marcus. But dunno for good or bad or just dance shuang. lol.. cos Jw only commented on marcus. ok. nvm..

Anyway, after learning the choreo, it's to time individually dance "Remember The Name" & "Say Goodbye" choreo. Challenging. Cos have to change mood from sad den ghetto. lol.. I think I'm weak on R.T.N choreo, cant really dance with my aching head and body and I tend to lost track of beats from time to time. lol. But I think I do quite ok for S.G.B choreo. But need more of the accents.

Den everyone started to give comment. I shall list out the comments I got. And will keep the comments in mind.

Positive Points
1. Able to catch steps fast/Fast learner
2. Great deal of improvement from e last time I saw you dance(SD Concert)
3. Very fast learner in dance
4. Works very hard!
5. Has the ability to cheer people up around him
6. Always trying to learn new things. ( xiao long bao, char siew bao, Da bao)
7. Good feel of music
8. Fast learner - on dance steps
9. Have groove
10. Hard Working(from sitting chair to doing chair)
11. Form new dance routine(face wave)
12. Learn piano on his own(genius)
13. Very big actions
14. Got Feel
15 Good Coordination
16. Good Tempo
17. Very Unique style
18. Funky & sleek moves
19. Great musicality and able to hit the beats
20. Good in catching the rythm of the music. Quite creative when freestyling
21. Very hardworking dancer.
22. Good Musicality, high and constant energy
23. Has your own groove
24. confident when dancing
25. your character and attitude are important assest for being good dancer, eg. humble, friendly,etc.
26. Energy level constant(with reference to 2212)
27. Actions are big.
28. Impactful
28. Very bouncy face! And funny expressions! 夠表情

Negative Points(ways to improve)
1. Moves can be soft at times
2. Move a lil' slow at times too
3. Being taken over my emotions easily =D
4. Not very sharp in executing dance moves at times.
5. Always late!(haha, but i kow you are working on it)
6. Took a very long time for you to open up.
7. Eyes too small.
8. Build on energy
9. Limbs a bit fluzzy
10. 太瘦了...Must eat more(with a drawing of chicken drumstick)
11. Feels hungry when I sees him
12. 外冷內熱
13. Always fighting with natural enemy(mee)
14. More relax in certain steps
15. Bigger actions
16. More Energy
17. More Bounce
18. More energy at certain points
19. More groove
20. Feel the music more
21. Sometimes when he dance, he tend to get messy, have to be more clear in his actions.
22. already good but continue to work on groove lor...
23. continue to be humble and learn from others =)
24. need more control
25. personal character need to be shown
26. 很包. LOL
27. Can be more confident =)
28. Needs to pump in energy!

woah. ok.. that's all.i've got equal number of positive and negative points
But some is very Funny la. lol.. wat learn piano on his own. lol.. no link with dance. bouncy face. eyes too small, 很包, always fighting with natural enemy(mee). lol.. where's the link with dance? lol.. eyes too small i oso can't help. lol. unique mah. Mimiyan is my nickname anyway. lol..

I'm surprised by some of the +ve points. Like Good Musicality, unique style, hardworking dancer, has own groove, quite creative in freestyling, confident when dancing, got feel.
Basically I think I'm not any of those that is mention. lol. i'm not hardworking enuff and my freestyle super jialat plus I'm not confident. I just act confident. lol.. ok. well.. surprised..wonder if it's anyhow or wat. lol.. hmm... nvm..must improve on my positive points oso.

hmm.. i'll take note of -ve points. must change my bad habit. lol..continue to be more humble.. haha. meaning not humble enuff. note taken. Hope I dun give people impression that i'm good can liao. cos I personally feel lousy. But I think I always act till like very 厉害. haha. 假厉害.
Mayb I too skinny liao, that's why alot comment is need more energy. lol. I put alot. if I put too much, till the last part of dance, I will no strength. lol.. ok nvm. solution. EAT MORE!! lol. But I eat alot oso. lol. somemore is ALOT.. haha. and I got tummy now. sian. haha..

Ok, I think i shall stop here. my neck pain. shall continue next time.

大笨蛋

I AM FREAKING EMO-ING...

Thursday 27th dec.
Prepare and finally done with ur present. Laminated the portrait of you I drew.
Went out at 845pm.
reached compasspoint at around 945pm.
Sms-ed you at 1025pm and you are still out.
Bought a Oreo Cheesecake..
Tried walking to your house. but I'm lost. took lrt back to sengkang, den transferred to the one to your house.

Reached at around 1115pm.
12am. Msged and wished you happy birthday
1am, you are not back yet
almost 2am. and you are finally back.

haha. Imagine me sitting at the playground from 1130pm to 2am..
looking over to the cars that drive in every now and then to check whether if it is you coming back.
Fearing that I will see someone drive you back and my heart will break.
Singing all the songs I wanted to sing for you, but alone at the playground.
Waiting anxiously for your return as it is late and not safe in your area.

Anyway, put the present outside your door, and opps, you saw me and I finally see you.
But it's not a very good thing.

You read the letters I've wrote
You said you were moved by wat I wrote
But that doesnt changed the fact that we are not together.
You said Chant for watever I want but dont have to chant for you to be with me together.
You said maybe you werent meant for me.
Yup, like you said, at least we grew together..

Your words mean so much and at the same time my heart breaks even more.
Though I dun pinned too much hope, but still, the broken heart, once again, into pieces.

I walked aimlessly, from Fernvale LRT station, to Compassvale Station. Practically it's from 1 end to another end. 45 to 50 mins of walk. With each passing steps, I walked with heavy footsteps. A stone seemed to be blocking my heartbeat. And I seemed to left something behind.
Ah ya.. My heart is still left with you.

I was as always, this stupid. waiting for you for hours this time, reminds me of that time I waited for you under your previous home to be able to go up your house, for pratically 3-4hours as you have not woke up.
Why do I always wait? Cos I think the waiting is worthwhile.
But people would think I'm too free. wait for hours doing nothing.

All this 20years, I've been waiting.
Be it waiting for you, the person I admire during secondary.
I have always be the one waiting.
I dont grumble cos I'm a guy and I should wait.
Wait for the right one. wait for the time tat it's my turn to love.

Am I foolish or wat to still wait and hold on to some hope that you will be back with me?
I think I am.
This very moment I feels like
BANGING MY HEAD into the WALL.
THROW STUFFs and make a MESS.
A CAR TO BANG ME and make me lost my memories of you.
SHOUT OUT LOUD.
A SHOULDER FOR ME TO CRY ON.
A HUG that keep me comfort for at least a while. give me one if you see me EMO
no need for a listening ears, cos words cant express wat I wanna say.

JUNWEI IS EMO.
Lol.. oh well. this dont last long..
大笨蛋

haiz
Reached near TPE, den I took a cab back. it's super expensive taking a cab now. $10.20 from the express way of sengkang to my house. And I sit in the cab for less than 10min. The uncle still use phone while driving. Keep on the sign left/right every 10sec. Almost wanted to scold him as I'm in the lowest of the 10World - HELL. I wonder If he's drunk or wat..BOYCOTT cab..

ARGHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tears seems to be in the eye. but it cant get out.

it's coming to an end.

2007 is coming to and end..

22 dec - Urban Passion and HRcrew performed at the Ultimate Friday Rendezvous(as shown in the previous post video). I personally feel that we are the best preshow ever. lol.. ok. must be humble.. :)

had a great xmas celebration with fun people.. lol..

24 dec(xmas eve) - evening meet up with wq, andy and jean first at downtown, den decided to go town in the end. -.-' lol.. meet up with meichin, py, kw, iris at town.. den i stayed awhile and left them.

Went to Link hotel at tiong bahru to celebrate with dearest Urban Passion people. lol. Imagine 20+ people squeeze into a normal hotel room. haha.. think we are super noisy lah. confirm alot of complaints by other customers. lol... had gift exchange after 12. haha. Sorry lester for the very common box of ferraro rocher. lol...
All of their present is so unique. lol. especially MEGA's. lol. a super duper big pen. lol.. there's some nice gift oso, such as Adidas Hoody jacket(it's not the original. But still nice.), Adidas Cap, and some others. lol..

Ok.. practically I have no much mood to play game. so was watching the rest playing games like true or dare and other stuff. haha. get to know the rest more I think.. haha.. alot of secrets. lol.. ok. actually nothing much lah. haha..

25 dec - Den morning bout 7 went for breakfast at near by coffeeshop. den back to the hotel to pack our stuff. And I didnt slp for the whole nite. lol. ok. I slept for 20min before checking out. reach home around 1pm on xmas day. bathed, watch tv awhile and back to slp. lol. till i woke up at 830pm. and meet up with my best of best buddy at 9plus for coffee chat. lol.. haha.. it's feels good to know still have your childhood fren still in contact. haha..

went back home around 11. den use comp till 5am. lol..

26th dec - woke up around 1pm. den went to town around 4. Caught Alvin and the Chipmunks with Jin Wen, Mel, Marcus. lol.. the chipmunks quite cute lah. lol. had lots of laughter. lol. quite a funny show. haha.. After movie, went to Leya's workplace. She got to discuss with jinwen and mel bout the Voices of Spring performance. So me and marcus tagged along. Dunno if I could take time out to commit to this performance. it's on the 28th Jan, and another one on 14th Feb(vday). haha.. Anyway, after tat went to collect my xmas gift by someone(my secret admirer). lol.. I cannot mention who. lol.. anyway, it's a box of alchoholic chocolate. :)

Think tat's bout wat happened this few days. end..

Dedications
Thanx Yvonne aka maggie mee for the Shower Gel and 2 Candy Cane.
Thanx Candy Jie for the 2 Nike wristband for and chocolate for the guys.
Thanx to Someone, I forgot who gave it, for a Candy Cane to everyone. (oh well, I've got 3)
Thanx Cui Ting(childhood fren), for the bottle of Snapple and Ginger breadman. First Time Eating it.
Thanx to the Secret Admirer for the box of Chocolate. :)

Smile People!!

Urban Passion & H.R. Crew

This is the performance by Urban Passion and HR crew at Friday Rendevous 22nd Dec 2007. Yeah. I guess it was a good one. But the lighting cannot see most of our effects. Argh.. yeah. Go UP and HR. We Rock the stage.. Yope.

my not very good Chair Freeze.

Back from Camp

Dance..
Tired..
Self Discipline..
still not gd in dance..
no improvement..
shit happens..
injured..(like always me -.-', suay?)
cried.. but definately not becos the injury. dun mistaken people.. I'm not weak to cry for a injury. but weak to cry for something that uses heart. muahaha.. ok. crap.. prawn..

my face still pain.. argh...

Anyway, thanx for people who showed their concern bout my injury in the face. Can't remember got who. Almost everyone bah.. thanx for concerning. :)

instructor Gin talk bout she feel some of us give the impression that we're very good already, and something else. i can't remember. I hope I didnt give her that impression. Cos I still suck and seriously still lousy. It's like no matter how hard I tried, oso cant get her attention when choosing people to dance? lol.. ok.. nvm.. try harder.. still got many rooms for improvement. be it 4, 5, or 6 rooms. hahaha.. ok. crap. I'm tired. Didnt really slp after first day. only bout 1hr or less? But but, I didn't slack in dance..but efforts sometimes not recognise. ok. Try harder...

Sat is the HRcrew and UP performance, and I'm like still havent finish learning the steps and formation. I scare I forgot formation. argh.. Hopefully not.. I must breakthrough. learn choreo in 1 day and rememebr all formation and blah blah blah.. somemore it's totally different song for UP dance.. although same steps. ok. Jia You bah.

Gone.. Bye...

dance camp

will be gone for dance camp. Tuesday and Wednesday. Hope it I could improve and I wanna improve. HELP ME.. lol..

22nd dec, friday rendevous performance.
HRcrew and UP!
Excited. lol..

Just Hope tat saturday dun train till very late. Pray..

Anyway, counting down to X'mas and something else. OMG!!!! no time liao.. shit..

dream

oh man. what the hell. I dreamt of you like again. (yesterday)

people say: "日有所思, 夜有所夢" (please correct the word if it's wrong, cos i dunno the exact word)
meaning, thinking the thing all day long, will dream of it during the nite.

yup, i think quite true. dreamt of you again.
And yah, I dreamt that I have one more chance and yup, we are together.Or in short, we patched. I was like so happy lah. Smile and laugh and like was in heaven.. I guess my mom can see that I smile in my dream too. Too Happy(but for a empty reality)

But I woke up, to find it was all just a dream of mine.
I couldn't remember much, but it was something like this:
I went to your house to find you, dunno for what reason..hmm..I think is to pass you your bday present, talk awhile and blah blah blah. Den dunno why talk about there's a guy tat like you, den is woo-ing you right now. I was disappointed/sad inside, but on the outside, jokingly said:"oh so I've no chance liao." But you replied, "nope, I still love you."

Lol.. I was like in the world of heaven when you said that, den blah blah blah continues and we are together again.

WAT A DREAM EH? haha..
Before I sleep, I was thinking if I can dream of you tat nite. And den I found myself dreaming of you. hahaha.

anyway, I think the ending in the dream wont come true.
People always says: "现实是跟梦相反的"("Reality is the opposite of Dream")
WOAH LAO, like that I should have dream tat we wont patch. den reality will be opposite. Arghh... hahahaha.. ok.. i think i'm crazy... nevermind me..

i think i shall go slp now. the time is 4:43am of wednesday morning. I dreamt of you on the morning of tuesday. I think my timing is so America. Like my sis's timing. Oh yah. she's in america.. So gd.. Celebrating a white Xmas this year. Argh.. I oso want. lol. Oh well. Till I work and have money bah.

bye..takecare.. smile people! though I'm not smiling.

little updates.

thurs and sat UP performance. Went well I guess.. just tat yesterday my leg abit strain i guess.
did abit of mistake..

Sat morning, went for dance, but is breaking. KH came. learnt the basics. den tried some freeze. ok. i think i managed to do a bit of chair. lol.. till now my shoulder got bruise. lol..

wat else.. nothing much i guess. life recently isnt tat interesting.. term test coming and i dun even know what i'm studying right now. lol. best right. haha.. dance camp coming, friday rendevous performance coming, her bday coming, HRcrew trg coming, talking bout tat, I havent start my 1min of choreo. shit.. lol..

ok. think tat's bout it. nothing to update.. gone..

Astrology

After a very interesting short "lesson" of astrology by Mar-ker-xiong yest. I went to read up some stuff. Some of it quite true. Woah. Astrology is super interesting.. I wonder if I'm gonna ever understand the theories. lol..
anyway, here's are some explanation from the Net. I find it alike to wat I've been thru. haha.
Green color = I agree/Quite True
Green + Bold = Almost Hit the Bulls Eyes
Red = I dun think true for me. haha.

The rest is more of like theories or I haven't reach the point yet. haha..

I learnt bits and pieces from mar-ker xiong. okok. real name, mark. haha.
Like which planets each zodiac belongs to, elements, sun sign, birth chart.

It has a lot of factors that come together as one tat a particular person have that personality or characteristic. The Sun Sign, time of birth, elements, blah blah blah. Too much and many different terms that I couldnt catch from mark.

According to Mark, Cancerian: a person who tat will initiate, but wont continue the stuff/thing/work/anything for long(San Fen Zhong Re Du). lol. I think so. Always will initiate to start something, but I wont carry that passion for long. lol.. Ok lah. got improve. passion for dance and music nv die yet. haha..

Ok. I can't remember much. Enjoy.
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Astrology of Cancer: Origin / Representation
It was the ancient Assyrians who first designated the crab as the symbol for Cancer, because they believed the crab to carry its home on its back. In fact, it's merely his skeleton. They were right in associating Cancers with being attached to their homes, however.

The primary reason they chose the crab is because the sun enters Cancer on the summer solstice, the longest day of the year. The next day, it begins its backward motion towards the equator. Therefore, as it moves forward through time, it's moving backwards in the sky. This apparent paradox is perfectly symbolized by the crab, which must move backwards in order to move forwards.

The word itself is derived from the Arabic "khan," which means resting place, and "keras," which refers to encircling arms. Put the two together, and you have a picture of a person who places a high value on his home life, and who is extremely caring.

Cancer is ruled by the moon, which presides over emotions (the tidal forces within us), home life, fertility, and maternal qualities. It is a water sign, so Cancerians tend to reside near an ocean, lake, or river. And it's the fourth house of the zodiac, which is physically represented by the breast and stomach, whose most pervasive quality is tenacity.

Astrology of Cancer: Positive Qualities
You are extremely sensitive, a quality that has its good and bad sides. Speaking positively, no other sign except Pisces feels as deeply as you do. You've had a great deal of tears-in-your-beer nights, and these experiences have led you to a deeper understanding of life, and a strong commitment to care for others, because you know what they're going through in times of trouble. You comfort, you counsel, you console. This makes you an ideal friend. Once you make a friend, you're always there for them, to bail them out, to keep their secrets, to take their hysterical late-night phone calls. If anyone or anything threatens them, you're the first to defend them— not by erupting into attack mode, but by retreating into a bunker and lying in wait, like a crab retreats into his hole. Your first line of defense is your tough outer shell, which is hard enough to crack. If threatened further, you then attack with your pincers.

The outer shell metaphor extends to the fact that you're most comfortable in your own home— more than any other sign, you are the domestic expert. You know exactly which furniture goes with which decor, or how to hang blinds, even how to fix the faucet. Combined with your caring side, this makes you an ideal mother or father—no matter how busy your career may get, your family and home life will always come first.

Astrology of Cancer: Trouble Areas
Although your tough outer shell is there for your own protection, you are frequently misunderstood because of it—on the outside, you appear reserved and even unfeeling. Inside, however, your still waters run very deep indeed. It often frustrates you that people don't see the real you, the side of you that cares so deeply for others; when you do let your emotions run to the surface, people just think you're being moody or touchy.

You have a tendency to brood, even to become severely depressed. You're always frowning, worrying about all your problems instead of enjoying the view—you probably live by a body of water, so step outside and let its power comfort you. Go fishing.

Ironically, because of your primal need for domestic tranquility, you often become too demanding of your mate. You want your home to be perfect, like some "Father Knows Best" fantasy family. You must realize that everyone has faults, that life isn't ever going to be perfect, and that you should just roll with it and do the best you can. Domestic strife is quite common with Cancerians for this reason, but it needn't be. Lighten up.

Astrology of Cancer: Physical Qualities and Activities
Since your sign rules the breast and stomach, you must treat those areas with extra care. There's a common misconception that Cancers are more likely to get the disease of cancer than any other sign. This is nonsense. Worry-wart that you are, you can at least stop fretting about that one. You are more prone to gastric ailments, coughs, and colds. Diet is especially important in your constitution, even more so because you have a tendency to eat a lot of fatty, nutritionally empty foods.

You most enjoy activities that alleviate the stress you've built up from all that worrying. Golf is popular among Cancerians for this very reason. Even better, any relaxing pastime that involves water is highly recommended—fishing, sailing, or for the more active, water-skiing.

Because of your domestic affinity, you also enjoy home-based hobbies. You might want to build an addition to your house (extending that shell), or continue perfecting it in some way—you always seem to have little projects to do around the home, be it painting, fixing, or strengthening its security.

Finally, needlework is popular among Cancerians, perhaps because it closely resembles the movement of a crab's pincers.

Many Cancerians are attracted to art—it's such an emotional sign, it's natural to feel the expression deeply. You may love photography in particular, because it captures the emotion of a moment. (It also involves silver, the color of the moon!)

Astrology of Cancer: Preferences
You are not a flashy person. Your colors are silver and white, because the moon is your ruling heavenly body. For this reason, your sense of style is unassuming. You prefer not to attract attention. In clothing, you prefer basics—you're especially fond of old T-shirts, jeans, boots, and jackets that have served you well over the years. In fact, when you finally admit you have to replace them, you'd just as soon buy new ones that look exactly like the old ones. You're just sentimentally attached to them, like old friends.

Similarly, you never choose a sporty car. Security is foremost in your mind, because your car is essentially an extension of your home, an outer shell on the highway. You are attracted to cars with rounded, crablike features, as long as they have a reputation for safety—most German and Swedish models fit this bill.

Your home reflects not only your passion for domestic tranquility, but also your caring side. You hate to throw things out, especially if they have the slightest sentimental value. You're not the tidiest person—you probably have drawers, closets, and shelves full of old letters, childhood drawings, photo albums and the like. You're sure to have photos of family and close friends where you spend the most time, such as a study. You probably get nagged a lot for being a pack rat, and your tenacious side fights back, refusing to part with every cherished souvenir. As with your worrying, you may need to compromise in this department in order to avoid domestic discord.

Astrology of Cancer: Occupations / Financial Profile
Your real talent is caring for people. Your depth of understanding and loyalty know no bounds, so you will eventually find yourself making a nice living in any occupation that requires this expertise. If you currently spend most of your working hours pushing papers, or operating machinery, you're in the wrong profession.

A great deal of Cancerians are managers, either on a corporate level or a small-business supervisory level, even in the entertainment or artistic worlds. You know every detail of what a person needs, how to soothe hurt feelings, how to stand up for someone in a crisis, and how to oversee an entire network of people working together harmoniously. Other Cancerian careers include nursing, teaching, curating a museum or library (these involve both caring for the work of generations and the sentimental pack rat instinct), and anything marine-oriented.

If you stick to these areas, you are bound to be financially successful. You are not an original thinker; rather, you expound on existing ideas, so it's not advisable to pursue your own business. You're better working within a given system or company, improving methods and earning the respect of your coworkers. Plus, you are a natural worrier and saver, so you've no doubt already planned for the worst. If you're an extreme case, you might even amass a fortune just because you're so concerned about not having enough to feed your family. Your anxious temperament will always protect you financially (and otherwise), but to truly enjoy life, you need to stop worrying about it so much.

Famous Cancerians include Helen Keller, perhaps the most heroic Cancerian of all, because she was able to emerge from the toughest outer shell fate could deal a person; "Silent" Calvin Coolidge; the introverted writers Ernest Hemingway and Nathaniel Hawthorne, the famous naval officer John Paul Jones, the painter Whistler (who's most famous work is of his mother—again, pictures of family take priority with a Cancerian), the Swedish filmmaker Ingmar Bergman (most noted for the brooding quality of his work), industrialist Nelson Rockefeller (who amassed a fortune worrying), and King Henry VIII, who was obsessed with domestic perfection.

Astrology of Cancer: Love and Relationships
You are very prone to marrying early, only to have it fail. Your domestic instinct is so Strong it pulls you in as soon as is legally possible—in your case, often right out of high school. Unfortunately, most people are not prepared for the realities of such a young partnership, especially not you. Your need for domestic bliss only worsens the inevitable problems, and once your mate discovers you're soft on the inside, it could shatter his or her image of you as the hard protector. The trouble is, you're both at once, which makes it harder for you to achieve that perfect symbiosis.

That said, your ideal mate is likely to be Capricorn, but only after a few failed relationships. Once you reach your thirties and settle a bit, you're home free. Capricorns are your soulmates—they're just as shy and just as driven to perfection. You also may have an attraction to Scorpio, whose dominant nature should fit well with your caring side, and Pisces, who understands your depth of feeling like no other.

You'll want to avoid matches with Gemini (too flighty for you), Aries (too bold and self-centered), and Sagittarius (despite an initial attraction, the wandering, popular Sagittarian may be too much for you to handle, and jealousy and rage are right around the corner).
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Ok. Long Post. Ended. Takecare. Smile.

O school recital

Friday, U.P gathering. quite a fun one. -.-' and i think i thrown all my face during tat night. lol. wat singing competition. lol. kena sabo. dun even know how to sing.. ok nvm. entertain people. must collect entertainment fees next time. haha.. i shall not elaborate much . lazy.. i'm still waiting for the photos. SEND ME!!!

went for oschool recital yest with tp peepz. and saw quite a number of UP people. lol. aiya. all oso people from other poly dance club. confirm will see. haha.

quite a nice performance. although most of the time i cant really see well especially the breaking. kena blocked. but but, can see that the performers are really enjoying. haha.. theres's Hip Hop, Popping, Breaking, Reggae, LA hip hop, Jazz and performance by the o crew.

I like the part where ryan dance with a lady, i think the name Ann, i supposed. ryan super got feel. idol. lol. gin is of cos the all time favourite by tpde. lol. sizzling hot.. haha.. ok.. the rest of o crew oso good. aiya. all those performed in the recital is good. how I wished I could be like them. oh well..

Aim of next year Big Groove and Recital. But then I guess Big groove bah. recital must be an O schooler and I'm not. no money for becoming one. I WANT TO IMPROVE. HOW!!!!!!!

ok. after performance, went to lau pat sar for my first meal of the day. So it's Brelundin or Breunner (breakfast, lunch and dinner). lol. the word look quite nice. haha. Oooo. invented new words. lol. ok. i think tat's a word for meals between breakfast and lunch or something like that. oh well.. forget it. my ang moh still sucks. lol.

After my Breunner, went to watch Enchanted at PS. the show quite nice I think. at least I guess it wont make you fall aslp even you are quite tired/emo and when the show is around 1plus am. lol. took night owl back home. quite fast. twice faster den night rider. i think cheaper oso. not sure. Den after reaching tamp. all alight different place. i tot of eating mac breakfast. den andreas called to ask wanna go for breakfast. lol.. same mind set. lol. den we meet him at the inter mac. and saw corn and kat who alighted one stop before us. lol. got fate. lol. nv ask they want or not oso can meet them there. lol.. so after which, went home. lol..

sunday, which is today. slept till 3plus pm after the mac breakfast. den went study awhile with the dope people and back home rest. haha.
ok. i think it's super long post. shall stop. some random photos taken yesterday recently or long ago for the updates.

Celebration

My Bao Face Clan


Take 1. I look gd. haha.

The Baos